Sunday, May 31, 2009
Saturday, May 30, 2009
Don't Read On If You Love My Mum.
Was out yesterday night to attend my mum's babysitter's granddaughter's wedding dinner. :/ Brought along XavierChong and felt super awkward upon reaching Mandarin Oriental Hotel. The ambiance was cool and the ballroom was awesome. Besides the fact the heels were killing my feet with 4blisters ): Everyone was dressed up and the whole room was filled with tiny conversations which neither my brother nor I can join. Oh well.
Do I really looked like my mum? All the aunties there realised who I am because they say that my features were photocopied from my mum. It's weird having so many aunties surrounding you. Bleah.
The meal was kinda alright, Prawn&Lobster salad, Shark's fin, Stir fried scallops with Yam balls, Stewed Duck, Abalone, Cod Fish, Vegetable and DarkChoco mousse for dessert.
I was dead tired, to the extend that I fell asleep immediately I touched my mattress. Lol.
While looking at the happy couple's video and stuff, I suddenly felt an urge to see baby and let him hold me tightly. You know? Like... Aiya, I don't know. I wonder when is it gonna be MY TURN. HUH BAB!!!??? Hahahaha!
This morning, I heard mumbles and noise when I was sleeping. No need to guess...my mum and grandmum. They were of 'cos pouring out their unhappiness towards me. They won't fucking bother to clarify and they just fuck assume that what they think is always right. Is cutting up my shorts into pieces fucking right?! NO ITS NOT! What's wrong with wearing shorts to school? SINGAPORE IS SO GODDAMN WARM AND YOU EXPECT ME TO WEAR JEANS WHEREEVER I GO?! FUCK NO! Go ahead and verbal insult your own granddaughter. And what's with saying that Nobody would fucking marry me in future just because I wear shorts to school and I wear slightly lesser than all other people ?! It doesn't fucking make sense to me! There are like tons of people wearing MUCH LESSER than me and they still get married and lived happily ever after. MUM, DO YOU WISH TO SEE YOUR DAUGHTER GET ABUSE BY A VIOLENT HUSBAND SO MUCH? You fucking don't say these things to your daughter. Thanks for making me realised that how you and grandmum think of me. If I can choose, I WON'T FUCKING CHOOSE TO BOTHER OR APPEAR INFRONT OF YOU OR GO NEAR YOU. JUST FUCKING GIVE ME THE CASH AND I'D FUCK OFF! You talk to me as if I owed you a gazillion bucks and I don't deserve to be love by you. Listen to how you speak to Xavier Chong and how you spoke to SHARICHONG. YOU'RE FUCK BIAS MUM!
I know it's very immature for me to scream all these fucked up personal stuff in my blog post. But this is the only way I can vent everything out. I didn't mention anything racist, politics or whatsoever that's prohibited by the law. My blog, my post, my feelings. Period. So don't fucking tell me that I should not do this or do that.
Forget it, nobody actually bothers. I'm getting more and more emotional these few weeks, I can't accept some facts and have yet to digest them.
Paul, if you're reading this, I need another therapy session in the library like the previous time.
Bab... I'm so sorry about the photos and stuff, I should have taken extra notice. Thanks for your K5(: I'm happily listening to it now. ily prettyboy.
To make things simpler, just give me cash and I'd scram. Not point being so hostile towards each other, when I heard those words in the morning. I felt like packing up and leave. There's only one issue, I've got no cash. I have places to go but I've no money. FUCK LIFE.
Do I really looked like my mum? All the aunties there realised who I am because they say that my features were photocopied from my mum. It's weird having so many aunties surrounding you. Bleah.
The meal was kinda alright, Prawn&Lobster salad, Shark's fin, Stir fried scallops with Yam balls, Stewed Duck, Abalone, Cod Fish, Vegetable and DarkChoco mousse for dessert.
I was dead tired, to the extend that I fell asleep immediately I touched my mattress. Lol.
While looking at the happy couple's video and stuff, I suddenly felt an urge to see baby and let him hold me tightly. You know? Like... Aiya, I don't know. I wonder when is it gonna be MY TURN. HUH BAB!!!??? Hahahaha!
This morning, I heard mumbles and noise when I was sleeping. No need to guess...my mum and grandmum. They were of 'cos pouring out their unhappiness towards me. They won't fucking bother to clarify and they just fuck assume that what they think is always right. Is cutting up my shorts into pieces fucking right?! NO ITS NOT! What's wrong with wearing shorts to school? SINGAPORE IS SO GODDAMN WARM AND YOU EXPECT ME TO WEAR JEANS WHEREEVER I GO?! FUCK NO! Go ahead and verbal insult your own granddaughter. And what's with saying that Nobody would fucking marry me in future just because I wear shorts to school and I wear slightly lesser than all other people ?! It doesn't fucking make sense to me! There are like tons of people wearing MUCH LESSER than me and they still get married and lived happily ever after. MUM, DO YOU WISH TO SEE YOUR DAUGHTER GET ABUSE BY A VIOLENT HUSBAND SO MUCH? You fucking don't say these things to your daughter. Thanks for making me realised that how you and grandmum think of me. If I can choose, I WON'T FUCKING CHOOSE TO BOTHER OR APPEAR INFRONT OF YOU OR GO NEAR YOU. JUST FUCKING GIVE ME THE CASH AND I'D FUCK OFF! You talk to me as if I owed you a gazillion bucks and I don't deserve to be love by you. Listen to how you speak to Xavier Chong and how you spoke to SHARICHONG. YOU'RE FUCK BIAS MUM!
I know it's very immature for me to scream all these fucked up personal stuff in my blog post. But this is the only way I can vent everything out. I didn't mention anything racist, politics or whatsoever that's prohibited by the law. My blog, my post, my feelings. Period. So don't fucking tell me that I should not do this or do that.
Forget it, nobody actually bothers. I'm getting more and more emotional these few weeks, I can't accept some facts and have yet to digest them.
Paul, if you're reading this, I need another therapy session in the library like the previous time.
Bab... I'm so sorry about the photos and stuff, I should have taken extra notice. Thanks for your K5(: I'm happily listening to it now. ily prettyboy.
To make things simpler, just give me cash and I'd scram. Not point being so hostile towards each other, when I heard those words in the morning. I felt like packing up and leave. There's only one issue, I've got no cash. I have places to go but I've no money. FUCK LIFE.
Thursday, May 28, 2009
TIRED MAX!
Walao, I'm seriously tired to the max! :/ Physics was damn torturous, I didn't even cared about what the lecturer said. Was busy doodling on the table with my left hand(: After that was Mechanics. Woohoo. I think someone is getting irritated by me! HOORAY! Ha ha hahahahaahaha. I hope not ah, if not I'd lose a good friend ): SHO SAD WORXZSXZ!!!
I want to Haolian a bit now, I scored 39 for the first Quiz. And actually, I'm NOT satisfied at all. It was because of an extra force I added in...I got a mark deducted! SHIT MAN! ITCHY HAND! Nehmind, haha. Sorry to those whom feel that I'm damn haolian. BUT HEY! I only can haolian like once in a blue moon!
Chemistry SHUCKS MAX! I was sleeping and I woke up during break. Spoilt the photo to the MAX!!!
Maths test was FUCK SHIT!!! I can't do it. I dont care anyways, hurhur(:
Band practise was damn hiong. ._. Too tired to blog ready !!! Anyways nowadays also nobody read my blog xD
BYE! LOVES.
P/S : I looked damn fat in the photo with Weishen ):
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
Heaven and Hell.
Yes, indeed...
Forget it, everyone has their so called, Reasons. So...I'm not going to care about it so much. Don't come to me and ask me why am I treating you coldly.
Right, I've got a Distinction for my mechanics test. It was a rather simple test and it was just a beginning. I think I'd fail other tests...Like...Material Science. Teeheehee. FUCK YOU SHARI! YOU'RE DAMN DUMB. HAHA HA...
Cotton On is having a Sales! (: I bought 2tee-shirt for $15 only leh! I think...I'd get more soon. Teeheehee. Its like $7.50 for one! Its cheap, comfortable and nice(: Anyone wants to get it for me? xD I WANT I WANT WANT! I'M A CHEAPO! Teeheehee.
Nothing much to blog about. Photos with Joshua. He's camera is damn ZAI!!! Ha
Gotta go.BYE!!!
LOVES MUAH.
Forget it, everyone has their so called, Reasons. So...I'm not going to care about it so much. Don't come to me and ask me why am I treating you coldly.
Right, I've got a Distinction for my mechanics test. It was a rather simple test and it was just a beginning. I think I'd fail other tests...Like...Material Science. Teeheehee. FUCK YOU SHARI! YOU'RE DAMN DUMB. HAHA HA...
Cotton On is having a Sales! (: I bought 2tee-shirt for $15 only leh! I think...I'd get more soon. Teeheehee. Its like $7.50 for one! Its cheap, comfortable and nice(: Anyone wants to get it for me? xD I WANT I WANT WANT! I'M A CHEAPO! Teeheehee.
Nothing much to blog about. Photos with Joshua. He's camera is damn ZAI!!! Ha
Gotta go.BYE!!!
LOVES MUAH.
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
I Felt As If I'm The Luckiest Girl In The Whole Universe.
I was late for CP this morning. And I don't actually want to elaborate about it. I saw Alcott while walking in to school, lucky that there's him to accompany me walk that boring stretch of route. (: THANKS ALCOTT!
As usual, I was HappyTreeFriend-ing, watching S-factor and facebook-ing at the same time. I think I have to seek help from Weishen soon ! ): Wasn't in a very good mood, HAHA, MOOD SWING LEH!
Just as I was browsing through my 8days, I found this slick and CHIO notebook! Sony Vaio P!
Its damn chio in glossy red can?! WA! It's $1299incl.GST. If I save like $10/day, I'd have to save for 129.9 days. And for the 130days, I have to live on chicken rice and plain water EVERYDAY in school! ): And Chicken Rice will make the already FAT ME, EVEN FATTER!!! ):
Sigh, life is so miserable...
WAIT! LIFE IS NOT THAT MISERABLE AFTER ALL!!!
Bab brought me out for dinner at 鼎泰丰 !!! We had a very nice dinner and a very nice walk(: I'm sooooo happy to have him with me. Sigh. I'm really damn FUCKING happy can?! Its like...aiya, I dont know. But I just feel very happy and excited. AHHH FUCK! HAHAHA. I'M DAMN HAPPY LA! WHATEVER YOU SAY...I'M DAMN HAPPY(: SIGH...
I'M THE LUCKIEST GIRL ON EARTH, MARS, WHATEVER PLANETS THERE ARE(:
I LOVE BAB.
MUAH.
LOVES
As usual, I was HappyTreeFriend-ing, watching S-factor and facebook-ing at the same time. I think I have to seek help from Weishen soon ! ): Wasn't in a very good mood, HAHA, MOOD SWING LEH!
Just as I was browsing through my 8days, I found this slick and CHIO notebook! Sony Vaio P!
Its damn chio in glossy red can?! WA! It's $1299incl.GST. If I save like $10/day, I'd have to save for 129.9 days. And for the 130days, I have to live on chicken rice and plain water EVERYDAY in school! ): And Chicken Rice will make the already FAT ME, EVEN FATTER!!! ):
Sigh, life is so miserable...
WAIT! LIFE IS NOT THAT MISERABLE AFTER ALL!!!
Bab brought me out for dinner at 鼎泰丰 !!! We had a very nice dinner and a very nice walk(: I'm sooooo happy to have him with me. Sigh. I'm really damn FUCKING happy can?! Its like...aiya, I dont know. But I just feel very happy and excited. AHHH FUCK! HAHAHA. I'M DAMN HAPPY LA! WHATEVER YOU SAY...I'M DAMN HAPPY(: SIGH...
I'M THE LUCKIEST GIRL ON EARTH, MARS, WHATEVER PLANETS THERE ARE(:
I LOVE BAB.
MUAH.
LOVES
Monday, May 25, 2009
Disappointment
I started my day in a super lousy mood :/ I felt damn sloppy when I step out of my house. I don't know, I just feel that I'm damn ugly today ):
It better in CP when Xinhui and Syafiqah was beside me and I'm practically crapping for the whole hour. Then comes Thinking Skills.
WTF! I just can't stand that particular CW. :/ SHE CAN'T FUCKING DO HER OWN WORK, SHE GETS SICK AND GETS MC TO SCHOOL EVERY OTHER DAY. I THOUGHT SHE'S LIKE DAMN HARDWORKING BUT WTF?! SHE EVEN WANTS TO COPY THE DAMN BLOODY THINKING SKILL ASSIGNMENT! CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?! SHE WANTS TO YAK AND YAK AND PIN POINT OUR ANSWERS BUT SHE CAN'T FUCKING DO IT ON HER OWN. DAMN IT, AND SHE HAD THE CHEEKS TO SCREAM AT XINHUI FOR HANDING THE WORK IN BEFORE LETTING HER COPY. FUCK YOU! YOU DON'T DESERVE TO COPY YOU SICK ASS. CRAP, IF YOU WANT OTHERS TO RESPECT YOU AND TREAT YOU FAIRLY, YOU FUCKING DON'T THINK TOO HIGHLY OF YOURSELF AND GET YOUR ASS WORKING! DO YOUR FUCKING FAIR SHARE AND STOP WHINING THAT THE GROUP IS OUTCASTING YOU. IT IS CALLED INDIVIDUAL WORK, NOT "COPY YOUR FRIEND'S WORK". GO AND FUCK YOUR CLUBBING MATES AND STOP MAKING EVERYONE HATE YOU.
Great, I'm done venting out my anger(:
Not to forget that I spilled chili on myself today(: I threw away my shirt and put on Syafiqah's "my boxer look-a-like cardigan" xD THANKS SWEETIE! LOVE YOU! MUAH.
To add on... Bab put me aeroplane today. ): I was so hoping to see him. Forget it. Disappointed max. ):
Paul, there's no surprise. Nothing ): But I'd try to look on the bright side(:
THANKS...
Bab, I'm seriously very disappointed in you today):
Loves.
BYE!
It better in CP when Xinhui and Syafiqah was beside me and I'm practically crapping for the whole hour. Then comes Thinking Skills.
WTF! I just can't stand that particular CW. :/ SHE CAN'T FUCKING DO HER OWN WORK, SHE GETS SICK AND GETS MC TO SCHOOL EVERY OTHER DAY. I THOUGHT SHE'S LIKE DAMN HARDWORKING BUT WTF?! SHE EVEN WANTS TO COPY THE DAMN BLOODY THINKING SKILL ASSIGNMENT! CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?! SHE WANTS TO YAK AND YAK AND PIN POINT OUR ANSWERS BUT SHE CAN'T FUCKING DO IT ON HER OWN. DAMN IT, AND SHE HAD THE CHEEKS TO SCREAM AT XINHUI FOR HANDING THE WORK IN BEFORE LETTING HER COPY. FUCK YOU! YOU DON'T DESERVE TO COPY YOU SICK ASS. CRAP, IF YOU WANT OTHERS TO RESPECT YOU AND TREAT YOU FAIRLY, YOU FUCKING DON'T THINK TOO HIGHLY OF YOURSELF AND GET YOUR ASS WORKING! DO YOUR FUCKING FAIR SHARE AND STOP WHINING THAT THE GROUP IS OUTCASTING YOU. IT IS CALLED INDIVIDUAL WORK, NOT "COPY YOUR FRIEND'S WORK". GO AND FUCK YOUR CLUBBING MATES AND STOP MAKING EVERYONE HATE YOU.
Great, I'm done venting out my anger(:
Not to forget that I spilled chili on myself today(: I threw away my shirt and put on Syafiqah's "my boxer look-a-like cardigan" xD THANKS SWEETIE! LOVE YOU! MUAH.
To add on... Bab put me aeroplane today. ): I was so hoping to see him. Forget it. Disappointed max. ):
Paul, there's no surprise. Nothing ): But I'd try to look on the bright side(:
THANKS...
Bab, I'm seriously very disappointed in you today):
Loves.
BYE!
Saturday, May 23, 2009
CLASSMATES ROCK MY STINKY SOCKS
Yupp, classmates and zee best(: Xinhui...Thanks ah(: LOVE YOU LEH!!! Teeheehee.P.S : I hope that BAB won't get angry if he sees this photo!!! :X
UPDATES :
I AM CRAVING FOR...
- Tao's Creme brulee
- Dozo's EVERYTHING
- Aston's Salad pasta
- Changi Rd's ZI CHAR
- Delifrance's Seafood bake rice
- Haagendaz's FONDUE
- Pizza Hut's Peach tea
- TPY lor5's Chicken Wings/Claypot rice & Fried chicken rice
- TPY lor2's Hokkien Prawn Noodle
- TPY lor7 Blk 20's Chicken feet noodle/fishball noodle/duck rice/G kuey
- TPY lor4's Kuey Chap
- IKEA's MEATBALL
- Curry Favour's Potatoe salad/Curry katsu
- Hansang Korean restaurant's BBQ SET
- SAKAE's Buffet
- Nebo's EVERYTHING
- 老北京的小笼包！
- 翡翠的点心
- 肥婆的香港煮炒！
- Sakura's buffet
- NYP's chicken rice
- HongKong Cafe's Toast/milk tea/猪排rice
- Chippy's beer battered fish
- SuperDog's Dawgs/Cheese fries
- Cafe cartel's St.louise Pork ribs
- Pasta De Waraku's pasta
- Swenson's Ice-cream
- ChompChomp's seafood! STINGRAYS! LALA!!!
- 兴化Lor Mee @ 莆田！
- MY GRANDMUM'S STEAMBOAT!
- 涮涮锅
- BAB MUM's 水饺 & 可乐饼
- Sembawang's Nasi Lemak
- TPY HDB's MeeRebus/Mee Siam
- Geylang Lor1's PRAWN NOODLES/SOY BEANCURD/Claypot Frog
I CANNOT NAME ANYMORE COS I'M DYING OF HUNGER...SHIT MAN! CANNOT CANNOT
I WILL NAME MORE TOMORROW. THATS ALL FROM NOW.
* If you guys want to know where to find good food, tag me!
P/s : Anyone wants to go eat with me or treat me? TEEHEEHEE
xoxo
I'm Beginning To Resent Weekends
SUCK MAX!
R/s going super ultra downhill, studies are as lousy as usual, family still seem to be fucked up at me. OH WELL. MONEY?! DONT HAVE xD
I'm taking up this part time mini accounting job. Few hundred more bucks per month? Better than nothing ah. Hmm. Great.
Life is school is soooo much better now. I just felt the very big difference. People are more matured, more willing to study and etc. Take JunHong for eg. He's crazy yes but he still made effort to study and revise every weekend. Xinhui? She doesn't understand some of the lectures and she's damn attentive in class. All this makes me stop fooling around in class HAHA. And Paul who will forever SHUSH me and ask my to put down my leg. Syafiqah, who'd camwhore with me, yanhua will teach me till everything will be drilled into me. Shiya will pop random jokes. HAHAHA. Not to forget the BIOMEDICAL people. (: AWW MAN. Life's good.
And bab, stop thinking that I'm going to ignore you. Its just that so many things had happened and I just can't keep harping on it and make myself miserable anymore. Those people were there for me when I needed them. For the 5weeks, I know them, they've been great people. No doubt, I heart them. But hey, you're my boyfriend, have some faith in me. I'm your girlfriend, you're one and only girlfriend. I ♥ you.
BYE!
LOVES
MUAH!
R/s going super ultra downhill, studies are as lousy as usual, family still seem to be fucked up at me. OH WELL. MONEY?! DONT HAVE xD
I'm taking up this part time mini accounting job. Few hundred more bucks per month? Better than nothing ah. Hmm. Great.
Life is school is soooo much better now. I just felt the very big difference. People are more matured, more willing to study and etc. Take JunHong for eg. He's crazy yes but he still made effort to study and revise every weekend. Xinhui? She doesn't understand some of the lectures and she's damn attentive in class. All this makes me stop fooling around in class HAHA. And Paul who will forever SHUSH me and ask my to put down my leg. Syafiqah, who'd camwhore with me, yanhua will teach me till everything will be drilled into me. Shiya will pop random jokes. HAHAHA. Not to forget the BIOMEDICAL people. (: AWW MAN. Life's good.
And bab, stop thinking that I'm going to ignore you. Its just that so many things had happened and I just can't keep harping on it and make myself miserable anymore. Those people were there for me when I needed them. For the 5weeks, I know them, they've been great people. No doubt, I heart them. But hey, you're my boyfriend, have some faith in me. I'm your girlfriend, you're one and only girlfriend. I ♥ you.
BYE!
LOVES
MUAH!
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