my only one...

hurhur.is already thursday today.how time flies...
as usual...went to school. really studied today.
did not even sleep. only when the teacher wasnt teaching,
i closed my eyes (:

yeah... :DDD went to chem lab.did TITration :P
haha. is supposed to be pronounced as ti-tration.
NOT TIT-ration.
xP
hmmm... was kinda easy.acid, alkaline. whatever. (((:
went to band. (: damn. im sure a loser. sigh... i cant even play properly.
HURHUR. how funny

i gotta start training my stamina,strength and endurance!!!
of cos this three items forms a basic training for my mace work (:
gotta do it !!! hurhur. jiayoujiayou.

hmm. thank you for the breadtalk thing.
))): my cheek hurts ):
sigh. nvm. is okie. i love you...
LOVE YOU LOTS!!!
hugs&kisses.
muacks!!!

day9...
im still waiting...still loving...
all i ask&want is you...
loves,
shari-ri
~my cheek hurts

wednesday is the third day of the week

damn. chinese medicine seriously suck.
wth~ its bitter, powerdery and disgusting. i could vomit just by smelling it.
imagine that i have to drink 60cc of it per day.
and finish that BIG bottle with 3-4days. it is really torturing me. >.<
sigh.

after our dearest mr leung left...the school threw us one she-male
the totally screwed our PE. damn. she's such a whore.
ever since she took over, the weather had been bad. really bad.
just bcos mr tan wants the noisy ppl to stop playing,
she chased us all up to the library. cant we just stay in the canteen.
bitch~ damn.moronic she-male.
sigh. din want to argue much. is of no use after all.
hurhur...

went up to the library with ian,kingsley,evelyn...
grayson brought along his lappy. (:
haha...this was what kingsley said to us...
"HIS LAPPY TAKES 5 YEARS JUST TO WATCH ONE PORN VIDEO."
DAMN. his lappy was slow. awwww...
played around, hair plucking,flashing of ian's body,bullied...
and got pinched. shit. why am i so weak. one day..they will die HOHOHO.

ashley, don be too sad or feel bad bout it. (: friends are always friends.
huan ni, don be bothered by sL stuffs. since the teacher appoint you as the chairperson,
it shows that you have the potential to do the job well (:

had 5 periods of english. wth~ can die... HAHA
did a report and slept...
for quite a few period... (((:

and that dumb NGIAM... im freaking pissed with her. she is a woman whom lie to her student
ok. im suppose to see my beloved yeastballs today larhs. i went to the bio lab straight after class.
thinking that she's will be punctual...lame shit.
i waited for a gd 2o mins and she had yet to turn up.
if she dares to throw away my lil yeast balls...
IM SURE THAT I WILL SCOLD HER,SMACK HER ON THE FACE.
sorry yeast balls.blame that stupid bio woman...
sigh. went for physics test. woah. i must say is kinda easy.
hahahaha
is more of a give away test. even a noob like me can do.HAHA

went off to have a meeting...
yuppyupp. got things clear. (((: felt better.
but i still feel the giddy feeling and queasy.
sigh... tired tired.
got rebecca a lil cupcake with one candle (:
hope she likes it.

thank you for still being caring my love.
but the medicine is way too disgusting ))): eeew.
i will puke...
sigh... i love you...
MUACKS.
you'll always be my one&only.

my targets/piorities.
-exams
-best drum major award 'o8
-get my mace work done and hope that i'll do a gd job.
-train my band to a very disciplined one. (((:
-you,my one&only.

yuppyupp.thats about it. i hope everything come back to me.
and be rest assured that you guys will see a better sharichong.
thank you ppl
thank you, you
loves,
sharichong...

day8
im still waiting...still loving.

i love you

im back

hmmhmm... (: today is tuesday...
BIO~ (: finally we did something FUN!!!
we made yeast balls cool huh (:
the balls were floating around in calcium chloride...
ho ho ho. how cute (: little balls floating around.
glucose ----> ethanol(alcohol) + carbon dioxide + a little energy
we mixed...
yeast and sodium alginate together with water (:
and it was SMELLY
eeeek !!! hurhur xP we put it into the syringe.
and balls start forming in the calcium chloride when we started dripping the yeast inside.
HAHA xD how fun.
BUT is smelly. lastly we capped the balls in some glucose water.
CAUTION : IT MIGHT EXPLODE DUE TO THE REACTIONS AND CARBON DIOXIDE FORM

yeahyeah. one bottle exploded and it scare me. cos it went boom!!!
hohoho. i think BIO was the most exciting lesson i had today.
had boring maths.
boring POA
boring chinese
boring geog (: i pass my geog test.

it rained super heavily today.
freezing cold. COLD. is really cold.
hmmm... went to highland centre. *if im right.
hurhur. what a place.
i was happy to have your company. really.
i felt very happy. i always feel happy when you're beside me.
but there was nv once where you could, not mention the word friend.
))): sigh. cried like a boob. HURHUR
thank you for you being still so caring.
i love you... like i always do...
LOVES.

p.s**
im going to keep my hair long.
HURHUR. surprising? (:

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loves,
shari...
day7...
still waiting...still loving...

you're my only hope

HURHUR.
i'll blog after i bath. (:
And im gonna bath now.
SEE YAs :DDD
loves.

):

hurhur. had band practice. no... it should be errr...test (((:
))): first one kena tested. wth~ panick panick. but at least pass lurhs.
as usual...the pro, Mr saeSeahChunHeng. hurhur xD full marks. ))):
sigh... the pro and the noob. -_-

ok. after band practice went hm. sigh...
))): hurhur.
dying... ))):
don wanna talk about it. im very tired.
seriously very tired. very very tired.
you noe? tired...

x(((

BYE.

day6...
still waiting...

(:

hurhur (:

saturday...

:DDD went to rebecca's party and the photos are there.

i look freaking dumb in some photo cos im freaking tired.

i left at 7.30pm. hurhur.

played her "happy birthday" with angeline and jiaxin.

being the extra there...who cant play the piano... -_-

like wth~ act only... HO HO HO. photos one after another. (:

reached hm at 8. slp slp slp.

sunday...

:DDD

went to hougang to pray. nth usual i suppose.

is a weekend like other weekend.

but with a freaking painful wound.

is like 1cm wound...stupid safety pin.

how SAFETY it is. hurhur xD

wth~ wth~ wth~

nv trust the pin again. is not safety at all x(

sigh. stupid...

hmmm.

im very sorry that she got angry with you.

is like not the first time. ))):

sorry.

and jiayou for your english pp tml.

(: don slp after your paper. must check ok?

and always eat before you take your medicine. takkaires of yourself ok?

cover blankey at night. ltr cold come back again.

pls dear don make me worry. i will die...

REALLY

i love you dear.

JIAYOU!!! LOVES,HUGS,KISSES.

xiaojiajia loves jiajia <3

day5...

im still waiting for you to be back my love...

hurhur xD i still miss you.

IM NOT GOING TO LOSE YOU AGAIN!!!NEVER...GONNA HOLD ON SUPER TIGHT

hurhur.my blood from my lips xD damn...
): im waiting in a black&white world for you. but still i don mind.

(: day3...im still waiting. x)

gosh.i nearly lost my ring today. ))): sigh...

aljunied wanted to confiscate it.nearly died.

promise her to keep it inside my pocket.

so, i kept it in my breast pocket.

BUT TO MY FREAKING FUCKING HORROR when i reach the english class...

i found the ring nowhere to be seen... x(

i cried cried & cried.

it was raining by then the lesson end...

i was freaking worried that the ring wont be found.

i wanted to go to the parade sq and look for it despite the heavy rain.

so...after chemistry...i faster walk towards physic rm.

talked to livia on the way. oh dear. she cried. sigh.

comfort her and knew whats happening.

then i know,i comfort her telling what happened to me and the wrongs i had done.

i cried with her in the toilet. is super embarrassing to cry infront the person whom you're comforting.

hurhur... ))): it was still pouring, i was planning to walk down to the parade sq.

i had to ignore the rain. i just wanted to find my ring back

it is as important as my life, my promise.

then i received a sms saying that the ring had been found!!! HOORAY.

i cried again bcos im too happy hurhur. (((x

YEAH!!! sorry ring, im not gonna lose you again. nv....

you're my precious, my life, my everything.

i cant be beside him right now. till the promise is fulfilled.

meanwhile, ring, you'll have to accompany me...

LOVES.

and...special thanks to that kind soul whom picked up MY ring

& passed it to uncle wilson. whom kindly passed it to him

AND BACK TO ME!!!

thank god,whoever, whatever.

(((:im glad that my ring is back with me safe and sound.

you must takkaires and study hard... but still must takkaires of your health ok? i know this month/period will be umcomfortable for you.but still must stay healthy and happy. i would like to see you in a very healthy manner.i hope you don forget me as well as the promise.i will keep my promise as to wait for you whole-heartedly.be rest assured that a better shari will be seen ok?i love you.hugs*kisses*

hugshugs. i love you and that is a fact that nv change.

i hope all my crying will come to an end. and i'll smile bcos you are back.

i love you dear, pls don break the promise. i'll die. i will... sigh...

okiies. i really do ok. and sorry to make you feel uncomfortable or awkward...

be it btwn your friends or family,

i've decided... i wont mind any comments from your family.

im sorry.. sometimes i say i wont but pls forgive me if i really do.

i'll get used to it soon. x(

I LOVE YOU. (:

muacks.takkaires ok? for ya prelim and the o's which is 45days away.

takkaires my love,my one and only love.pls come back soon... im waiting.

你要快点回来哦！！！我会一直等下去。但是不可以让我等太久哦。我会感到很痛心。

))): iloveyou.

shari-ri loves :

jiaxinxin.

robinbin

danieldaniel

weiliangliang.

day3...im waiting for you.waiting for you...waiting for you to give me the love tonight...

LOVES.MUACKS

好爱你！！！

ouch

EVEN THE SAFETY PIN BULLY ME!!! -_-
SIGH.

):

i've chose to believe
))): why.
i cried every now and then.
hoping you to be back.
i just want you back.
why...
retribution i suppose.
but i believe in you...
you wouldnt like or fall in love with other girls...
i've already change.
i dont mingle with guys anymore.
its really hurting to know that you're very close with her.
))):
i feel like dying. maybe i should ):
that way, you wont feel pressurised...
))):

loves.
waitwait

i needa give my full commitment to band.
(:

a new start with a new hope

are promises meant to be broken?
or do they have expiry date? hmm.
but still i believe that you will keep your promise by coming back.
i'll wait. im sure i will and i can.
i have faith in you that you wont give empty promises.
will you? ))):

i believe that we'll be in each other's arms again.
will we?
obstacles are there appearing as test.
as long as we know inside us that we still love each other,
it is nothing. obstacles just pull us closer.

i hope you dont think the negative side.
think of me every now and then...
like how i think of you.
i really want to know all the reasons.

is like. i will die if i misunderstand things.
i'll feel very miserable.
and and and... die ))):
sigh.

sometimes i just wanna stay happy
to let you see that im happily waiting.
but sometimes i really cant.
): i felt useless you know.
it might not concern you fer now.
but... sigh.

THANK YOU FOR SMILING AT ME.YOU MADE MY DAY!
SORRY IF I DIN SMILE BACK.I WAS FEELING TOO UNCOMFORTABLE ))):

I hope you understand (:
LOVES

sigh. when will everything turn back to the gd old times.
im sorry for being such a bitch. i lost the chance. ):
i felt like dying.
but your promise brought me back.
i wont break your heart anymore, if you believe.
i love you.
STUDY HARD!!!
prelims are round the corner
o's are nearing too
do a gd job.
come back to me.
))): i love you like a always do.

MUACKS

shari-ri loves :
jiaxin-xin
robin-bin
daniel-niel
weiliang-liang
everyone xD

ULTIMATELOVES
i love you.

day2...

what a day -_-

sigh. busy day. very busy indeed. ):
had usual lessons... -_-
it was like BORING!!! nothing new.

DemiNgHuangMin the rich woman.
bought cakes for EVERYONE in english band 2.
and one piece cost around $5-$6.
wth~ rich lorhs. my english class got more than 30 ppl leh.
siao de. -_-
if i'm as rich, i'll probably did the same thing. (:
so ppl, pray hard that im rich next time. :DDD

ok~ after sch was freaking AGRHS!!! cant tahan.
went to j8 to do some admin work with my majorettes and err...
what they like to call her. "mummy" hohoho.
i personally calls her by her name. cos it sounded weird calling a 22yrs old woman mummy.
HO HO HO.

ate banmien. YIPPEE!!! i ate.and did not vomit it out...yet...
notice the yet? (:
band was as usual SLOW still. i must really do something. nth seems to pass through their head...
everyone wasnt happy
the performance ):
i coughed through out. i hope i din screw the solo... -_-

sigh. ok. it was AFTER the performance.
i vomited. twice -_-
wth~

im tired now.
having headache. takkaires guys
iloveyouu...
:DDD LOVES

it wasnt a gd day.
shari love jiaxin
shari love robin
shari love danielshari love junhao
shari love everyone.
:Pho ho ho
loveslovesloves
MUACKS
nite...

one day passed...

loves,
shari

waiting...

我会等你回来的哦！不要忘记我们的约定。
要加油。乖乖读书。不要捣蛋知道吗？做个可人的乖宝宝。
要照顾好自己，不要闯祸哦！不然我回答你的屁股。
老公。我等你回来。可是要尽快哦。不然我的心会痛痛得。
“我会好好过，等你在爱我。总有个角落，会让你想起我."

I LOVE YOU.AND I WILL WAIT. <3>
MUACKS.

teeheehee

hurhur.very fun day (((: hehes. HO HO HO. it has been a long time since i've enjoyed myself. :DDD thank you 峻豪. (((: you are a pig. (: and you noe it.
-doctor : $34
-lunch : $5.80
-fries for 2majorettes : $2
total : $41.8o

wth~ rich rich. . . -_- making me look more poor lorhs
teeheehee. that was how much he spent. sigh. so rich. compared to my miserable $6. ))):

can cry. band ended and here i am. (:


at least there is still someone who made me smile
no...wait.
not one. but TWO (((:
my two mostbeloved.
in fact i've got a more beloved one. but ))):
sigh, nvm
i'll still love them (:

LOVES
gotta go do my stuff. (:
performance on wed.
NgeeAnn city outdoor amphitheatrette (:
8pm-8.45pm. (((: do drop by and show your support. (:
HEES. my 2 solo part >.<

tata.
loves,
shari-ri

shari love jiaxin
shari love robin
shari love daniel
shari love junhao
shari love everyone.
:P
ho ho ho
loveslovesloves

is freaking straining for me to balance stuffs.
sometimes i just wanna break free...

(((:

peekaboo :P
what a day... hohoho. SHARI CHONG IS A VERY GOOD GIRL :Dhehe (((: hohoho.what a gd girl i am (: im studying (: study the arts of SEVENTEEN. (((: im crapping again. im very happy. so ppl. stop making me sad alrite (:
i would thank you with a very big hug. :P provided if you are a GIRl (: gays are strictly not welcome...well,im a very evil girl. :DDD

gotta go for band ltr. slacking now. (: see ya ppl... <3> heylos (:

(:

I WANT TO MOVE ON WITH MY FUCKING LIFE...
SIGH...BUT I JUST CANT... ))):

sigh.somethings just don work out no matter how hard you try. is funny how life plays on you.
maybe? HOHOHO. if things are meant to be like this,i'll accept it.but i just feel awkward inside me.
will everything just end and we'll end up like strangers? i dont know.it wont end on a bad note definitely.i just want you to know that we'll still be best friends. :]

CAN YOU STOP GIVING ME FALSE HOPES?YOU COME AND GO AS YOU LIKE.WHAT DO YOU TAKE ME FOR?

jiajia : im not as strong as how you see.im a girl.you're giving me the idea of you seeing me as a freaking sick woman.you pity me and send me home.you can say is out of care.but who knows?i feel cheated.you act as if you cared so much and in the end? " from tmr onwards,you're on your own. " what is it all about?prank?i hope so. im tired of it.tired of seeing hope and end up with nth.
perhaps you're right.a leopard will NOT change its spot.im not an exception right?maybe you're friends are right.im not a gd girlfriend.i go around breaking ppl's heart.how evil. HO HO HO

that is only what i could say,it is seriously freaking tired for a girl to handle this and all the other things happen.24hrs/day is seriously not enough.))): we need at least 35-30hrs.
ya.we spend 7hrs in classroom studying,4 hrs of cca,3hrs of travelling time,5hrs to complete our work[hmwrk,cca work,whatever.] thats already 22hrs.8 hrs of slp? is already 30hrs. what about leisure? i'll give it 5-10 hrs of fun.see.time aint enough.

so we should spend our time on happy things and not freaking sad things.but who can concentrate only on happy stuffs? we need sad stuffs to make happy stuffs more obvious. (: happy moments don seem to last.only freaking sad memories stays in you like a scar.ugly one.

yuppyupp. my life is like jig-saw puzzle. with that small piece of it missing,maybe someone burnt it.
and it can nv be found.thats why my life cannot be complete. or it could be stolen by a naughty boy.
he locked it in a treasure chest and he's the only one with the key. (((: crap.

can that person whom stole the missing piece return it to me pls... (: i want my life to be complete (:
i'll pay you a huge sum of money as your reward. (: $5. im broke, $5 is alot. (: HOHOHO
if found pls pls pls return. (:
lalala~ at least you talk to me (: happy enough.maybe being friends are still the best.
loves,
shari-ri

SCREAM OUT WHAT YOU THINK,YOU MIGHT NOT HAVE HE CHANCE TO SAY IT ONCE YOU'RE MISSED THE OPPORTUNITY.THINGS TURN UPSIDE DOWN WITHIN SECS. (:

shari-ri love jiaxin-xin
shari-ri love robin-bin
shari-ri love daniel-niel
shari-ri love junhao (:
shari-ri love everyone. :P
MUACKS.
loves.

friday, i still don feel gd...

THE SO-CALLED HUMANS ARE COLD-BLOODED.
THEY HAVE BLACK HEARTS ))): BUT YOU AINT.

come to think of it.
i actually have the urge to study.
and i will, i start to listen to physics lesson.
thank god that msguo replaced BANGBANG.
i can die just seeing his face and breathing in all the second hand smoke... -_-
4days~ shit.
im feeling moronic.
))):

la la la~
damn. i woke up late today... my body just aint recovering...by the time i reach sch. it was already 7.20+++am. i heard "sch stand" walked to my class.not late (((: but felt uncomfortable. *coughcough* sigh, its all getting troublesome. rahh. went to english class and slept for the whole 2 period. chem test, i think i can pass. i hope so...

everything as usual. but its stirring inside me. it rain, like how my heart did. supercold, even a jacket cant keep me warm. ))): ho ho ho. bandbandband... im trying my best.

took the mace home incase fadhil calls for a saturday training. -_- i guess it will be tough. im afraid that i cant cope with it.as usual, i'll give my best. ho ho ho. i hope i don break any part of my body.
))): jiayou sharichong. you gonna do it. what if the mace drop on my head? xD

went to AMK hub with danielniel~ saladsalad, I ATE. twinBro ate pepperBeef rice. (((: nicenice?
twins will always be twins. im a lil retard. when will things turn back. im gonna wait. really.

took 73 with him.ho ho ho. i seriously dont noe how to get back to my house from there.
actually he can just alight at the bus-stop behind his house. but he accompanied me to tpy.
HEHE.thank you twinbro.same like last time waited for 142 with me. (: thank you thank you.
but i still miss the time where he waited 238 with me.super happy that time. ): that was really a great day, though is for a few hours.but i really enjoyed your company...hees. but will the same thing happen again? sigh. you study hard larhs k. jiayou. i really wish that you can be happy (: smiles

ok. i hope everything will turn out to be fine.
loves,
shari.

shari-ri love jiaxin-xin
shari-ri love robin-bin
shari-ri love danielniel
shari-ri love everyone.

this is my commandment,tat you love one another as i have loved you.

sigh.

I TIRED TO MAKE THINGS FINE...BUT I MADE IT WORST.
))):
i feel empty,
i feel lost.
will you take my hands and hold me through...
D: sigh,
it may all seem alrite,
but inside its really not,
how i wish i could fix the puzzle of your heart and see the whole picture.
you're so mysterious...
sigh... i just cant help but feel that heavy heavy sad feeling...
): no longer can feel the happy-ness i felt...
sighsigh...

i just hope that you wont feel it anymore,
and errr... ya. be happy always.


hello thursday,
you are a bad day,
like any other days this week... ))):
sigh, things happen and im feeling down.
im busy with this and that.
i vomit what i ate,
i din absorb any nutrients.
i cough and spread germs.
i...i...i...
damn it... -_-

sch as usual,
felt fucking giddy during maths class,
slept throughout...but i did wake up to do my work.
fucking lingshit keep waking me up...wth~
one day. im gonna poke her eyes with 9 toothpicks.
(((: see if she still pick on me,
and stich up her mouth.

ate 1/4 horfun after sch.
sat with jiaxin-xin,beloved twinBro&chewei...
-_-
thankyou you. (((:
got suan and kena candid shots. -_-
sigh, though it look like that at on the surface...
))):

went home,and blogging now.
gonna slp soon
freaking tired,

the "reasonable" thingy,
i really don noe what happened.
-_- sigh

love,
shari-ri

shari-ri loves jiaxinxin
shari-ri loves robinbin.
LOVES EVERYONE!!!

MUACKS

sigh...

):

im tearing apart.
i don feel gd without you
im sorry
i really hated myself for making you feel that way.
i just cant help but feel the pain.
i don noe how to say it out
but i din mean that way.
pls believe me will you?
): im suffocating.
i feel so empty.
i wont lie to you.
i wont hurt you.
pls don cut the dangling thread away
i will make it stable again,
like before, trust me.
))):
i've made my feelings known.

im serious,
shari,
loves.

hi! ♥

♥
DANIEL~NIEL
HELLO, I KNOW YOU'RE READING,
TAG ME!!!

I LOVE YOU ♥

today is 14.8.o7
i'll miss you, love you.


shari-ri♥
muacks

))):

i went to slp on sunday...
and thus leaving the EPL fans outside the living rm.
(((: ok. man utd - reading
draw 0-0.
HO HO HO. it was super bored. they tried to goal
but... OOOOHhhhhhhhhh~ the ball flew out,the ball was stopped..
whatever reasons they can come up with,
(((: sometimes i wonder whats so nice bout looking at
2 teams of ppl running after a BALL...
maybe is the handsome guys like...
christiano ronaldo
if i spell it correctly. HAHA. im not exactly a soccer person.

2days i din talk on the phone much
HO HO HO.
*coughcough
the cough just wont stop ):
wth~ whats happening to this moronic body of mine?

))): i ate during recess...
but vomited everything yet again.
))):
wth~ the feeling was freaking bad larhs.
and i had blocked nose today,
i mean for many days.
i couldnt rest properly in class.

okok...
im feeling weeee bit better.
yupp, i din finish my chiness test.
9marks gone.
WTH~
9!!!
sigh, im getting stupid,
im getting retarded. im getting weak.
I MUST BE STRONG!!!

i get tire out easily this few days
my appetite din get better.
everything just got worst.
except for that few dreamy sweet moments.
sigh. i wish i just don wake up ))):

sections din go well today,
i left without informing rebecca,
sorry, but i felt terrible.
i wont do it again.

this isnt the end,
this is the start.
i hope so.

the cough isnt getting anywhere better.
cough leads to vomit.
))): cough is bad...
(: i hope i recover soon...

SHARI-RI loves JIAXIN-XIN
SHARI-RI loves RUBBERDUCKY,
SHARI-RI loves everybody

IT FEELS LIKE THE END OF THE WORLD~
IM A SICK CHICKEN.
LAUGH PPL LAUGH

SHARI,
loves

monday YET AGAIN

hello moday...
(((:
arhs...
kinda alrite.
but due to the bad cough and blocked nose and giddyness.
it went haywire...
is 10.14pm now,
im sitting in the living rm,
fan blowing,
indulging on my semi-cooked maggie noodles.
-_-

my sore throat hasnt recover.
instead, it got worst i supposed.
HO HO HO.
was feeling weird allday

ooops.
im not suppose to eat spicy stuff.
(((: nvm,
i shall drink more water then.
awwww...

feeling super tired.
strepsils can kill me.
how would i noe that i cant eat so many at once?
))):
will i die?

today is super tiring...
))):
sigh
nth much to say lurhs.
i just felt confused,happy?sad? yea.
sad definitely.

time will prove everything...
what? how dumb am i?
))):
when will the stars link?
never?
don tell me when the time comes.
by the time come,
i would have been dead.

)): its so straining for me.
my brain's gonna explode...
-_-
ok,
i had my first experience of being a drum MAJORETTE...
it was errr. kinda dis-organise.
))): i guess is gonna take sometime...
ok...ok...ok... i just finish my noodles...
:DDD yeayea
half of it.
i hope i don vomit it out again... i want milk.

sorry duck to freak you out... :[
very sorry...
don worry,
i'll still love ya.
PLASTIC CHICKEN BITES RUBBERDUCKY.
(((:
*clapclaps

well,
tired tired,
is raining now, how i wish a whatever storm will come,
so that i don have to go to sch tml.
))):
wth. feeling so cold and irritated.
i don noe why,
the 3 cats broke the glass,
how cool can that be?
and they're acting innocent rite beside me now.

shari-ri loves...
jiaxin-xin
robin-bin
everybody...

(((: MUACKS. the stars that link.

awww....sunday.

*coughcough...
wake up and wink those those teeny weeny eyes,
stretch those inzy winzy bones,
wear that jolly winning smile and tell yourself today's a beautiful day.
gd morning.
12.17pm.
hmm.
great, i saw my clock, 1+pm.
how great, i kept thinking that is only 8am or something else...
how would i noe that i'll sleep so long... -_-
sigh.

i din really get any sleep this few days...
))): as usual, the retarded blocked nose of mine irritated me.
and plus my sore throat that is really hurting me,
the mucus that came out was greenish brown.
to my own horror, i saw a lil blood. i don noe if im hallucinating or is real.
it was damn pain... super pain.
i lost 1/2 of my voice which is super impt to me.
i have to get well tml... >.<>
im feeling weird.a moment hot, another cold.
rubberducky said that is a sign of dengue...
))): i don wanna go to the hospital.

sighsighsigh...
feeling super uncomfortable and sad now.
))):
im like hanging on that tiny bit of hope.
): nvm (:
rubberducky, you're the best.
HO HO HO

super happy ytd. (:
thank you friends... :DDD
teeeheeheee...
i feel like eating all the heaty stuff now,
stingray,fried stuffs and eveything.
):

sighsigh. shall blog again ltr if something unusual happen ):

gotta go drink tons of water soon.

work on band stuffs. (((:

still coughing. ):

bye...
shari-ri love jiaxin-xin
shari-ri love rubberducky.
shari-ri loves everyone. HO HO HO
(((:

wooo~ happyhappy ULTRA HIGH!!!

hello saturday,

you're a super nice day cos i say so... (((:

cos i get to see my bestie for so long...

ho ho ho.

day started with smses and call.

:DDD



morning ended when i woke up.

haha. the day actually started it the afternoon..

-_- ho ho ho

tired so slp longer can?

:DDD


bathed...and when i was changing,

rubberduck called. ho ho ho

what will happen to desmond?

find it out at the later part...



ok, was busy doing band stuff till at around 3+

where real fun starts (((:

HO HO HO...

went to potongpasir to meet rubberducky...

and bought drinks (((:

haha ducky becomes maid... -.-

cos im feeling sick... a lil.


ho ho ho,

strips again... (((:

duh~ ok. we took a bus back to my hse...

and one uncle's ear touched my elbow,

wth~

and ppl snatch the seat i aimed for...nvm...

ok.rubberducky was super shy and din noe what to do.

haha,my grandfather joked with him & obviously freaked him out.

:P and...i've found ducky's another weakness. HO HO HO. (((:


i did my work for awhile and he complained that i looked like his MUM.

how funny.cos im a computer idiot. arhs... sigh. i cant do stuffs with computer.

ok.and i showed him STEVENLIM'S video,

both of us seriously laughed our ass off...

still din stop coughing... haha. duck and chicken = laughters.

muahahahahaha.

robin~i know ya weakness. HA HA HA...

weeweeeweeeeeeeeee....



and jiaxinxin arrived... ((:

once again...

we laughed...very loudly...HO HO HO

her reactions was damn funny...

we were laughing so hard till i can die...

hahahahahhahhahahaha

but seriously,

her reactions are way to funny...

awwwww... so cute...

haha served them lunch... (((:

STOP FEEDING ME WITH FOOD ))):

arhs...rubberducky, you eat more larhs.

-_-



HO HO HO.

ok. steven lim really is crazy...

darn funny... :DDD

laugh till we drop down the chair...

2weakness today... HA HA HA

so funny... (((: la la la.

go see youtube video which steven lim post.

hahaha.he wears astroboy boxers...

:DDD

yuppyupp...went off when the car comes.
thank you mr.elvyn (((:

in car...

i was angry >.<>

but still was happy again. HO HO HO

he told des that the performance will be at victoria hall...

but the concert was at sing'pore conference hall. -_-

hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaahahha

i reached there, i was pissed.

ok fine, say that im petty or whatever k.

eilene reserved 3 tickets for jiaxin,desmond&chunheng...

we happily found the counter and wanted to collect the tic.

there were 3 tickets,

but chunheng did not take the ones that was reserved...

he got himself the individual one...

making poor desmond pay...))):

sighsigh... >.<



the performance was good. kinda, hahahhaahhaa.

throughout the whole performance, i was coughing...

ho ho ho. coughcough*

feeling super uncomfortable... ))):

haha strepsils on moday luh k. don worry (((:

hehe...and stupid nose block.

the band played 14 songs...

the main band, junior band, combined band, military band, concert band,

alumni band& finale band.

haha yuppyupp

the performance was up to their standard i must say..

but i was totally attracted to that saxophone soloist...

(((: ALEC, alec is his name... that guy who play the supernice solo

that made me felt super inferior.

i need a total of 9 thousand years to get to that standard...

))): he was super attractive larhs !!!

if anyone noe ALEC, alumni of st andrews band.

pls text me, call me (((:

HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA


awwwwww...
hehe.

see his solo then think of my own solo...

sad sia...

ppl play till so nice then i cant even play highsch/shrek dance like a pro.

despite playing saxophone for 3 yrs.

WTH...-_-

super sad...

during the break...
half a sandwich...hotdog melt...

ho ho ho... cos of mr desmond...

i cant enjoy lion king... )));

and hotdog dropped on the floor which then ppl started stepping on it.

HAHAHAHAHA

awwww. got in,

bloody hell... my lips was super pain...

it bled... awwwwwwww...

ya.slept awhile in the concert... (((:

(((:rubber ducky, stop waking me up..

you slept tooo.... HO HO HO...

ok. finally, concert ended with the encore which those barbarians wanted.

HAHA.went to lau pa sa.

ate stingray...which duck,des objected... but still they gave in.

(((:

sorry duck. once in awhile larhs k,

cos you wanted to eat to rite? (((:

no worries. hehheheehe..

after eating and talking and waiting and coughing...

ruberducky and desmond went to the train station

while they're train-ing. we were car-ing.

haha. my aunt and her bf sent jiaxin back to her hse...

(((: poor ducky, his contact lenses made hin felt uncomfortable...

awww...haha poor thing.

((((((((: hehes. wear specs luh...

i wanna see you wear specs...

HO HO HO

yuppyupp. i will takkaires de...

hehehehee.drink water. (((: back at hm blogging now... :DDD

is 1.28am now.

im freaking tired but happy.

kaes. happy day indeed. :DDD

laughed alot

to emilia : smiles,don be angry with him lurhs. spend all his $$$ (((:

yuppyupp

tired tired. gonna slp early and recover from my cough soon.

(((: tml i needa get things done for monday.

:DDD

ok, im really gonna slp.

my loves to everyone.

shari-ri loves jiaxin-xin

shari-ri loves rubberDucky (robin )

LOVES YOU.

jiajia love you,miss you.

xiaojiajia too...

MUACKS

MUACKS

))):

is torturing me.
i cant stand it.
you donno you donno.
WHAT EXACTLY you noe then?
im feeling damn suffocated with you keeping in suspense.
):
is practically killing me slowly
what do you want?
you want me back?
you want me to fuck off?
WHAT DO YOU WAN?
JUST SAY IT OUT

))):
is really killing me,
you want to believe you believe,
don keep me dangling there
you're tearing me apart,

is not that i want to flare up...
i just cant take it anymore.
i might break down and DIE.
my throat is killing me,
my fucking blocked nose is pissing me off.

))):
someone,
kill me.

duck,
thank you (((:
i love you.
ho ho ho.
your lullaby keeps me awake :DDD
wee.
thank you for staying up late with me.
you're 20min is ending
scaring time :DDD
muacks
loves,
shari-ri loves you
shari-ri loves jiaxin-xin
:D
shari-ri loves star
:D
muacks

i might just break down one day,
without realising,
you can actually live better off...

(((: days are fun

hello ppl :DDD
two days without blogging. ho ho ho.
(((: cos im not at home most of the time.
haha.is freaking tiring and energy draining
BUT EVERYTHING IS WORTH IT...
ho ho ho
i guess being a drum majorette isnt a bad thing afterall.
i'll start working real hard. :)))
and i've to learn things fast.
eilene and angeline...
thank you for conforting me larhs hor.
(((: hehe. and i'll do my best to work with ya girls
hoho...
eilene - bubbles
shari-ri - buttercup [why i always get the boyish character]
angeline - blosom [of course larhs]

for this two days, i felt freaking tired...mentally.
is like affecting my health indirectly. -_-
well... i cant slp with a blocked nose and sore throat...
ho ho ho.who doesnt want to slp? duh~
ok. wednesday ended very happily... (((:
thursday started with rubberDucky's call at arnd 1.13AM.
ho ho ho. after hanging the call which lasted like for 1 - 2hrs,
i slept. finally.cos he's tired too.
slept for awhile, inin korkor called.
(((: i was freaking blur when i wake up can?
he started asking...which storey you stay...
HUH? HUH? HUH?
ho ho ho. he was under my old hse's...
haha. but im not there. too bad.

slept till morning around 7 plus?
ya.headed down to the coffee shop. :DDD
which i barely ate much... (((:
weeeeeeeeeeeeeee...
i went to my grandparents place... :DDD
ate a lil prawn noodle that lasted me for a day,
ate tiny bit of curry but gave up after my throat rejected it.
>.<>
ho ho ho.

the NDP parade,
i tot it was supposed to be like errr... super grand.
my grandmother complained about how lousy is singapore's marching team.
cant blame them...
most of them are students...
like duh~ they cant afford professional ppl? ho ho ho...
haha. as the usual events goes on...i fell asleep. (((:
i went to my room and lied down...
looking from my bed, the empty sky made me sad ))):
not long after, the fireworks came out...
the fireworks were pretty,
but not for long...is only for awhile,
it came out very pretty, but within a few seconds, it died...
烟花很灿烂，但是，那只是一瞬间的美丽。
一旦过了就没了。我们只好珍惜那瞬间的美好，等待下一次的烟花，
可是，一些事是永远都回不来。。。那该死的爱。
在心里的莫个角落，你一直坚持要离开。))):

the sky we used to see together...
the stars that shone brightly...
in my heart...it will always shine. as bright as your smile. (((:
love you...
(((: thank you for everything...
ho ho ho.
couldnt slp again,
cough and cough.
))): the wind blew heartlessly through the windows.
i din on the aircon neither did i on the fan...tried to cry myself to slp.
(((:

and again...at like 1+++
rubberDucky called again.
weeeheee. made me happy once again.
ho ho ho.
thank you binbindear
:DDD superbestie.
haha.eeee...
his malaysia hse weirdweird de... -_-
though im not there to experience it myself...
but through how he describe, i nearly pee in my shorts...
-.- im worried that he might die due to supernatural stuff...
:DDD
when im not scared,
i tried to scare him and i did. HO HO HO. (((:
"robin,you looked in mirror...who did you see???"
in a creepycreepy sound...
ho ho ho. advise to my dear DUCKY...
radios are dangerous too... -.-
(((: hehe.i din mean to scare you but...
your hse is way to creepy... ))):

haha.ended the conversation by asking him to slp...
ho ho ho. can hear that his freaking tired. and i don noe why,
after talking to him, i manage to slp. (((:
ho ho ho. he doesnt need to sing me the lullaby...
ho ho ho. slept after that till 8+ in morning.
woke angeline up. (((:
brought my brother back hm and headed to j8.

hohoho.i must stop all my slogan. ))):
no more fun,
by tml, no more FUN of disturbing ppl with my slogan.
(: greater power comes with greater responsibility...
:DDD
gonna work ULTRA hard. pls pardon my mistake.
im still learning.but i wont repeat my mistake. (((:
hehe (((: THANK YOU EVERYONE :DDD
loveloves

here i am, back at home.
gonna rest soon,
rubberducky wont be back so early,
his dad's car broke down...
ho ho ho. shall see him tml. :DDD
la la la... (((:
byebyes. (((:
YEAH.
together we stand and shall set the culture...
will work hard...
hehe. what e long post.
:DDD

SUPERLOVES.
shall see rubberducky tml and freak him out,
my hse also 3storey...BEWARE.
:DDD
SHARI-RI love JIAXIN-XIN :DDd
plasticChicked love rubberDucky.
:DDD
superloves for everyone. i love you guys.
(((:
i need your hug and im glad that you'll give me...
thank you...

loves,
shari-ri
xiaojiajia misses you