I've been feeling very stressed this few days.
Everything that happened really demoralised me. Sigh.
Thanks for leaving me all the problems and accusing me and her of making you feel bad. HAHA. Well, i've decided to start everything afresh. Start from zero lorhs. hmm.
[: But i've been very "aimed" this few days. That stupid Lingshit. -_- I hate her. I HATE HER!
Im feeling very sad now. ]: Cos of that slutty woman! rah! Why. ):
Sigh, i dont know what larhs. i just feel so weird.
I might as well jump down the building. ]:
Really very upset. Im breaking down.
Sorry for the stupid post. I know its stupid.
sigh. Completely failed to make things go smoothly.
Cos im such a sensitive little bitch. ]:
Damn. Sorry for making you so troubled.
Sorry.
Loves,
sHari.
Day73
still loving.still waiting.
]: freaking upset right now.
(: P.S : NCO briefing tmr :D
happy happy happy.
cuckoocuckoo.
Im going crazy. Like some shit fuck.
Sigh.
DIE SHARI DIE!
Wednesday, October 31, 2007
SHIT life.
Why is life such whore?
You get tons and tons of problem when you open your eyes in he morning.
Its damn frustrating that i cant lead a carefree life anymore.
Sigh. Why. I tot things had been fine. But life is getting worse.
Im going to sleep and not wake up someday.
Maybe that will solve the problem.
): I sometimes cant stand the sacarsm. ]:
It made me feel very unwanted and like you just want to faster brush me off.
Really, that feeling sucked big time.
Im a human. Not a toy. You cant just throw me aside after you finish playing.
]: It really hurts me alot alot alot. It hurts like nobody's business.
Like how you talk sometimes, as if im like someone you only talk to casually.
It always takes two hands to clap. one hand doesnt do the job.
):
loves,
sHari♥
Day 72.
still loving still waiting. still feeling the pain.
♥
the days past by, My heart sank down.
Only with your love will i stand up right again.
i ♥ you.
You get tons and tons of problem when you open your eyes in he morning.
Its damn frustrating that i cant lead a carefree life anymore.
Sigh. Why. I tot things had been fine. But life is getting worse.
Im going to sleep and not wake up someday.
Maybe that will solve the problem.
): I sometimes cant stand the sacarsm. ]:
It made me feel very unwanted and like you just want to faster brush me off.
Really, that feeling sucked big time.
Im a human. Not a toy. You cant just throw me aside after you finish playing.
]: It really hurts me alot alot alot. It hurts like nobody's business.
Like how you talk sometimes, as if im like someone you only talk to casually.
It always takes two hands to clap. one hand doesnt do the job.
):
loves,
sHari♥
Day 72.
still loving still waiting. still feeling the pain.
♥
the days past by, My heart sank down.
Only with your love will i stand up right again.
i ♥ you.
Tuesday, October 30, 2007
DISTURBING SCENES
Its freaking disturbing to those girls who dont love their bodies and start taking photos of them only wearing bra and panties. And it appeals in friendster. Where ppl go and view. Whats more? she start adding guys into their friend list. Stupid cheapskate woman. She can be sold to geylang for $0.0000000000000000001. Nobody want somemore. It pisses me off. Alot. If i see her on the street, i'll tell everyone that she's the slut who take Unglam bra&panties photos! Damn it.
nabeichaocheesepiemotherdie.
nabeichaocheesepiemotherdie.
ANTI - LINGSHIT
Ladies and gentlemen, boys and girls. (: HELLO! -_-ll
the topic for today issssssssss...
MY CLASSMATES : HUAN NI, EVELYN, IAN, KINGSLEY
Alright.
Huan Ni :
She is...
- A CRAZY ROCK CLIMBER!!!
- Cr cr cr crazy... She laughs non-stop.
- Noisy. But most of the noise comes from her laughter. (:
- Eeeeemotional. Well,sometimes.
- Weird. I cant describe. But she IS weird.
- Not very tall... (p.s : IM TALLER)
- A good girl who dont encourage bad stuffs.
E.G : smoking,tongue piercing,dangerous stuffs. (:
[: HuanNi is a girl who doesnt need boys. ( to me at least )
She doesnt like her GIRLFRIEND to just kick her to one side,
And join the other GUYS. (:
ok. Lets move on...
EVELYN :
- Very handsome girl.
- She gets outcast sometimes. Like, when she pass her maths
- very very very "cold"
- She cracks jokes that sometimes,I dont understand. HAHAHA.
- OH YA! she is a proooofessional basketballer. ( *claps*)
Evelyn sometimes get violent. ): im scared. Cos she whack and whack ppl ):
Not forget that Evelyn is a very gd POA student whom MrGoh is very proud of (:
IAN :
- Soccer crazy!
- Veryvery sensitive nose. Bcos he sneeze very loudly and always need tissue.
- Pervertic
- Very good friends with Kingsley. [:
(:
Ian is a very nice person. His only weakness-es are, : naughty,anti climax,disturbing,crazy,sabo ppl, bao tuo ppl. Ya. Like that ONLY mah. (:
Ian is an english pro. (:
KINGSLEY :
your way to beauTITful girl...
- Weird
- Pervertic like IAN.
- Very gd friends with IAN
- Likes to show off his BOXER. :S
- Another soccer crazy.
- very caring towards evelyn. ( He said that she he's Sister )
Kingsley is also a nice person. (: He's funny, disturbing, nonsensical, nothing better to do and he's kinda gd in studies. Dont know why Ian nv learn. HAHA xD
Yea. Thats my four classmates. (:
hmmhmm.
Today seems to be one of my happiest day. (:
The fried popiah and LOR MAI KAI. lor maikai is my all time favourite!
lovely lor mai kai ♥
(: hehehe.
And Im learning how to be more responsible. (:
In case someone doesnt want me. ]:
hmhmm.
Alright. Im going to rest now. Im a little tiny weeny uncomfortable now );
Wake those teeny weeny eyes,
stretch those inzy weenzy bones...
I miss that. ]:
TA TA ppl!
♥ love you guys!
loves,
sHari ♥
Day71.
still loving stil waiting.
♥ The had nv been gone in my heart. It'll go on forever and ever. It all depends on you. i love you. ♥
the topic for today issssssssss...
MY CLASSMATES : HUAN NI, EVELYN, IAN, KINGSLEY
Alright.
Huan Ni :
She is...
- A CRAZY ROCK CLIMBER!!!
- Cr cr cr crazy... She laughs non-stop.
- Noisy. But most of the noise comes from her laughter. (:
- Eeeeemotional. Well,sometimes.
- Weird. I cant describe. But she IS weird.
- Not very tall... (p.s : IM TALLER)
- A good girl who dont encourage bad stuffs.
E.G : smoking,tongue piercing,dangerous stuffs. (:
[: HuanNi is a girl who doesnt need boys. ( to me at least )
She doesnt like her GIRLFRIEND to just kick her to one side,
And join the other GUYS. (:
ok. Lets move on...
EVELYN :
- Very handsome girl.
- She gets outcast sometimes. Like, when she pass her maths
- very very very "cold"
- She cracks jokes that sometimes,I dont understand. HAHAHA.
- OH YA! she is a proooofessional basketballer. ( *claps*)
Evelyn sometimes get violent. ): im scared. Cos she whack and whack ppl ):
Not forget that Evelyn is a very gd POA student whom MrGoh is very proud of (:
IAN :
- Soccer crazy!
- Veryvery sensitive nose. Bcos he sneeze very loudly and always need tissue.
- Pervertic
- Very good friends with Kingsley. [:
(:
Ian is a very nice person. His only weakness-es are, : naughty,anti climax,disturbing,crazy,sabo ppl, bao tuo ppl. Ya. Like that ONLY mah. (:
Ian is an english pro. (:
KINGSLEY :
your way to beauTITful girl...
- Weird
- Pervertic like IAN.
- Very gd friends with IAN
- Likes to show off his BOXER. :S
- Another soccer crazy.
- very caring towards evelyn. ( He said that she he's Sister )
Kingsley is also a nice person. (: He's funny, disturbing, nonsensical, nothing better to do and he's kinda gd in studies. Dont know why Ian nv learn. HAHA xD
Yea. Thats my four classmates. (:
hmmhmm.
Today seems to be one of my happiest day. (:
The fried popiah and LOR MAI KAI. lor maikai is my all time favourite!
lovely lor mai kai ♥
(: hehehe.
And Im learning how to be more responsible. (:
In case someone doesnt want me. ]:
hmhmm.
Alright. Im going to rest now. Im a little tiny weeny uncomfortable now );
Wake those teeny weeny eyes,
stretch those inzy weenzy bones...
I miss that. ]:
TA TA ppl!
♥ love you guys!
loves,
sHari ♥
Day71.
still loving stil waiting.
♥ The had nv been gone in my heart. It'll go on forever and ever. It all depends on you. i love you. ♥
Monday, October 29, 2007
]: Should i be sad or delighted?
Im facing a whole lot of problems. ]: But Im happy that you did not give up. It just keep me wondering... The 3hours i cried. I cried and tried to explain and get answers. And thank you. For deciding not to give up. At least i still see a small ray of hope. 谢谢. Love you.
HEADSTART IS COOL. LINGSEET IS SHIT.
Yeah. Headstart was great! But the whole programme ended with a bloody sickening old woman who's experiencing MENOPAUSE. That bitch. She din even let me go to the toilet. >:/ WTH! What if i pee in class. Is she going to clear up the room? BITCH! Im going to bully here one day. angry.angry.angry
I...love...love...love...love...love...you...
♥♥♥
Sorry. And thank you love.
Im found guilty...Of loving you...The almost perfect you... im still waiting for you...I always did... Till now, im still holding on to the hope that we will be together once again... i love you♥ thank you. Im very happy to have what i have now. i love you.
day7o.
still loving still waiting. still adapting.
loves,
sHari♥
i love you.
i hope that things will work out just fine.
And i really want to maintain the trust in you. Pls dont upset me again.
loves,♥
HEADSTART IS COOL. LINGSEET IS SHIT.
Yeah. Headstart was great! But the whole programme ended with a bloody sickening old woman who's experiencing MENOPAUSE. That bitch. She din even let me go to the toilet. >:/ WTH! What if i pee in class. Is she going to clear up the room? BITCH! Im going to bully here one day. angry.angry.angry
I...love...love...love...love...love...you...
♥♥♥
Sorry. And thank you love.
Im found guilty...Of loving you...The almost perfect you... im still waiting for you...I always did... Till now, im still holding on to the hope that we will be together once again... i love you♥ thank you. Im very happy to have what i have now. i love you.
day7o.
still loving still waiting. still adapting.
loves,
sHari♥
i love you.
i hope that things will work out just fine.
And i really want to maintain the trust in you. Pls dont upset me again.
loves,♥
Sunday, October 28, 2007
3days without using the comp -_-
NehNeh... :D 3days straight without using the computer. -_- BORED-ED. Sigh. ]:
FRIDAY
- Dad took the lappy back to his home. Saying that there are dont know what things inside. There are somethings that made the computer lag and lag like nobody business.
- Had tiring day. Very very very tired. Energy all drained.
- Everything started from Zero. (: hope things will be fine with the girls.
SATURDAY
- Woke up at 8am...
- Stumble to my parents place.
- Went to school. -_- meet the parent session.
- Mum and Dad got angry. My brother laughed at me. -_-
- Ms aljunied made things sound nice. Thank you cher.
- Went to the salon with mummy and she got her hair done (:
- My grandmother cooked lotus soup :D
- it had been a long time since i drank soup cooked by her. ):
- S'pore Hits Awards. AWESOME.
- Wu Zun, Tank, Chai min you, Li Ji Han, Angela, Stephie Sun
Aiyah! all the handsome and pretty celebrities. (:
- Although im pretty excited, i cant take proper photos. ]:
My selfish dad&brother din want to lend me their phone to take photo. >:/
He lent me a lousy cam instead. And the battery was low -_-
- im sitting near the stage. Quite... But it seemed so unreal seeing them on stage live!
It was like a dream. And all the celebrities looked great!
- If only i can get the Backstage pass. ): sigh. I wanted to take photos with them ):
- reached home about 1am plus
- Ate cup noodle.
- Off to bed.
SUNDAY
continued...
- 4.07am. He called saying that he's at home already.
- Did not really sleep after that. I just dont feel good. ):
- Watch tv till now.
- Hana YORI dango ll, Maiden's vow, CSI..
I dont know why. I just hate the job you did. Considerating the kind of people who offered you the job. It just really repels me. You know it but you insisted. Dont ask me why im upset. You know the reason. But you still chose to do it. i can only stare and do nothing. ]:
I find myself so irritating. And i really dont like her. You know what kind of person she is like. Am i right? ]: sorry for being such an irritant. I just dont like it. I hate it in fact.
sighsighsigh.
loves,
sHariY
Day 69
Still loving still waiting. still upset.
i find myself doing unneccessary things that will trouble you. Yes indeed i need protection. But will you be the one protecting me or letting me learn lessons each and everytime. You promisee so many things. But how many did you fulfil? I admit that im such a bitch. Shouldn't you do something to comfort me when I need you to rely on? I dont know. I feel wrecked now. Love me will you. Love me like how you used to...
-sHari
FRIDAY
- Dad took the lappy back to his home. Saying that there are dont know what things inside. There are somethings that made the computer lag and lag like nobody business.
- Had tiring day. Very very very tired. Energy all drained.
- Everything started from Zero. (: hope things will be fine with the girls.
SATURDAY
- Woke up at 8am...
- Stumble to my parents place.
- Went to school. -_- meet the parent session.
- Mum and Dad got angry. My brother laughed at me. -_-
- Ms aljunied made things sound nice. Thank you cher.
- Went to the salon with mummy and she got her hair done (:
- My grandmother cooked lotus soup :D
- it had been a long time since i drank soup cooked by her. ):
- S'pore Hits Awards. AWESOME.
- Wu Zun, Tank, Chai min you, Li Ji Han, Angela, Stephie Sun
Aiyah! all the handsome and pretty celebrities. (:
- Although im pretty excited, i cant take proper photos. ]:
My selfish dad&brother din want to lend me their phone to take photo. >:/
He lent me a lousy cam instead. And the battery was low -_-
- im sitting near the stage. Quite... But it seemed so unreal seeing them on stage live!
It was like a dream. And all the celebrities looked great!
- If only i can get the Backstage pass. ): sigh. I wanted to take photos with them ):
- reached home about 1am plus
- Ate cup noodle.
- Off to bed.
SUNDAY
continued...
- 4.07am. He called saying that he's at home already.
- Did not really sleep after that. I just dont feel good. ):
- Watch tv till now.
- Hana YORI dango ll, Maiden's vow, CSI..
I dont know why. I just hate the job you did. Considerating the kind of people who offered you the job. It just really repels me. You know it but you insisted. Dont ask me why im upset. You know the reason. But you still chose to do it. i can only stare and do nothing. ]:
I find myself so irritating. And i really dont like her. You know what kind of person she is like. Am i right? ]: sorry for being such an irritant. I just dont like it. I hate it in fact.
sighsighsigh.
loves,
sHariY
Day 69
Still loving still waiting. still upset.
i find myself doing unneccessary things that will trouble you. Yes indeed i need protection. But will you be the one protecting me or letting me learn lessons each and everytime. You promisee so many things. But how many did you fulfil? I admit that im such a bitch. Shouldn't you do something to comfort me when I need you to rely on? I dont know. I feel wrecked now. Love me will you. Love me like how you used to...
-sHari
Thursday, October 25, 2007
♥ CHINESE TEACHER BBQ ♥
BBQ AT CHINESE TEACHER HOUSE ♥
Ok. Listen up people. I mean those who are in the same chinese class me.
(: This are the plans :
Date : 24 November 2007 [ Saturday ]
Time : 5pm - 10pm [ BBQ pit booking time ]
Venue : Mdm Ong's condominium.
**
Please tell me if you are coming to the BBQ or not when you see me in sch.
If not, tag me :D
I need to confirm the no. of ppl going ASAP as i have to organise the amt of food :D
Think of what food you want to chip in.
E.G : chickenwing,sausage,corn,potatoes etcetc...
Tell me what you want to bring. (:
We will think of a place to meet to go to her house.
(((: so...Do tell me what i asked. xD
THANK YOU!
♥♥♥
loves,
sHari♥
day66
still loving,still waiting.
(: loveslovesloves. ♥♥♥
Ok. Listen up people. I mean those who are in the same chinese class me.
(: This are the plans :
Date : 24 November 2007 [ Saturday ]
Time : 5pm - 10pm [ BBQ pit booking time ]
Venue : Mdm Ong's condominium.
**
Please tell me if you are coming to the BBQ or not when you see me in sch.
If not, tag me :D
I need to confirm the no. of ppl going ASAP as i have to organise the amt of food :D
Think of what food you want to chip in.
E.G : chickenwing,sausage,corn,potatoes etcetc...
Tell me what you want to bring. (:
We will think of a place to meet to go to her house.
(((: so...Do tell me what i asked. xD
THANK YOU!
♥♥♥
loves,
sHari♥
day66
still loving,still waiting.
(: loveslovesloves. ♥♥♥
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
woah! My sexaye!♥
He's a hottie !!!
And I put my hand all over him xD
The Formal! WOO~
I had me share of retribution ]: SEXY!
DONT SNATCH! I saw NEHNEH!
Ok. Thats all for photos of me & My boyfriend[Mr.Brandon (:]
HAH! Ooo. I love him sooooooo much! xD Hello brandon tan. I love you!
:D Muscular right? CHest muscles& Abs. ONE HOT GUY! haha.
I drew the nippies. So big. -_- Becos the small one cant be seen [:
THank you Angeline(NEHNEH) for taking the photos.
And in one of the photo, I saw her :D haha.
Yupp. Sch was fun today. Biology was as boring as usual. They joked about NGIAM'S [ 28A ]... -_-ll
HAHAHA. We learnt the difference between Excretion & Egestion. ("_)
I copied down notes. HA. I gave her face. If not she cry again. AWWW...
PE!
yeah. It was fun! Our very last session of PE! weeeeeeeheeeeeeee...
- Basketball
- volleyball mixed with soccer in basketball court.
- Frisbe
- Soccer [ I SCORED ONE GOAL! ]
- zoner captain's ball with KENNY*
Indeed, it was a busy PE...
And kenny Han* is a LOSER! NEHNEHNEH! HE DONT DARE TO BET WITH ME. HAHA! MY TEAM WON THE CAPTAIN'S BALL CHALLENGE! nehneh. hurhurhur.
Me,Kenny* & Mr Phua made a deal. :D After the O's, we're gonna have a volleyball match. And that means Daryl has to be on my side. -_- gonna grab some girl power!
haha. The prize is... ONE CARTON OF MILO!!! haha. SIAO!
ENGLISH
English is never fun... Ms Carol Koh spammed us with WILLY WONKA today. And the bloody show is hilarious. THe midgets cant speak. But at some point, THEY SANG! -_-ll *roll eyes*
- Willy Wonka shit. ( Charlie and the chocolate factory )
- sleeping
- changing
- Off to aljunied territory.
- whipped out magazine and read it with KIMberly.
After sch was when the fun starts!
- Off to bandroom with nehneh*
- twirl the mace in bandroom
- Prepare for decorating of cabinets
- slacked
- Went to the basketball court behind sch to meet FADHIL.
- Mace training = twirling,throwing & hitting of myself. -_-
- takeaways for LIBRARY GANG,QM & nehneh*
- Back to sch, camwhore
- IM AT HOME! HAH!
yeah. so im back now. (: *claps*
i hope for a better day!
MISSION GIVEN : 60pushups/day *qiangqiang*
90pushups on band days
Throwing of mace
[: Pray hard that i dont get whacked again!!!
hahaha♥
Phew! Tired-ed. [:
***
nehneh - Angeline
Kenny - Mr han
i love the muscular brandon tan with No head!
haha :D ♥
Yeah!
Loves,
sHari♥
day65.
still loving,still waiting.
♥
boy, i love you. You know it. takkaires,
work hard always alright? :D♥
wonderful. you're my love.
i'll stand on my own feet. You told me that i have to learn to. i will.
Becos you're not holding that tight anymore.
love you♥
-sHari♥
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
God,pls protect rebecca.
Rebecca, pls recover and be well. You know that we are all behind you supporting you. So pls...
Dont give up no matter how tired or how toturing it is alright. Please. You have to pull through. There are so many millions of stuff waiting for you. You will be alright. Everyone knows that you're the Wonder Woman. Wonder Woman aint suppose to give up. ]: Thank you for everything you did for GYss. But you must takkaires alright? We will be waiting for you to be back. Meanwhile, i'll ensure nothing bad happens.
-loves,
sHari.♥
Dont give up no matter how tired or how toturing it is alright. Please. You have to pull through. There are so many millions of stuff waiting for you. You will be alright. Everyone knows that you're the Wonder Woman. Wonder Woman aint suppose to give up. ]: Thank you for everything you did for GYss. But you must takkaires alright? We will be waiting for you to be back. Meanwhile, i'll ensure nothing bad happens.
-loves,
sHari.♥
]:
It doesnt concern me. Totally. But i felt as if i lost something important. ]: Gd lucks for your new life pal. im gonna miss you plenty. Maybe, this was how you felt. ]:
NGIAM IS DUMB!
NGIAM IS DUMB SHIT
She is...
- idiotic
- Moronic
- Stupid
- Has centre parting
- Bitch.
Yes. She is indeed a dumb fuck >:/ It will be no surprise if NOBODY wants her.
NEHNEH! Thank god that i wont see her for TWO MONTHS! HOOORAY! HOORAY!
ok. Fine, im nonsensical. :D But who cares.
I keep having this stupid flashback. Of that 2 betrayer. Damn it. I hate it. I tot i forgave them already. It seemed like i DID not. ]: I cant bring myself to tell them anything more.
- I hate them now.
>:/
♥
boy,you're my love, i hope you know every hint i dropped... ]:
love you always dear...
Loves,
sHari♥
Day64
still loving still waiting.
love you♥
aini oh!
She is...
- idiotic
- Moronic
- Stupid
- Has centre parting
- Bitch.
Yes. She is indeed a dumb fuck >:/ It will be no surprise if NOBODY wants her.
NEHNEH! Thank god that i wont see her for TWO MONTHS! HOOORAY! HOORAY!
ok. Fine, im nonsensical. :D But who cares.
I keep having this stupid flashback. Of that 2 betrayer. Damn it. I hate it. I tot i forgave them already. It seemed like i DID not. ]: I cant bring myself to tell them anything more.
- I hate them now.
>:/
♥
boy,you're my love, i hope you know every hint i dropped... ]:
love you always dear...
Loves,
sHari♥
Day64
still loving still waiting.
love you♥
aini oh!
Monday, October 22, 2007
NEH NEH!
SPLENDID!
Nehnehnipoopoo. Life might not be that boring larhs. HAHA xD
heh heh! (: And first...I want to thank LIVIA for the meal :D It cost a BOMB lorhs.
THANK YOU! AND THANK YOU LIVIA AND HUAN FOR THE WONDERFUL TIME!
haha. All the sakae jokes. The o-neh o-neh & the sakura o-neho-neh. The rice squeezing was WONDERFUL! aha. xD weeeee... Lychee nata~de co co co co co!
HAHA xD
:D hmmhmm. Tiring day. And my feet hurts ): nehnehneh. HMM! So so so bored again. -_- k larhs. Got to go have some beauty sleep x) Nights people!
loves,
sHari♥
nehneh! :D
Day63
Still loving still waiting. ]:
♥
Aini deardear
same thing. It just seem so weird.
Sunday, October 21, 2007
life had gone as bad as it can be.
SATURDAY
Life is as boring again.
- Dad threatening to deduct allowance again
- Stay home saturday.
- Tv all day
*AXN - whacked out sports(women edition), Fear factor
Ch56 - My lucky star, hana dori dango(i dont know how to spell) 流星花园2
haha. i used to do this on saturday and someone will scold me. But now, nobody does ): never mind.
SUNDAY
life has no excitement AT ALL!
- Dad once again ruin my nice dream x(
- Breakfast
- Bought a dress for 金曲奖
- AXN - CSI: sunday supreme! AWESOME! hahaha really
CSI is super ultra NICE!
- cookies
-Quiche ( dont know how to spell again. )
- TIRED!
my life is such a boring one!
except for those lilttle excitement here and there. *uh huh*
:D
HMmm. I guess that you would have been feeling better without me bothering you for these few days right?
maybe if i dont irritate you that much you wont be unhappy that much eh?
hmm/jiayou ba.
ALL SEC4s LISTEN UP!
WORK HARD FOR YOUR O'S!
you can do it. FABULOUS! (: work hard dudes&dudettes. (:
LOVES,
sHari♥
day62
still loving,still waiting. ):
♥ Aini
the love. will it ever end? will it continue and have an ending like fairytale?
Life is as boring again.
- Dad threatening to deduct allowance again
- Stay home saturday.
- Tv all day
*AXN - whacked out sports(women edition), Fear factor
Ch56 - My lucky star, hana dori dango(i dont know how to spell) 流星花园2
haha. i used to do this on saturday and someone will scold me. But now, nobody does ): never mind.
SUNDAY
life has no excitement AT ALL!
- Dad once again ruin my nice dream x(
- Breakfast
- Bought a dress for 金曲奖
- AXN - CSI: sunday supreme! AWESOME! hahaha really
CSI is super ultra NICE!
- cookies
-Quiche ( dont know how to spell again. )
- TIRED!
my life is such a boring one!
except for those lilttle excitement here and there. *uh huh*
:D
HMmm. I guess that you would have been feeling better without me bothering you for these few days right?
maybe if i dont irritate you that much you wont be unhappy that much eh?
hmm/jiayou ba.
ALL SEC4s LISTEN UP!
WORK HARD FOR YOUR O'S!
you can do it. FABULOUS! (: work hard dudes&dudettes. (:
LOVES,
sHari♥
day62
still loving,still waiting. ):
♥ Aini
the love. will it ever end? will it continue and have an ending like fairytale?
Friday, October 19, 2007
ya, im always that old me.
Stupid things made me stupid. So i do stupid things.
The day started off in a very great way. But as usual, it ended as sadly and painfully as it always was. D: Sigh.
- Financial Literacy.
It was veryveryvery tiring. teaching 40ppl/lesson was hell for me. Not to mention the 6x40ppl. It was supposed to be fun but some ppl just total ruined it.
- Dumpling/Ang ku kueh station
Cut and cut the food, serve, cut the food, serve. ya. That was what i did. And zhangxin got molested. :S
- Band
It was a torture! ]: I dont want to talk about it.
): sigh. Whatever I do doesnt have a reason. Becos in your eyes, i've always that kind of girl. And i'll never ever change. You on the other is always right, whatever you do regardless if i like it or not, You have all the reasons for things you do and everything. Im the only one giving and trying all the times. Sometimes im thinking, if i one day collapse, will you just leave me there or will you stretch out your hands and pull me to you... Or will you just leave me going like how you did today without regretting... Im already trying to be on my feet. But i just dont feel good. Will you know? Did you know? How many times i texted you... Not even one is replied. Not even a single call. Is this what you call love? If it is, what am i experiencing when things hasn't happen...
loves,
sHari♥
day60
still loving,still waiting,still somehow somewhat feeling painful.
when i said dont regret.Did you hold me close to you.Or did you just let me off like how you did. ]: i'll someday collapse and im already very stupid. Im begining to do stupid stuffs.
The day started off in a very great way. But as usual, it ended as sadly and painfully as it always was. D: Sigh.
- Financial Literacy.
It was veryveryvery tiring. teaching 40ppl/lesson was hell for me. Not to mention the 6x40ppl. It was supposed to be fun but some ppl just total ruined it.
- Dumpling/Ang ku kueh station
Cut and cut the food, serve, cut the food, serve. ya. That was what i did. And zhangxin got molested. :S
- Band
It was a torture! ]: I dont want to talk about it.
): sigh. Whatever I do doesnt have a reason. Becos in your eyes, i've always that kind of girl. And i'll never ever change. You on the other is always right, whatever you do regardless if i like it or not, You have all the reasons for things you do and everything. Im the only one giving and trying all the times. Sometimes im thinking, if i one day collapse, will you just leave me there or will you stretch out your hands and pull me to you... Or will you just leave me going like how you did today without regretting... Im already trying to be on my feet. But i just dont feel good. Will you know? Did you know? How many times i texted you... Not even one is replied. Not even a single call. Is this what you call love? If it is, what am i experiencing when things hasn't happen...
loves,
sHari♥
day60
still loving,still waiting,still somehow somewhat feeling painful.
when i said dont regret.Did you hold me close to you.Or did you just let me off like how you did. ]: i'll someday collapse and im already very stupid. Im begining to do stupid stuffs.
Thursday, October 18, 2007
i...want...MORE!
Ha. I watched High School Musical 3times this week. By myself, in comp lab&at Angeline's hse. xD And I still think HSM1 is NICER :D
TMR WILL BE A VERY BUSY BUSY DAY!
So many events tmr.
- Financial literacy [ station master ]
- Chinese Dumpling history [ station master ]
- Band practice [ 2pm-5pm ]
Phew! If everything can go smoothly tmr, i dont mind putting in extra extra effort.
I hope things dont end badly at the end of the day. ]: sigh. It had been days...
Maybe i have to get use to it... If not i'll be scolded again. And will irritate ppl ]:
Work till im tired and die. :D Thats what im going to do.
Day in sch was great today. Library packing, pasting photos, singing using the MIC,
joking, playing with the "guy". And it rain! So freaking cold... Jiayou librarians! HAHA.
Thank you sweehan for helping. See how united is the band... Quarter master and helped librarians. [: nice one.
ALOE VERA APPLE JUICE!
day59.
still loving,still waiting.
Loves♥
It has been days since you really send me home.
D; Do i really have to depend on myself?
love you♥
TMR WILL BE A VERY BUSY BUSY DAY!
So many events tmr.
- Financial literacy [ station master ]
- Chinese Dumpling history [ station master ]
- Band practice [ 2pm-5pm ]
Phew! If everything can go smoothly tmr, i dont mind putting in extra extra effort.
I hope things dont end badly at the end of the day. ]: sigh. It had been days...
Maybe i have to get use to it... If not i'll be scolded again. And will irritate ppl ]:
Work till im tired and die. :D Thats what im going to do.
Day in sch was great today. Library packing, pasting photos, singing using the MIC,
joking, playing with the "guy". And it rain! So freaking cold... Jiayou librarians! HAHA.
Thank you sweehan for helping. See how united is the band... Quarter master and helped librarians. [: nice one.
ALOE VERA APPLE JUICE!
day59.
still loving,still waiting.
Loves♥
It has been days since you really send me home.
D; Do i really have to depend on myself?
love you♥
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
T R A I N I N G!
Lame shit. School's back to how it used to work. And the teachers starts to torture us all over again. The D.M is back to his normal torturing attitude. And I still dont like the Principal&vice principal. In fact i hate all I've been hating. -_-
FIRE DRILL IS SUCH A WHORE!
I dont see the need to assemble on the field when there is fire. With the grass surrounding all the students, we will get burnt if the fire spread to the field. I've made up my mind, I'll climb over the gates/fence when the school's on fire. I see no need for me to be in the field. What if some bastard/bitches/teachers/students smoke and throw the cigarette butt on the grass? Everyone's gonna die together [: YEAH!
FRIDAY'S EVENT!
hurhur. MYOB. mind your own business, YEAH! Bob,Weixiang,Thomas,Junwen,Me,damien&3/4 more girls will be stationed in the COMP LAB [: Say hello to sHari the Station master xD
YIPEE! Mace training again [: damn. i gotta work super super hard! hmmhmm
jiayou jiayou! -_-
love and sensibility are really different.
You may know something but still, you'll be unhappy.
sigh. That is how things work. ]: But who will understand that?
Loves,
sHari ♥
Day58.♥
still loving.still waiting.
Is of no use being unreasonable. i'll always lose out.♥
FIRE DRILL IS SUCH A WHORE!
I dont see the need to assemble on the field when there is fire. With the grass surrounding all the students, we will get burnt if the fire spread to the field. I've made up my mind, I'll climb over the gates/fence when the school's on fire. I see no need for me to be in the field. What if some bastard/bitches/teachers/students smoke and throw the cigarette butt on the grass? Everyone's gonna die together [: YEAH!
FRIDAY'S EVENT!
hurhur. MYOB. mind your own business, YEAH! Bob,Weixiang,Thomas,Junwen,Me,damien&3/4 more girls will be stationed in the COMP LAB [: Say hello to sHari the Station master xD
YIPEE! Mace training again [: damn. i gotta work super super hard! hmmhmm
jiayou jiayou! -_-
love and sensibility are really different.
You may know something but still, you'll be unhappy.
sigh. That is how things work. ]: But who will understand that?
Loves,
sHari ♥
Day58.♥
still loving.still waiting.
Is of no use being unreasonable. i'll always lose out.♥
Monday, October 15, 2007
fuck this stupid day.
Fucking irritating. I just feel like shouting all the vulgarities on earth out loud. Its freaking irritating. Can i murder everyone of them? Waking up in the morning preparing to go out to buy some ingredients for cookies. Dad called me and ask me where am i. So i told him going to buy the ingredients. It was err... 11.30am. i haven set my foot in NTUC, still far from it. And he expect me to be back by 12.15... WTF. You think i super woman arhs huh.
After that i bought the ingredients, shopped around NTUC. I din want to care about the time he gave me. Its my holiday, I finished my exams. Dont i deserve the time after exams? What do you take me for? A child in a childcare? Ya. Thats how i think. Deduct of allowance, a must to stay at home 24hrs/day, dont have the right to even comment on things. Ya. Dad i think you should be treated like that before you really understand how im feeling now. Whats the use of arguing with you. Im always at the losing end. You're the BIG one what. You control all my money and everything. My money from work, from the improvement award. I cant even touch them. I want to buy things and you said that you have no money. I suggestes to you that i'll use my own money. And you give all sorts of excuses for not letting me buy.
And... What is more ridiculous is, i got scolded by the person whom talked to me on the phone till i forget to press the bell. I've to alight at the next bus-stop, cross the bridge,cross another small bridge,take a bus,stop at the next stop and cross the fucking bridge again. And the floor was slippery and wet. And i dont understand why must there be so many metal poles at the bridge. carry flours,sugar and chocolate chip,calling him... I felt miserable and wanted to call him.but i just couldn't get him. i slipped and my knee bang against the fucking pole. Left knee some more.
After that, i still got scolding by the HIGHER authorities and him. Because i just dont feel like how i felt at all. thanks to ppl around.
day55
still loving,still waiting,still very irritating,still so fucked up.♥
Am i more important or what? Do i embarrass you? I think i do.
From the way he hide from ppl.
Surprisingly, it can really hurt that much. If you still care,would you mind doing something about it?
loves,
sHari
Its better to shut up and suffer by yourself.♥
After that i bought the ingredients, shopped around NTUC. I din want to care about the time he gave me. Its my holiday, I finished my exams. Dont i deserve the time after exams? What do you take me for? A child in a childcare? Ya. Thats how i think. Deduct of allowance, a must to stay at home 24hrs/day, dont have the right to even comment on things. Ya. Dad i think you should be treated like that before you really understand how im feeling now. Whats the use of arguing with you. Im always at the losing end. You're the BIG one what. You control all my money and everything. My money from work, from the improvement award. I cant even touch them. I want to buy things and you said that you have no money. I suggestes to you that i'll use my own money. And you give all sorts of excuses for not letting me buy.
And... What is more ridiculous is, i got scolded by the person whom talked to me on the phone till i forget to press the bell. I've to alight at the next bus-stop, cross the bridge,cross another small bridge,take a bus,stop at the next stop and cross the fucking bridge again. And the floor was slippery and wet. And i dont understand why must there be so many metal poles at the bridge. carry flours,sugar and chocolate chip,calling him... I felt miserable and wanted to call him.but i just couldn't get him. i slipped and my knee bang against the fucking pole. Left knee some more.
After that, i still got scolding by the HIGHER authorities and him. Because i just dont feel like how i felt at all. thanks to ppl around.
day55
still loving,still waiting,still very irritating,still so fucked up.♥
Am i more important or what? Do i embarrass you? I think i do.
From the way he hide from ppl.
Surprisingly, it can really hurt that much. If you still care,would you mind doing something about it?
loves,
sHari
Its better to shut up and suffer by yourself.♥
Sunday, October 14, 2007
♥ stupid sat ♥
♥ stupid saturday ♥
Saturdays are always so stupid, so dumb and so EVIL! rarhahaha.
My dad bought a new phone. K810i. That phone is supposed to be mine. ]: But he gave all sorts of excuses to NOT give me the phone. He promised me to get me a new phone when he upgrade his line when my brother bought the $420 phone. ]: That phone is fucking expensive larhs. is more expensive than all my phones plus together. But ytd, he jolly well said that he did not make that promise >:/
But my mum is way much better (: she said that when her line needs to upgrade, she get me a new(er) phone. Im eyeing on that new sony ericsson phone xD K850i ho ho ho. :D 5mega pixel. 9 cybershot/shot. Thank you mummy!
Oh. And my dad promised to get me contact lenses. I highly doubt that he'll get it for me ]: sigh... Maybe promises are really meant to be forgotten and broken. WHY! damn it. The contact lense is now a NEED, not a WANT! I need it for my mace practices, camp and compeition. Is just a 5/6 months supply of lenses. Maybe its expensive. It cost about $160 for a 6 months supply. that is for the monthlies. The dailies really cost a bomb! A BIG FAT NUCLEUS BOMB! -_- It cost $55/box.
And my stupid eyes aint balanced. I have to get to different degrees for both eyes. D: So. For a month supply, its $110. haha. for 6months? $660. So i told him i wanted the monthlies. :D
OH! Im such a gd girl. yeah!
I want the phone so badly. And it comes with a shade of GREEN!!! haha. i love it so much. HAHAHA. YEAH.
Alright as im typing the post now. I told my dad that i want a K850i. And he starts to kaobeikaobu me. Fucking irritating larhs. He said that he'll get my any phone i want ytd. So i decided that i want to have K850i. Then he starting to twist and turn his words. How fast he changes huh. Damn fucking irritating.He totally ruined my plans. What a dad. Why are all dads like that. Mum, Would you get me that phone? ]:
sigh. ya larhs. My brother is the best larhs ok. He deserve everything fron Earth to heaven. I only deserve things from hell. Now, Dad uses a K810i, brother uses a K610i(i think). both uses the freaking expensive phone. Mine? My motorola is with my grandma, my nokia is spoilt. And im using a phone i picked up in the bus. How fair is that huh? No money... Ya right. I wont fall for that anymore.
♥ Stupid sunday as well ♥
Woke up. Saw my dad using that freaking phone. He doesnt even know how to use it and he wanted that phone. My brother? Exams nearing and he still play with the lappy. Happily mappling away.
]: And you quarrelled with me just becos i said something casually??? And said those stuffs to me. Is thing what you meant by showing concern and love? ]:
sigh.
day54
still loving...still waiting. ♥
Ya. i go doing those things and you have NO wrong totally.
sHari ♥
loves.
takkaires ppl.
love ya!
♥
Saturdays are always so stupid, so dumb and so EVIL! rarhahaha.
My dad bought a new phone. K810i. That phone is supposed to be mine. ]: But he gave all sorts of excuses to NOT give me the phone. He promised me to get me a new phone when he upgrade his line when my brother bought the $420 phone. ]: That phone is fucking expensive larhs. is more expensive than all my phones plus together. But ytd, he jolly well said that he did not make that promise >:/
But my mum is way much better (: she said that when her line needs to upgrade, she get me a new(er) phone. Im eyeing on that new sony ericsson phone xD K850i ho ho ho. :D 5mega pixel. 9 cybershot/shot. Thank you mummy!
Oh. And my dad promised to get me contact lenses. I highly doubt that he'll get it for me ]: sigh... Maybe promises are really meant to be forgotten and broken. WHY! damn it. The contact lense is now a NEED, not a WANT! I need it for my mace practices, camp and compeition. Is just a 5/6 months supply of lenses. Maybe its expensive. It cost about $160 for a 6 months supply. that is for the monthlies. The dailies really cost a bomb! A BIG FAT NUCLEUS BOMB! -_- It cost $55/box.
And my stupid eyes aint balanced. I have to get to different degrees for both eyes. D: So. For a month supply, its $110. haha. for 6months? $660. So i told him i wanted the monthlies. :D
OH! Im such a gd girl. yeah!
I want the phone so badly. And it comes with a shade of GREEN!!! haha. i love it so much. HAHAHA. YEAH.
Alright as im typing the post now. I told my dad that i want a K850i. And he starts to kaobeikaobu me. Fucking irritating larhs. He said that he'll get my any phone i want ytd. So i decided that i want to have K850i. Then he starting to twist and turn his words. How fast he changes huh. Damn fucking irritating.He totally ruined my plans. What a dad. Why are all dads like that. Mum, Would you get me that phone? ]:
sigh. ya larhs. My brother is the best larhs ok. He deserve everything fron Earth to heaven. I only deserve things from hell. Now, Dad uses a K810i, brother uses a K610i(i think). both uses the freaking expensive phone. Mine? My motorola is with my grandma, my nokia is spoilt. And im using a phone i picked up in the bus. How fair is that huh? No money... Ya right. I wont fall for that anymore.
♥ Stupid sunday as well ♥
Woke up. Saw my dad using that freaking phone. He doesnt even know how to use it and he wanted that phone. My brother? Exams nearing and he still play with the lappy. Happily mappling away.
]: And you quarrelled with me just becos i said something casually??? And said those stuffs to me. Is thing what you meant by showing concern and love? ]:
sigh.
day54
still loving...still waiting. ♥
Ya. i go doing those things and you have NO wrong totally.
sHari ♥
loves.
takkaires ppl.
love ya!
♥
Friday, October 12, 2007
yummy yummy bakey rice [:
School finally resumes to how it was. [: Except that the Sec4's are on study leave and the assembly ground looked damn pathetic. Ytd was marking day, next monday will be a holiday cos tmr is Hari Raya. If we skip school on friday, we'll have a super long holiday. hmmhmm.
Lessons was super boring today. -_- Mrs Quah din come to school today xD yippee!
2periods in the computer lab. And there was some camwhoring with classmates/TengTengs(1,2,3) Then after CHEMwhoring, we sang and dance with HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL during physics. haha. :D "WHAT TEAM?!" " WILDCATS"
haha. xD And as usual, Ms Vasuki spoiled our fun. -_- With her smelly armpits that perspire and hairs peeping out of her sleeves. Not to even mention that i sit directly infront of her. wth... haha xD
I got cheated by our dearest Discipline master. He made me wait for an hr outside the staff room like some dumb shit and told me in the end that he will return my stuff on tuesday. -_- Can i just stuff one durian up into his ass? xD hurhurhur. [: I felt cheated.
YEAH! 5days straight eating delifrance. Record breaking huh? The breakfast, the tea, the soup, the student meal... [: very cool. And the ambience is veryvery suitable for studying! haha. very nice. :D thank you dearest.
And to end my day, i did a little mace practice by myself (: all those twirling made me stronger! xD
day52.
still loving.still waiting.
]: after what you told me ytd night.
I felt worse. sigh.
Y
Lessons was super boring today. -_- Mrs Quah din come to school today xD yippee!
2periods in the computer lab. And there was some camwhoring with classmates/TengTengs(1,2,3) Then after CHEMwhoring, we sang and dance with HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL during physics. haha. :D "WHAT TEAM?!" " WILDCATS"
haha. xD And as usual, Ms Vasuki spoiled our fun. -_- With her smelly armpits that perspire and hairs peeping out of her sleeves. Not to even mention that i sit directly infront of her. wth... haha xD
I got cheated by our dearest Discipline master. He made me wait for an hr outside the staff room like some dumb shit and told me in the end that he will return my stuff on tuesday. -_- Can i just stuff one durian up into his ass? xD hurhurhur. [: I felt cheated.
YEAH! 5days straight eating delifrance. Record breaking huh? The breakfast, the tea, the soup, the student meal... [: very cool. And the ambience is veryvery suitable for studying! haha. very nice. :D thank you dearest.
And to end my day, i did a little mace practice by myself (: all those twirling made me stronger! xD
day52.
still loving.still waiting.
]: after what you told me ytd night.
I felt worse. sigh.
Y
Thursday, October 11, 2007
half happy. half fucking upset.
Shari Chong started on her very first mace practice [: Super long way to go xD But it was errrr...Weird. haha. Fadhil was late... when i reached, it was all bright and sunny. I wait till the dark clouds form, thunder started to scream into my ears. And finally he came -_- But it drizzled not long after... Hah. :D so, we went to the void deck and practice... Dx The tip of the mace hit my head...haha. Twirl and twirl. Can hypnotise ppl... c:
Sigh. Why is it like this everytime. ]: Ya, you must be feeling darn fucked up right? My bad again lurhs hor. I only did what you always do. Once. Not EVERYTIME -_- Must things be like this everytime. ]: My fault. Im sorry then.
]: My stupid attitude and everything. Im not understanding. thank you for telling.
sigh
day51
still loving.still waiting. still somehow hurt.
i love you.
And it always hurt terribly.
]: when will things even get better?
i dont know.
Sigh. Why is it like this everytime. ]: Ya, you must be feeling darn fucked up right? My bad again lurhs hor. I only did what you always do. Once. Not EVERYTIME -_- Must things be like this everytime. ]: My fault. Im sorry then.
]: My stupid attitude and everything. Im not understanding. thank you for telling.
sigh
day51
still loving.still waiting. still somehow hurt.
i love you.
And it always hurt terribly.
]: when will things even get better?
i dont know.
Wednesday, October 10, 2007
FREE FROM EXAMS! preparing for myself.
YEAH! Exams are finally over. ( I bet that this will be the first thing secondary sch ppl will say ) :D
Ya. For those who take P.O.A, our agony is finally over. But not for long. The dumb headstart programme will start in early nov. -_- Stupid arrangement. :<>
Why must the day always start like that? )': Cant the day always start and end in a very very nice way ]: sigh. I think that its always me lurhs. hmmhmmhmm. By learning,you'll teach.By teaching, you will learn. (: I've been teaching him whatever chemistry stuff i've learned. (: for only 2 days, i felt that i'd had ace the chem paper if i started teaching him much more earlier. By knowing how to explain, i understand-ed the concepts more [: Free breakfast when you teach xD haha.
LIFE'S GONNA BE BUSY AGAIN! SOON AFTER EXAMS,I'LL HAVE NO TIME TO DO STUPID STUFFS AND BE IRRITATING ANYMORE. DONT MISS THE CRAZY DINGDONG! SHE'LL BE BACK SOON AFTER SHE SUCCEEDED IN THINGS THAT SHE SHOULD SUCCESS! BEHOLD! THE GREAT IS COMING! LOVES!
LOVE YA.
SHARICHONGDINGDONG,THE GREAT!
HEH HEH.
DAY50.
STILL LOVING.STILL WAITING.
I LOVE YOU.
SORRY IF I GOTTA BE BUSY!
BAND RESOLUTION
I WANT TO...
1. HAVE NO PROBLEMS COMMUNICATING WITH MY MAJORS
2. CO-OPERATE FULLY WITH EVERYBODY
3. DO WHATEVER I CAN TO HELP TEACHERS,INSTRUCTORS&BAND
4. DO AT LEAST 50 PUSH-UP/TIME
5. IMPROVE MY MACE WORK ASAP
BY THE END OF THE YEAR!
I WANT TO...
1. START THE YEAR WITH GREETINGS AND BE HAPPY.
2. GATHER AS MANY BANDSMEN AS POSSIBLE! (FRESHIES,BEWARE!)
3. MAKE MY BAND FULLY PREPARED FOR SYF!
4. GRAB THAT SEXY DRUM MAJOR AWARD!
5. LET THE MEMBERS GET WHAT THEY DESERVE.
6. STEP DOWN PEACEFULLY AND GRADUATE.
7. GUILD MY NEXT DM AS MUCH AS I CAN.
NEXT YEAR.
I WANT TO...
1. COME BACK TO SCHOOL AND HELP MY BAND
AFTER I GRADUATE!
TATA! LOVES
Ya. For those who take P.O.A, our agony is finally over. But not for long. The dumb headstart programme will start in early nov. -_- Stupid arrangement. :<>
Why must the day always start like that? )': Cant the day always start and end in a very very nice way ]: sigh. I think that its always me lurhs. hmmhmmhmm. By learning,you'll teach.By teaching, you will learn. (: I've been teaching him whatever chemistry stuff i've learned. (: for only 2 days, i felt that i'd had ace the chem paper if i started teaching him much more earlier. By knowing how to explain, i understand-ed the concepts more [: Free breakfast when you teach xD haha.
LIFE'S GONNA BE BUSY AGAIN! SOON AFTER EXAMS,I'LL HAVE NO TIME TO DO STUPID STUFFS AND BE IRRITATING ANYMORE. DONT MISS THE CRAZY DINGDONG! SHE'LL BE BACK SOON AFTER SHE SUCCEEDED IN THINGS THAT SHE SHOULD SUCCESS! BEHOLD! THE GREAT IS COMING! LOVES!
LOVE YA.
SHARICHONGDINGDONG,THE GREAT!
HEH HEH.
DAY50.
STILL LOVING.STILL WAITING.
I LOVE YOU.
SORRY IF I GOTTA BE BUSY!
BAND RESOLUTION
I WANT TO...
1. HAVE NO PROBLEMS COMMUNICATING WITH MY MAJORS
2. CO-OPERATE FULLY WITH EVERYBODY
3. DO WHATEVER I CAN TO HELP TEACHERS,INSTRUCTORS&BAND
4. DO AT LEAST 50 PUSH-UP/TIME
5. IMPROVE MY MACE WORK ASAP
BY THE END OF THE YEAR!
I WANT TO...
1. START THE YEAR WITH GREETINGS AND BE HAPPY.
2. GATHER AS MANY BANDSMEN AS POSSIBLE! (FRESHIES,BEWARE!)
3. MAKE MY BAND FULLY PREPARED FOR SYF!
4. GRAB THAT SEXY DRUM MAJOR AWARD!
5. LET THE MEMBERS GET WHAT THEY DESERVE.
6. STEP DOWN PEACEFULLY AND GRADUATE.
7. GUILD MY NEXT DM AS MUCH AS I CAN.
NEXT YEAR.
I WANT TO...
1. COME BACK TO SCHOOL AND HELP MY BAND
AFTER I GRADUATE!
TATA! LOVES
Tuesday, October 09, 2007
Yo momma!
Yo momma so stupid, she studied for a drug test!
Yo momma so fat when she walk down the street, I don't know if that's her shadow or a street gang following her.
Yo momma so lazy that she came in last place in a recent snail marathon.
Yo momma so ugly just after she was born, her mother said "What a treasure!" and her father said "Yes, let's go bury it."
Yo momma so fat they use the elastic in her underwear for bungee jumping
Yo momma so stupid, I saw her walking down the street yelling into an envelope, asked what she was doing, and she said sending a voice mail
Yo momma so stupid she put lipstick on her forehead, talking about she was trying to makeup her mind.
Yo momma so ugly her shadow gave up.
Yo momma so poor she can't afford to pay attention!
Yo momma so fat she make Olympic Sumo wrestlers look anorexic.
Yo momma so smelly that when you was being born, the doctors and nurses all had to wear oxygen masks.
Yo momma so fat that when we was born, she gave the hospital stretch marks
break the code.
i love you
tanweiliang
Y Y Y Y Y Y Y Y Y Y Y
Yo momma so fat when she walk down the street, I don't know if that's her shadow or a street gang following her.
Yo momma so lazy that she came in last place in a recent snail marathon.
Yo momma so ugly just after she was born, her mother said "What a treasure!" and her father said "Yes, let's go bury it."
Yo momma so fat they use the elastic in her underwear for bungee jumping
Yo momma so stupid, I saw her walking down the street yelling into an envelope, asked what she was doing, and she said sending a voice mail
Yo momma so stupid she put lipstick on her forehead, talking about she was trying to makeup her mind.
Yo momma so ugly her shadow gave up.
Yo momma so poor she can't afford to pay attention!
Yo momma so fat she make Olympic Sumo wrestlers look anorexic.
Yo momma so smelly that when you was being born, the doctors and nurses all had to wear oxygen masks.
Yo momma so fat that when we was born, she gave the hospital stretch marks
break the code.
i love you
tanweiliang
Y Y Y Y Y Y Y Y Y Y Y
(: And again, things happen.
Here's a song (: I hope you'll like it.
我守候在你家的门外
整个晚上都不离开
我想你靠在我的胸怀
我要将感觉留到every night
走在吵闹拥挤的人海
我想要好好感觉你的存
在望着遥远灰色的星海
一个人孤独的发呆
我依然还在等待
等待你会明白
一颗坚强的心在等你回来
风在吹让他擦去我脸上的泪
不要以为我真的无所谓
不怕累只要我的身边有你陪
请你相信我是真的不后悔
Fun day [: And its tiring as usual. -_-
hurhurhur xD But there bound to be problem everytime.
Is it me again? ): sorry... I love you.
day49.
still loving.still waiting.
i love you.
im dumb,stupid&behave like a spoiled brat
我守候在你家的门外
整个晚上都不离开
我想你靠在我的胸怀
我要将感觉留到every night
走在吵闹拥挤的人海
我想要好好感觉你的存
在望着遥远灰色的星海
一个人孤独的发呆
我依然还在等待
等待你会明白
一颗坚强的心在等你回来
风在吹让他擦去我脸上的泪
不要以为我真的无所谓
不怕累只要我的身边有你陪
请你相信我是真的不后悔
Fun day [: And its tiring as usual. -_-
hurhurhur xD But there bound to be problem everytime.
Is it me again? ): sorry... I love you.
day49.
still loving.still waiting.
i love you.
im dumb,stupid&behave like a spoiled brat
Monday, October 08, 2007
Should i be happy or what? ya. perhaps i should be happy.
Chem was relatively easy today. I hope it turns out well. But all those long procedure of TITration wasn't tested. -_- Waste my brain memory... haha. I guessed that everyone will be happy. Because exams are ending. And im gonna start on my training and everything. I need to have super strong arms! haha. Imagine me with super muscular arms! -_- Disgusting right? HAHA xD
DAMN! I had cramps at the start of the exam. It did not subside or whatever. Im still having a lilttle of it now! dumb shit. >.<>
Ok. Im tired. Very tired. hehehe. LOVES!
MENopause, MENtal stress, MENtral cramp... Why do all the problems start with MEN?
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH xD
day48.
Still loving,still waiting.
love you! MUACKS. (:
i felt the love again and again.
DAMN! I had cramps at the start of the exam. It did not subside or whatever. Im still having a lilttle of it now! dumb shit. >.<>
Ok. Im tired. Very tired. hehehe. LOVES!
MENopause, MENtal stress, MENtral cramp... Why do all the problems start with MEN?
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH xD
day48.
Still loving,still waiting.
love you! MUACKS. (:
i felt the love again and again.
Sunday, October 07, 2007
It wasn't really a nice weekend.
After going out with my auntie ytd afternoon, i headed back to my mum's place. My aunt bought me a pair of ripples slipper. (: And it was quite fun. But i was harrassed by one old ah ma on the way home. -_- She kept talking to me and telling me stuffs about her and her children xD Kinda poor thing though. ): Stupid children of hers. And again, I really didn't know what to do or what to say in this kinda situation. Im sorry... ]:
I went out with my OTHER aunt today. That 2o++ yrs old one. -_- ( if i dont say this,she'll kill me!) Sigh. But its true that she's 2o+larhs. Early twenties, the one i went out with is in her late twenties i supposed. :P Accompanied her to Penisula to get her jeans for her new job. (: At dont know what instistute. Doing admin work i think. Wait, why am i saying all this. -_-
Went to meet her stupid boyfriend at TANG plaza. Doing a roadshow for KIEHLES. Ya ya... Home sweet Home next. that ends my day briefly... I probably still cant get use to that kinda of relationship we're having now. Im wondering when will i get back the same old you...
我不要完美，我只要一切都回到原来。
I just hope that everything will be fine and we'll get back to how we used to be. But it seems kinda impossible for the time being. ))): why. I dont know too. I can just say sorry... I want to do things sometimes but I always end up making you irritated and troubled. I really din want to add to your troubles. Im sorry. i love you. ))):
day47.
still loving.still waiting.
Im really sorry for whatever that had happened. ): i din want this stuffs to happen too. ))):
Sorry to add to your troubles.
I went out with my OTHER aunt today. That 2o++ yrs old one. -_- ( if i dont say this,she'll kill me!) Sigh. But its true that she's 2o+larhs. Early twenties, the one i went out with is in her late twenties i supposed. :P Accompanied her to Penisula to get her jeans for her new job. (: At dont know what instistute. Doing admin work i think. Wait, why am i saying all this. -_-
Went to meet her stupid boyfriend at TANG plaza. Doing a roadshow for KIEHLES. Ya ya... Home sweet Home next. that ends my day briefly... I probably still cant get use to that kinda of relationship we're having now. Im wondering when will i get back the same old you...
我不要完美，我只要一切都回到原来。
I just hope that everything will be fine and we'll get back to how we used to be. But it seems kinda impossible for the time being. ))): why. I dont know too. I can just say sorry... I want to do things sometimes but I always end up making you irritated and troubled. I really din want to add to your troubles. Im sorry. i love you. ))):
day47.
still loving.still waiting.
Im really sorry for whatever that had happened. ): i din want this stuffs to happen too. ))):
Sorry to add to your troubles.
Saturday, October 06, 2007
!@#$%^&*
-_- i got a cut on my elbow. It must be the CHIJ girls, bloodygirls knock into me then cake drop, my elbow got cut. Freaking girls. Damn it. And its freaking pain, i cant rest on my elbow. STUPID GIRLS PLAYING AT THE FOUNTAIN. i hope you girls get a very very high fever and DIE!
Ok. My friend met with a car accident ytd. And it was his birthday. I think that was the biggest present given. sigh. But when i wanted to confort him and everything, He din want to meet me. ): Then what can i do? I seriously dont know. What do you want me to do? Should i involve myself into a car accident too? Then you will seriously stop and listen to me. RIght. im sorry for everything. Sorry. But now, you din want to give me the chance to at least confort you. Do i trouble and irritate you so much? Im sorry if i did. sorry.
I seriously dont know what to do to please you, you're so unpredictable, one min you appear so nice and caring, then the next min, you got pissed and you flare up and hang up my call. sorry.
no doubt, i still love you.
loves,
shari
day46
still loving,still waiting
I dont know what to door say to really make things better.
If its always a one way thing, you cant expect me to be happy all the time.
i need to be pampered at times too.
Ok. My friend met with a car accident ytd. And it was his birthday. I think that was the biggest present given. sigh. But when i wanted to confort him and everything, He din want to meet me. ): Then what can i do? I seriously dont know. What do you want me to do? Should i involve myself into a car accident too? Then you will seriously stop and listen to me. RIght. im sorry for everything. Sorry. But now, you din want to give me the chance to at least confort you. Do i trouble and irritate you so much? Im sorry if i did. sorry.
I seriously dont know what to do to please you, you're so unpredictable, one min you appear so nice and caring, then the next min, you got pissed and you flare up and hang up my call. sorry.
no doubt, i still love you.
loves,
shari
day46
still loving,still waiting
I dont know what to door say to really make things better.
If its always a one way thing, you cant expect me to be happy all the time.
i need to be pampered at times too.
Friday, October 05, 2007
Sorry.
Sorry. sorry to ruin your birthday like this. I din want things to become this way. I hope that you'll understand. But I waited for 5hours all by myself. And i did not walk away then i see you. I was throwing away something. The cake that was distorted by that bunch of CHIJ girls. ): i thought that you'll be coming soon. Im so sorry. I just dont know why. Sorry. Perhaps im still not used to the new you.because everything turned totally the wrong way.
I actually planned many things to do today. ): But how would i expect you to turn up so late. Not your fault probably. sigh. And im sorry to keep that thing from you. I always thought that whatever i did to make up for the mistake can do the job. But sadly. Its a no. People only remembers your mistake. Not what you did to atone for the mistake. It was actually alright to not bother with how other think. But you, you thought the same too. Doesnt what i did for the past few months show anything? ): Now i know how you think of me. Sorry.
But you seriously dont have to keep things like that from me. I'll be even more sad if i found out that you lied. If she's just a normal friend, why keep it from me. I dont know what are you thinking now. It seems like you're someone so familar yet so stranger- like. ): Im sorry. Do i even deserve you? Or do what I've done for you touched you? ): i dont know. Im just very hurt, very. And only by you becoming back who you are, can fully subside that pain. Will you?
sigh.
loves,
shari
day45
still loving,still waiting. triple-ly hurt.
sorry to ruin you birthday. I din mean to. sorry.
Maybe somethings really just go if you dont grab it. Or even if you grabbed it back. There is really a very big difference. And it hurt more than its supposed to be.
looking at the fountain for almost 3hrs, i've noticed something.
Things that started off nicely dont always end nicely.
Like the water that was shot out of the hose, it came out in one beautiful curve. But it ended up everywhere on the floor, letting the heat evaporate it.
Like today, everything started off nicely, But there are always somethings/some ppl who will ruin it. I dont see any fun ruining other ppl's life. Or maybe is probably my own fault for having such a fucking past. I've always thought that you'll really for my mistake and move on with all my hardwork and effort. I tried means and ways to make things gd. The watch, The cards. The tickets, The time spent on waiting. Everything. But it always ends on a bad note. Sorry. Sometimes, i just hated your friends.
p.s
Shari is finally totally crashed. She can die any min. Any the only cure? He doesnt seem to know anything and i'll be happy enough if he dont flare up at me again.
I actually planned many things to do today. ): But how would i expect you to turn up so late. Not your fault probably. sigh. And im sorry to keep that thing from you. I always thought that whatever i did to make up for the mistake can do the job. But sadly. Its a no. People only remembers your mistake. Not what you did to atone for the mistake. It was actually alright to not bother with how other think. But you, you thought the same too. Doesnt what i did for the past few months show anything? ): Now i know how you think of me. Sorry.
But you seriously dont have to keep things like that from me. I'll be even more sad if i found out that you lied. If she's just a normal friend, why keep it from me. I dont know what are you thinking now. It seems like you're someone so familar yet so stranger- like. ): Im sorry. Do i even deserve you? Or do what I've done for you touched you? ): i dont know. Im just very hurt, very. And only by you becoming back who you are, can fully subside that pain. Will you?
sigh.
loves,
shari
day45
still loving,still waiting. triple-ly hurt.
sorry to ruin you birthday. I din mean to. sorry.
Maybe somethings really just go if you dont grab it. Or even if you grabbed it back. There is really a very big difference. And it hurt more than its supposed to be.
looking at the fountain for almost 3hrs, i've noticed something.
Things that started off nicely dont always end nicely.
Like the water that was shot out of the hose, it came out in one beautiful curve. But it ended up everywhere on the floor, letting the heat evaporate it.
Like today, everything started off nicely, But there are always somethings/some ppl who will ruin it. I dont see any fun ruining other ppl's life. Or maybe is probably my own fault for having such a fucking past. I've always thought that you'll really for my mistake and move on with all my hardwork and effort. I tried means and ways to make things gd. The watch, The cards. The tickets, The time spent on waiting. Everything. But it always ends on a bad note. Sorry. Sometimes, i just hated your friends.
p.s
Shari is finally totally crashed. She can die any min. Any the only cure? He doesnt seem to know anything and i'll be happy enough if he dont flare up at me again.
Thursday, October 04, 2007
why must i feel shitty still? ):
i still dont understand why do i still feel that shitty feeling stirring inside me? i cant help but really shout it out very loud that you're totally different. ): You used to put me in that warm&sunny hawaii,it seems like i've been thrown into the damn freezing cold north/south pole(whichever is colder.) I dont know why am i feeling this. Is it you or me? I hope is me, cos i still have the willingness to change. sigh. Must this happens all the time? It is so frustrating talking to me. I seriously sometimes hate your so-called gd friends. damn it. ok. im such a bitch. sorry
ITS JUST HOURS AWAY!!!
kilikoolookilikooloo. *&^%$#@!
Is just hours away from your seventeen birthday. I hope that you like everything that happen this week. I love you. You know that i always do. But sometimes there are really somethings that I really detest. ): Im sorry then. I really wish that after your 17th Birthday, you'll really understand what Im going through. And most importantly, i want you to have a very happy happy birthday. You need not worry about anything. Because I personally think that everything is worthy as long as you'll be happy. LOVES!!!
HAH! Resident Evil 3 isnt very nice. -_- Damn disappointing. The game i played was so much more exciting and scary.
Surprisingly, Mathematics paper 2 was far much easier than Paper 1. i guessed that the graph and some of the angle diagram did help me alot. yeah.
This is another day i came home early. Due to SUPER ULTRA HOT weather. I reckon that i will get a heat stroke. xD I wanna go for a swim and a tan. Thats when i get sunburn and can peel the skin.
HAHA.
Dear, you know i love you so. Pls do understand somethings. I cant possibly be that strong forever. i need someone to rely and depend on. i love you
LOVES.
SHARICHONG.
day44
still loving,still waiting.i wish that the wound will heal and i'll find my happiness once again.
counting down to hours before your birthday.
love you always dearie.
THIS IS THE LINK TO MOVIES AND ANIME.
http://www.movie6.net
Is just hours away from your seventeen birthday. I hope that you like everything that happen this week. I love you. You know that i always do. But sometimes there are really somethings that I really detest. ): Im sorry then. I really wish that after your 17th Birthday, you'll really understand what Im going through. And most importantly, i want you to have a very happy happy birthday. You need not worry about anything. Because I personally think that everything is worthy as long as you'll be happy. LOVES!!!
HAH! Resident Evil 3 isnt very nice. -_- Damn disappointing. The game i played was so much more exciting and scary.
Surprisingly, Mathematics paper 2 was far much easier than Paper 1. i guessed that the graph and some of the angle diagram did help me alot. yeah.
This is another day i came home early. Due to SUPER ULTRA HOT weather. I reckon that i will get a heat stroke. xD I wanna go for a swim and a tan. Thats when i get sunburn and can peel the skin.
HAHA.
Dear, you know i love you so. Pls do understand somethings. I cant possibly be that strong forever. i need someone to rely and depend on. i love you
LOVES.
SHARICHONG.
day44
still loving,still waiting.i wish that the wound will heal and i'll find my happiness once again.
counting down to hours before your birthday.
love you always dearie.
THIS IS THE LINK TO MOVIES AND ANIME.
http://www.movie6.net
Wednesday, October 03, 2007
RAHH!
(: levis 
DHL camwhoring :D My PRETTY 20+ yrs old aunty xD
:D POA was totally ruined today. As usual, all the PROs like ; Daryl,Jupri,Kingsley& Evelyn can balance EVERYTHING and score well. But i cant balance the accounts. That means THERE WILL BE DEDUCTION OF MARKS!!! oh! kill me. kill me. How can i face Mr.Goh like that? HMMHMM.PAPER 1... I WILL BURN THE TEXTBOOK AND DRINK IT WITH WATER! MUAHAHA.
Hmm. i hope that you're happy lurhs. Thats the main point of the things i do. I hope you really appreciate it and really listen to what i said ): I will too, do my part. But i felt that i've gave in alotalot.Sometimes things just dont go the way we wanted. Whenever i try to make things right, there bound to be disagreement. ): i dont know why. But still i love you. Dont worry about me. Worry about yourself alright? You cant possible ask me to go home early everytime when you sometimes go home as late as 12am. Im sorry to say this. I just cant help but get worried you know? ))): i hope you understand alright, I love you.
LOVES,
SHARI.
Day43.
still loving.still waiting. Maybe it wont hurt anymore. MAYBE.
The goal we both wanting to achieve. The lasting love. I hope so.
Tuesday, October 02, 2007
damn. IT WAS NOT GOOD~
I am such a gd girl today.
after geog, i went to j8 and got a surprise and headed straight home. MY MUM AND DAD IS BACK!!! yipppii!
I've got a new spongeBob bag :D
many shirt! New SHOES! One jacket.
(: AND A NEW PYAJAMAS!!!
thank you mum&dad.
" i have something nice for you"
))): im giving so much but why dont i see a tiny weeny return?
It had been very tough you know. Can you at least put in a little more effort? ):
Im feeling very sad becos of this. D: sigh.
SIGH! ): i just hope things will change for the better. Maybe?
D: still, the same thing. I want the same old you. Not the changed one.
I LOVE YOU.
day42
still loving, still waiting. still hurt.
3.5day more to 5.10.07
i hope that you'll be happy.
loves,
shari
i really dread your circle of clubbing/gangster friends.why bouncer out of so many jobs?And is from that Bitch too. You know that she's that kind of girl then why still ask her. i hate bouncers. I HATE THEM. just once ok. no more. just bcos of a job that is like this you rather shout at me. Is it worth it?
after geog, i went to j8 and got a surprise and headed straight home. MY MUM AND DAD IS BACK!!! yipppii!
I've got a new spongeBob bag :D
many shirt! New SHOES! One jacket.
(: AND A NEW PYAJAMAS!!!
thank you mum&dad.
" i have something nice for you"
))): im giving so much but why dont i see a tiny weeny return?
It had been very tough you know. Can you at least put in a little more effort? ):
Im feeling very sad becos of this. D: sigh.
SIGH! ): i just hope things will change for the better. Maybe?
D: still, the same thing. I want the same old you. Not the changed one.
I LOVE YOU.
day42
still loving, still waiting. still hurt.
3.5day more to 5.10.07
i hope that you'll be happy.
loves,
shari
i really dread your circle of clubbing/gangster friends.why bouncer out of so many jobs?And is from that Bitch too. You know that she's that kind of girl then why still ask her. i hate bouncers. I HATE THEM. just once ok. no more. just bcos of a job that is like this you rather shout at me. Is it worth it?
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