Oh-so UNGLAM

DEAREST TROUBLE-MAKER,

You are officially irritating me. Using your 'highly skilled' story making skills. You have had convinced that you can make people's life EXTREMELY miserable. Well, im sure you've read enough fairytales. Do remember, ALL EVIL CHARACTERS DO NOT HAVE HAPPILY EVER AFTER! Instead, they get VEGETABLES&ROTTEN EGGS (: HAH.
STUPID EVIL SICK SHIT.

:DDD

Im bored... And Yirenkorkor finish busying for the time being! Hah. Wonder if the " we will meet up soon " will come. :P

I miss my babyboy. ): Hope that i can meet him tmr. sigh.
Busyman.

IM TURNING SIXTEEN! (:
HELLO FEBUARY!

I love michaelboonlitat.

sharichong

HAPPY CRAMPS!

(: I had cramps. The whole day... :D How great.

Sec1s are very enthu as usual. haha. Nothing much to say. The only thing i did was moan in pain. HAHA. HAPPY CRAMPS. Daryl said that my baby is kicking me. Haha

Nothing much today. Beccajiejie treated us to Swensons again... :D But so ex ):

I love my boyfriend
I love my band
I love my precious
I love myself
I love my friends (:
I love money.

Yay, i love michael (:

Loves,
shari

Today is gd. Except for some irritating shit caused by some fucking childish moron. =/

:D English was fine and Ms.Aljunied very kindly told us how to really score or work for O's. (: I LOVE HER. (: Oh, Ms.Aljunied, you're loved by sharichong (: Bishan Home on Wednesday AGAIN! Oh no...): My butt might get touch again... SHIT LARHS!

Haha. Chemistry was scolding from Mrs.Quah. ): I want to work harder! No more worries Mrs.Quah. SHARI CHONG WILL FULFIL YOUR EXPECTATIONS!!! HAHA. :DDD Got an "A'' for my cation experiment. :D Happy happy happy.

Today was our last PE lesson with Kenny Han the prettyboy. Haha. No running cos it was raining. YAY! (: Did 50 bouncybouncysmacksmack jumping jacks, Push-ups, Bridges, push-ups, Bridges then free games. (: High jump was fun!!! Stupid daryl jump so high. Then pingpong! With Mr.Han. Woo. Haha. Mr.Han& me VS Ian & kingsley! haha

OH YA!

KINGSLEY FLASHED HIS NIPPLES AT ME TODAY!!! I was badly badly traumatised!!! ):

After school, Kennethboy,Jupjup and me went to the library to chiong Bio&maths. (: Very effective to study with jupjup&kenneth boy(((: They really make you think and sit down to study. :D Thanks jupjup & kennethboy!!! Oh, Qixian too, just that he's busy teaching kennethboy.

Went to look for Mr.boyfriend at Khatib (: ICE CREAM at macdonald. :D but i vomit everything out. =/ Me and my stupid mouth to mention another girl. HAHA. I love him. :D Heard that boyfriend? I love you! (((:

YAY, I hope I can meet my baby soon :D I love him! (: heh heh heh.
MichaelBoonLiTat : cut your fingernails please. If not i'll use my skills to torture you (:

I love you dear. (:

Loves,
SHARICHONG

Can someone tell me what does SHARI CHONG mean to all of you?

Anyone to bring me out for some HIGH CLASS ICECREAM to brighten up my day?

If yes. Please kindly do so. I'll appreciate it (:

Im dying for some ice cream. Nice ones. Not those which you can get it when you hear the bells.

(: You'll be loved if you can give me some icecream. :D Ask me out tmr. Since im so free. ): Its better to be occupied ): Sigh.

It hurts.

Mummy and dad quarrelled today. )': Because of the stupid part time maid whom always comes late and/or backout at the last minute. They quarrelled and finally they aimed me. ))): quarrel quarrel. My stupid brother and his fucked up attitude. He cant have my parents talking to him at a slightly louder voice. And he gave that black face throughout the journey home. Fuck, my sunday is hereby ruined by them. My mummy is feeling as lousy,its her birthday tmr and she get this fucked up matter. Dad, you and your BOYS ARE MORE PRECIOUS theory. Are all daughters meant to be like maid and do the chores while boys can game all day long and give no damn about helping out?So what if your acadamic results are better? Your attitide sucks. Irritating shit.

sigh. The whole family was so happy this morning when we went to Crystal Jade for breakfast&tim sum when yeye,popo,uncle&his girl. But what happens in the afternoon? Everyone was giving that "Its your fault attitude". ): I hate my life again )': I dont know when i'll cry, I dont know when i'll need a shoulder. ))):

So much for a happy Sunday. Great.

I hope next week would be a better one. I pray hard that i'll be able to meet up with Michael. I hope that i wont be a lousy drummajor. I hate my lousy life. I've got no one to talk to... ))):

IloveMichaelboonLiTat.
Y

Loves,
SharichongDingdong.

when will this agony end?

Life's as lonely...Makes no difference if its a monday or a saturday.

Saturday yet again. 6more days to 2nd month (: Im blessed with a good circle of friends,dearies,band babies, pretty ok family and a great boyfriend. What else am I not satisfied with? Ok, ShariChong is a greedy/weird woman/girl. I Y my boyfriend.

YishunJuniorCollege is BORING. Their canival is so -_-lll... They entertained themselves more than entertaining people. And there are weird people chasing after me to ask me to participate in this and that. And I was supposed to stick with Fadhil to prevent me from getting lost inside there. But apparently, he went to look for his friends and there. ): Coincidentally, they band was gonna perform. I just stood there and listen to it, since i've got nothing else to do. They played Instant concert and Shrek dance party. Both songs i've played before and it will be a NOT BAD comment from me. (:

Went to TPY to meet up with mummy,papa&littlebully(my brother). After my mummy had her lunch, we went to Pennisula to get my jeans. It was so crowded there. I saw Benjamin&Laveen there. Haha. Like 2 goondo like that stand there play PSP. (: Got my jeans but i still need to bring it to the market to alter it. Cos its too long. ): Right, im short.

Robinson was after mummy and I ate half a sweet potato each. Its very nice and has a very natural sweet taste. The sweet potatoes are imported from Taiwan. Where all the yummy snacks are. (: For those who love sweet potato, the one near Pennisula shopping centre. (: Went to RafflesCity and shopped at Robinson. NEW BRAs (((: Happy happy happy happy! hah. I love robinson's salesladies. They are all so friendly and nice. They wont UNDER-ESTIMATE your bra size and they seemed to have power to determine the person's size. Haha. Yay! The professional boobsize looker. :D Unfortunately, i only got 2 of them ))): Its ok, Im going to get more by myself. Cos I know my mummy wont get it for me. So well, save up.

Now, i have... :
- 2blouse,$42
-1 crewneck tee,$8
-1pair of jeans,$19
-1miniskirt,$39.90
-2new bras, $31.80
-4new boyshorts,$20
-1new watch,$10
-1pair of Nike trainers,$70
= $240.70 - Total amount spent on Newyear stuff

I used to spent more than that for newyear stuff...
I just cant stop shopping!!! argh!!!
I need $$$

I hope I look nice on NewYearDay.
(:

My mood got better after shopping. :D
I love shopping.
I love Michael
I love my boyfriend (:

MUACKS
Loves,
SHARI

I thought that i can handle it well. But everything shows that I cant. I over-estimated myself. ): Maybe I should not even think of it. Now I know why am I such a big loser. I get upset bcos of the slightest thing on earth. ):

What that person said was true. Im unreasonable,not understanding,irritating and not adorable at all. All this "character" of mine make me a fucking big failure.

Ladies and gentlemen...
Look out for SHari's attacks... ...



baby,i love you.
I apologise for all things that happened.
i pray hard for things to turn for the better and i hope it will.

One day,everyone will leave me one by one.

I feel so fucking useless

If money can buy anything and everything in the world, i would use up all my money to just buy an hour of your time.

): Why has these few days been so sucky. Damn. Is it me or is it that few bitches fault? ): I just cant seem to be as cheerful. And the "upset" Shari is coming back i think. I hope not. I hope that I wont shut myself up from the outside world again or i hope that my stupid sickness wont be back. >.<>

Today lesson was very taxing. 2periods of physics, 3periods of P.B(purebiology) and 2periods of maths. 4 to be exact cos i waited in the math room while waiting for angeline. I didnt sleep in class at all today. I just cant fall asleep. Weird right. Bio was great today. AmandaNgiam isnt that bad afterall. Lizard is the new sex to spice up our lesson and Katrina practically jumped and ran away when she saw the lizard. It wasnt even touching her for god's sake. =/ Haha. All the girls screamed, including me. Cos i saw the lizard flying towards kennethBoy and he doesnt seemed to know. Haha. Then i watch the lizard fly from the shelf, to underneath the tables, passed my legs and jabbed hardly into HUANN's bag. She caught it in the container i gave her. yea, Cute one though.

Went around window shopping then for One Missed Call which i freaked myself out. Angeline left early cos she rmbed that she had FamilyDinner. )': I was totally freaked out when the stupid ghost appeared. Haha. Im like one idiot sitting there alone and being scared in one corner. Useless right.Hah. I know. dont need tell me. :DDD Stupid angeline is going out with Kimberly and co. Im going to YJC. Provided if my parents allow. Which i highly doubt so. What should i wear if im going? Jeans?skirt? Nothing? haha

Yay. Everybody is busy with their own thing recently. It had been a week since i even see my sillyboy. ))): He's always occupied. Ok, i know, i'll stop complaining and should be contented for what i have. Yea right. As if ))):

Michael, you evil breast man. ):
When will i see you again. I feel so unsafe.

only heaven knows.

Im feeling damn shitty now.

BYE FUCKED UP DAY.

Oh, should i believe what people told me or should I just let go.

I want nothing but you by my side. Even if its just awhile, I'll still feel contented.

Today sucked. It sucked totally. I SHALL ANNOUNCE THAT 24.JANUARY.2008 IS ONE OF MY WORST DAY. )):

I got idiotic people getting troubles
I got that stupid bitch bugging me and give me nonsense
I got a stupid body
I am not that awesome afterall
I get upset easily
I cry becos Im useless, i cried becos i miss my sillyboy.
I am a GREAT loser
Im a weakling
I am very dependent
I sucked just like the today
I love Michaelboonlitat

See, Im not AWESOME anymore.
KILL ME. ))):
Sigh.

Byeee stucked up life.
Im going to bore myself to death tmr. Bye.

Michael,i love you.


Which kind soul would accompany this poor little girl tomorrow?

I am WEIRD

theawesomedrummajorette = Shari = Jiner = the greatest girl (:

Lessons sucked today. Assembly sucked too. Chinese test sucked. I didn't feel like doing it. I think i'll fail. Right, my first chinese test that i will fail. =/ Please dont make me detest chinese. If not i'll have no "pro-ed" subject to look down on Daryl. ))):

After school was clearing/tidying of QM stuffs, wrapping of MY yoshi, sorting scores and finally...Learning a new snare drum rhythm. Haha. It was a SIMPLE rhythm from "welcome to the black parade" by MyChemicalRomance. Haha. YAY! :DDD The woman with no rhythm can play the snare drum. HO HO HO

KFC was lunch for Sweehan and Siewhwee. I didnt finish mine though! haha. As usual... :DDD
Saw Rebecca at BHG. Came home, did my homework, slept and TADA!!! Here i am.

And now, Im going to bed. Im freaking tired ))):
I miss my baby.
Michael you evil boy, I want my ice cream...):
If not i will not meet you for 500000000000days.
:PPP
BYEEEEEEEEEEE.
:D

SHari is going to be one big evil Drum major (:

I love you dear, i always do...
Y

BA BI BU BA BA

Geography,shit,POA,Chinese,recess,bandroom,maths,yawnings,social studies,test,LONGEST SHIT FOUND IN BOY'S TOILET,EngRish and maths supp class for 45min. :DDD

Im getting SERIOUS in practices now. (: Jiayou jiayou... Haha. I need to do more stretches and warm-ups. My knee was in pain after "hentak-ing" for one hr plus. Haha. HAPPY DRUM MAJOR. HAPPY MARCHING. HAPPY CRAMPS.

WITHOUT HER TODAY,PRACTICE WAS SUPER ULTRA PEACEFUL AND SMOOTH. (:
C.B.B :D

Yupp, Michael you silly boy. Haha, i love you.

BYE!

THEAWESOMEDRUMMAJORETTE :DDD
HAPPY SHA LA LA LA.
Y

Im scared

School was as usual today... The fucked up teachers would bullshit like how they do it everyday. Just that PE made me felt less fed up. But our dear Mr.kenny tried to torture me by asking me to run... Luckily Im smart enough to get out of that stupid run and got a 50% discount. And he claimed that Im unhealthy cos my dont-know-what % was under 100%. I think it was 80/90%. After arguing with him, i went to volleyball with Daryl and the few noobs like yongzhang,darren,sae and kelly? I think so. I got extreme bored after Daryl made me split. =/ So much for the " nice ball saving technique ". ): It hurt so much. I decided to take a rest so i wonder off to do some further stretches with Livia and Sae. Damn. Im more NOT flexible than a 1/2 guy. How could it be...My sit&reach was like 47cm last year. I guess that its my legs thats long... HAH. Yeah. While I was stretching, 2 violent assholes(weiloon,the breast.& Jupri),and a small sec one kiddo whom i think is Daryl's brother-in-law joined the game. And Mr.tallie(Daryl) asked me to join... Like before, I became setter for Daryl who's a GREAT spiker and THUNDERS everyball. He will SUAN me by calling me a NATIONAL SETTER. That was like way back to my primary sch life... -_- ok. So we played till recess, had a few good laughs and i went to buy food for angeline and kimberly. Ya, that was my PE.

Physics was all about making Mr.BANGBANG (mr.gan) angry. Haha. He indirectly suan-ed me infront of the whole class cos i was helping Ian with his chinese homework. I got fed up and told him that if he wants pinpoint me,just do so and need not suan me indirectly. And i go on agitating him with he stupid smoking habit. =/ Then the whole class went crazy and reenacted a scene that happened last year. it goes like this...

** Argue with him cos i din want to greet him and i gave an excuse saying im sick and my Mc says that i cant do VIGOROUS exercise.So i told him that i think standing up and greeting him will be very vigorous.Thats why i din want to do it. -_- **

" Chairman,flip to the page shari(disciplinary file) and write down open defiance. "
" teacher, how to spell defiance? "
the whole burst into laughter and it was ME who told my chairman how to spell it. LOSER!!!
hah.

Yea, that was what happened to our poor BANGBANG. And they talked about it today...So...
It was very childish lurhs. But too bad. (((: VASUKI's armpit smell was overpowered by my class today and she helplessly conducted the lesson.Telling us about Osama Bin dont-know what,
dont-know what then about the 911 incident where World Trade centre in Washington D.C collasped. Haha. I was comparing hands and finger with Louise and Benjamin till the end of the lesson. And Social Studies test is tmr (: HOORAY~

After school, i went to Bishan library and waited for time to past... I fell asleep inside the library with my Mp3 blasting so loudly and the woman asked me to lower the volumn of my Mp3. =/ then i when window shopping at j8 before going to khatib to wait for baby to finish remedial. And im so stupid to not think that he has something on. ): I went back to j8 after he said that we'll meet other days. )'; And, im so sorry baby. i lied to you that im at j8 but in fact i was at khatib all along. Sorry. ))): guess that i have to wait many days before i can meet him ): met up with that few irritating buddies of mine and went to Tpy. Home after that. I miss my baby. I'll get angry if i dont see him soon. >.< href="mailto:!@#$%">!@#$%

Yea, im back here. :DDD
Im a loser
I make teachers go siao.
I torture my friends.
I bit my cat.
I ate the fur balls that my cat coughed out ( just kidding)
I am a retard
I have no money
I spent $105 ytd on one blouse, one tee-shirt and a pair of NIKE trainers.
I want that white overall from Outfitter girls but my mum said that is too short
I want the shirt she said that is too expensive
I wanted more bras, she ignored me.
I WANT to buy more bras and boxers.
I am a stupid woman
BYE

Loves,
the woman who adores bras and boxers

I love michaelboonlitat

Sometimes, it suck to be SHARI CHONG.

Yes, really. And notice that i said "sometimes" ? Because most of the time being SHARI CHONG is just the best thing to do so. But if you meet circumstances like what i just met with ytd. IT SUCK TOTALLY... You get bloody fucked up when someone keeps complaining or whinning when he/SHE does practically nothing at all. And they keep telling everyone how ppl outcast or "bully" or stress them. Its like wtf. And guess what. Im DUMB enough to cry for THAT person.

SHIT. I HOPE THAT PERSON ROT AND DIE OF FAT-NESS. (:

Ok, there are sweet times too... Really sweet times.

(: Like thursday ( 17.january.2008 ), sillyboy starts school at 8.30am. He text me early in the morning at 6am. HE APPEARED OUTSIDE MY HOUSE AT 6.28am. I knew something was wrong when he text me so early when he told me to wake him up at 7.30am. That was like so predicted. :DDD I LOVE THAT WEIRD NONSENSICAL SILLY BABY OF MINE (: MICHAEL BOON LI TAT, YOU'RE LOVED! :DDD

Yea, so im going to blog lesser and lesser... :PPP

GYSB RECRUITED 40 confirmed members!!! (: WOOTS!VERY HAPPY. IT SHOWS THAT OUR EFFORT DID NOT GO DOWN THE DRAIN!!! YIPPEEE!!!

p/s : I can reach a very high note on a piccolo which my flutist cant. (: :DDDDDDDDD

I look BIG with a piccolo. See the photo if you dont believe! Im a saxophonist,drum major and a superwoman. (:

I LOVE MICHAEL BOON LI TAT!

HE'S A DEAR :DDD

HE'S A WEIRDO LIKE ME! (:

:DDD

i love him. love him. love him.

i love molesting him too :D

LOVES,

SHARI.

Y

Esplanade presents the GYSB models

Esplanade presents : The DMs
Spoiler And the precious
FADHIL! YOU SPOILER
Reflections of us!

Peace!
BMs And DMs united!
HEY YEA!!!
PRECIOUS!
Rebecca,fadhil & ME ME ME!

PRECIOUS US!!!
Happy us!!!
WEEE!!!
ROCK ON!!!

(: Those were the photos taken on friday when we went out to Esplanade for the tour and the concert by KASHIWA MUNICIPAL HIGH SCHOOL. I got it ytd night from SWEEHAN our dearest QM. :DDD

Yea, Sunday... ARHG! sunday... ))): I din talk to baby last night. He fell asleep whilst waiting for me. SORRY BABY. ): I miss him so much lurhs. SIGH! I hope that I can really meet him tmr. (: Haha. SURPRISE... :DDD I love him so much. hurhurhur.

Babybabybaby (((:

Alright, Im gonna go do my homework. YAY!!! PE tmr. (((: HOORAY! (:

Thats all for now. Will updte if anything else happen. But i doubt so...(((:

LOVES,

sharichongdingdong.I love Michaelboonlitat(: Y

Its raining now. And somehow I'm feeling down. I dont know why too. Its a Saturday, I have no reason to be upset or whatever. Baby is off for his practice early in the morning when Im still asleep. My darlingboy texted me in the morning and I went back to sleep.

Its already 12.january.2008. What had i done? Secondary one orientation is over. But CCA open house isnt. After the Secondary one stuffs gets over. Im going to be training very hard for my mace work. Its already 12th. SYF is so near. Can i cope? Can I bring my band proud honour and success as I've pledged? Im stressing out here. What if... What if I cant handle the stress and break down? What if I injure my knee yet again? Im freaking out again. I've decided. I wont care much about stressing out myself. I shouldn't. I'll take all stress and train hard to bring back a CERTIFICATE OF DISTINCTION. Yay, thats it. I can do it. Im gonna stand infront of my band and impress the judges.

I had a dream ytd night.It kinda scares me. Im so afraid that someday i might lose someone or something. ): Will i break down if it really happens. Im so scared of history repeating. Will what happened before happen again? And will I be left there crying and hurt after everything's over? Whats more. Put on that freaking fake smile and/laughter everyday and behave like a crazy girl? The more crazy im behaving, the more things are racing through my mind. I hope this is the right way to let people not get worried about me.

Michaelbaby, i love you. You know I do. This year will be a tough one. I hope you wont any difficulties on the way. Study hard dear.

i love you, i really do.
shariY

HEY HEY HEY HEY HEY! (:

Im back from that GREAT concert. :DDD KASHIWA MUNICIPAL HIGH SCHOOL SYMPHONIC
BAND,yuhua&riverValley. (: AND...


MR HOW! THANK YOU FOR TREATING US TO SUCH A WONDERFUL CONCERT!!! XIEXIE!

Ha! After school ytd, Angeline and I waiting for KahHo to come. To my greatest
horror, he brought the wrong shirt.HAH. But it was alright. So we went to Angeline's
house and KahHo tagged along. (: Time was tight so we fasten our action and left
that prettyboy to play by himself. HAHA. Ok, so we rushed off back to school and
thanks to the cabby...MY CASH GOT LOW!!! ): the cab fare was $8.90...=/ im left with
my very last $5.00 ))): IM officially broke (: And i still have to buy my bus
consession ticket which cost like $30.00. Haha. See how poor am i? ): SIGH! I NEED A
SPONSER!!! RAH! I seriously need one!!!

Haha. Im broke. Dont ask me to buy birthday
present le ok? I really got no money le. If have i will buy de. But now is seriously
dont have. HAHA. We rushed back to school and departed from school again at 3.

Esplanade library was our first destination. :D And i left my phone in the bus.haha :DDD
DAng. so malu. Yea, dinner at marina square and starbucks by rebecca (:

LOVE GYSB!

Baby went to the concert too. But we didn't see each other. He saw jiaxin and
benjamin though. Again, i looked like a boy ytd. With black jeans and Angeline's
Brother's shirt. (: Big...Very big. haha. I looked like one handsome boy. >.<>.<

MICHAEL BOON LI TAT I love you (:
YOU BETTER BE A GD BOY AND TAKE CARE!
IF NOT I'LL MOLEST YOU TILL YOU FEEL TRAUMATISED!!! WAHAAHAHAH.

BYE! I'll upload the photos if i get it soon!

p/s my birthday is coming...(((:
SHOES,CLOTHINGS,CASH,PHONE,ETC. ALL ACCEPTED

Loves,
SHARICHONGDINGDONG.
ilovemichael

Hey yea! It had been a long time since i blogged. Alright. Not very long. Haha.
Im busy with school work and everything...and i din have time to even go online.
Ha. (((:

I GOT MY SEXY BILLABONG BAG !!!

woots! Thanks to KahHo (: xiexie prettyboy... ahaha. He's such a gd friend. HA. :DDD

Ok. Next will be my shoes. When will i ever get it? I dont know...haha. :PPP

Right. My first written "love story" is below. I know its too small. Just copy and paste it to somewhere and enlarge it lurhs!!!

Ok, Im off to watch COFFEE PRINCE!

YAY, and I LOVE MY BABY! (((:

I miss him so much. >.<

BYE BLOG! (:

I love MBLT.

人生犹如一张纸，可以让你我画出多彩的图画。

眼泪般大小的雨点在漆黑的夜晚里飘逸着。一对对手拉着手的恋人们共用一把伞，在这条充满爱意的街上慢慢地走着。一张张信服的脸孔把黑暗的大街点亮了。这就是那些所谓爱情的力量吗？这就是情人节温馨感人的一面吗？

坐在咖啡座里，隔着玻璃望着外头幸福的画面，一边喝着香味十足的咖啡。。。 。。。 今年的情人节，我依然单身，依然坚强。像往常一样，过着孤单的情人节。

放眼一看，整条街都是出双入对的恋人。就当我把视线移会咖啡厅时，我发现了一位坐在角落的小姐。原来这咖啡厅里也有一个和我一样的人。没有另一半，也没有那些象征爱情的玫瑰。我叹了口气，不知是为那位小姐感到悲 伤，还是庆幸自己并不孤单。

她坐在离我不远的座位，也一样是喝着咖啡。她似乎和我一样嘛。不，她并不和我一样。她一会儿看看手表，一会儿检查自己的手机，脸上又不时地流露出失望与期望交叉的表情 。是在等人吗？是在等着一个能让她幸福的人？那，她真的和我不一样。至少我知道，我已经不再期待任何人在这情人节为我做些什么。而她却不同，她着急的神情对我透露了更多 ，也让我更肯定自己的猜测。她在等人，没错，她的确在等人。等的不是别人，而是一个值得等待的人。他究竟是谁？他会来吗？

晚上，九点四十六分。我已经在咖啡座待了两个小时。那位小姐也不例外，她也还在那等待。

不久，她的手机响了。说完话后，我看见她在微笑。好美。好漂亮。这么漂亮的小姐没理由独自一个人过情人节啊。她的美不是那种单纯的美，她身上的那种气质很特别。在搭配着她那张漂亮的脸蛋，我实在是想不出任何以能让她在情人节孤独的理由。

十点钟了。在过两小时，浪漫的情人节就要过了。。。 。。。

是什么人或是是那么值得等待？如果是以前，我早就在家里期待情人节早点过去，绝对不会到了这时候还在咖啡厅里。这是一家二十四小时营业的咖啡厅，爱留多久就多久。外头的雨越下越大，那小姐脸上的笑容渐渐消失。随着时间慢慢的过去，情人节也将会再多一个半小时后结束。

他会出现吗？就当我在思考时，那位小姐转过头。她对我微笑。我又再次的见识了她的美。虽然她看起来有些累，但那美丽的脸蛋好像一点都没有被疲倦的痕迹影响到。我只觉得，她的微笑使得她更美丽。

十一点，再过一个小时。。。 。。。 只剩下多一个小时。他会出现吗？

她起身了。是要走了吗？她不再继续等下去？只要在坚持多一个小时，可能她要等的人会出现。是想放弃了吧。毕竟她也苦等了四个多小时。我走向她。

“是在等人吗？”

“嗯。不过我想他应该是不回来了。所以我也该走了。” 她轻声地回答。

“ 什么？！等了那么久，现在才说不等了。那如果你在等的人在你走后出现了。那该怎么办？就这样放弃了吗？你甘心吗？” 我忍不住的大声对她说。

“。。。 。。。也对。好吧，我会在等下去，等到他出现为止。”她想了一会儿才回答我。

说完话不久，咖啡厅的门开了。进来的是个男生。一个从头到脚都湿透的男生。手上那束早已被大雨淋坏的玫瑰被他紧紧的保护着。他微微得喘着气，眼睛也不停得四处张望。是他吗？

那位小姐走到了男生的面前。“ 啪！” 那小姐的手落在男生的脸上。不仅是男生呆住了。我也被那又大声又清脆的声音吓着了。之后，眼泪就从那小姐的眼角流了出来。她抱住了那男生。一边流着泪，一边死命的抱着他。也完全没有顾及到那早已湿透的衣服。俩人什么都没说，只是安静的拥抱彼此。俩人分开后，男生把玫瑰交到那位小姐的手中。她开口了。

“我讨厌你，讨厌你总是让我担心。我也好讨厌自己，怎么每次都能那么轻易的原谅你。。。 。。。”

“。。。 。。。”

男生的唇吻上了小姐的唇，使得她把想说的话都吞回肚里去。

十一点四十六分。

两小时前，她在等待。两小时后，她依然还是在等待。但是，她不再孤单。反而，她幸福了。她现在不是在等待任何人的出现。她现在和她心爱的人等待着下一个情人节的来临。男声做到了，他赶到了。他在最后的关头赶到了。她的等待是值得的。这就是他们的爱情故事，一段只属于他们俩的恋情。

再多几分钟，情人节就要过了。他们俩向我走了过来。 那位小姐从花束里抽出一朵很漂亮的玫瑰花，交到我手中。

“谢谢，是你在我要放弃的时候让我坚持下去。这朵玫瑰送你，希望明年的今天，你不在孤单。情人节快乐。”

是我吗？我做了什么？那番鼓励的话？那番因为冲动而说出的话？真没想到，自己的冲动能使一段恋情更完整。

这就是爱吗？让对方担心，让对方等待，让对方没理由地原谅，让彼此有着最佳的默契。好温馨。看见他们俩幸福的样子，让我重新对爱情产生了一样的幢境。

我决定了，明年的情人节，我不要再孤单。我也好像拥有一段子属于我自己的恋情。

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Hello blog... (:

Im not using the computer as frequently as before already. Its really time to study hard, for the past 2 days. I really felt that i should stop playing a fool and devote my time to band and studies. So...STUDY STUDY STUDY!!! (: Im catching up for the chapters that i missed out last year.

And...and...and...WE FINALLY CHANGED MATH TEACHER!!! Hooray... BYE LINGSHIT! *blinkblink* :DDD NO MORE LINGSHIT! HELLO MS CHEW TL (: I dont know how long will i stay so enthu towards math. HAHA. I did my maths homework ytd night. (: GREAT SENSE OF ACHIEVEMENT! ooo yay, i love standard deviation(: I didn't fall asleep during lessons ytd. (: My passion for BIO and CHEM had came alive again (: SHALL STUDY HARD~
Jiayou jiayou jiayou!

Haha, (: And no... i didnt meet baby ytd ): He's having band practice ytd. ))): But i did meet him on thursday(: i miss him so much. >.< Im so afraid that he tire himself out. But he's such a dear, though he's tired but he still came to look for me on thursday night. (((: How i wish i can spend more time with him. We are both busy due to our band stuff and everything. >.< IloveMBLT :P

(: Ytd was yay,boo,aww,yawns. Haha. After school was chiong-ing of maths homework while Angeline and wenjing ate noodles. :DDD Went to popular to get some stuff and off we went to BISHAN LIBRARY (: We stayed there for 3hours. It was freaking cold. >.< And we finally got something done. (((: Those bugger in the library are damn irritating. The boys will keep walking past the place where you sit... -_-lll lame shit. DANG... :DDD

After we left the library, we went to KFC and filled our super empty stomach. haha. I din finish my food though. Haha. (((: WE WENT WINDOW SHOPPING AGAIN! Haha. I realised something...whenever i go around shopping, the stuff i set my eyes on are always so so so expensive ): Sigh.

I saw the billabong bagpack and wanted to buy it with Angeline... I set my eyes on the white one while angeline likes the black one. (: the red one isnt very appealing to me though. Haha! We were so happy when we see a bag we both like.But the bag cost a good $70 EACH! WHY ARE THINGS SO EXPENSIVE NOWADAYS!!! ))): Sigh. And the NewBalance shoes i saw? $79.90. WTF ))): Haha, its just shoes and bags. SIGH! I NEED MONEY!!!MONEYMONEY! :DDD haha. i going crazy already! I must stop shopping... >.<
The only time i can really shop is when i go shop for NewYear clothings. (((:

Right, im getting siao already. I need to go shopping, i need money, i need time!!! haha. I really wanna go and enjoy live for the last time this while... >.<

THE IDEAL PERFECT DAY :
- A VERY GOOD MEAL
- SHOPPING!!! *(buying plenty lots of what i want)
- MOVIE
- SHOPPING AGAIN!!!
- HIGH TEA!
- NICE MUSICAL CONCERT/A VOLLEYBALL MATCH
- DINNER AT A POSH RESTAURANT
- SITTING AT A PATCH OF SOFT GRASS LOOKING AT THE SKY
- HAHA, GO HOME AND LIE DOWN IN MY HONEY'S ARMS. (((:

AWW.

AHHAA. OK, TIME TO EAT MEDICINE HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
BYEBYE.
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I LOVE MICHAELBOONLITAT. (((:
LOVESLOVESLOVES (((: MUACKS!
I GOT A NAUGHTY BABY BOY.

1st day of sch and

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I hadnt been using the comp for a couple of days. Missing the keyboard so much!
-_- I miss my baby even more. :P My kind grandfather bought me stationaries that cost $22. =/ im such a bad grand-daughter. I make them spend so much money... -_-lll

Alright, first day of school. Nothing much, everything as usual... The usual go-to-class basis...Principal addressing us thing...Uniform issue...Admin stuff...
The stupid irritating teachers bugging us for homework...I just realised that i have yet to hand in the 9 freaking chinese compo. Thinking about it. Im going to die under the stress of COMPOSITIONS. =/

Yay, after school was great. I finally brought my skirt for alterations and im getting it back tmr! (: haha. After school was shopping with Angeline (: We went to J8 and shopped around. Not forgetting to look out for some band stuff. Then we went to PlazaSing. WOW. Plaza Sing has DAISO! (((: Very cool now. hurhurhur. Super happy to shop there. Oh YA! I bought a little something for baby at J8 just now. SO CUTE!
haha! :DDD Yea!!! haha. (: Went back to J8 cos Angeline wants to give her LOVED ONE his xmas present...

I SAW SO MANY THINGS TO MY LIKING TODAY WHILST SHOPPING!!! ): BUT AS USUAL, I GOT NOT ENOUGH MONEY~ >.< SAME OLD PROBLEM... WHEN WILL I BE RICH? AND CAN BUY ALL THE THING I WANT. NEVER I THINK. HAHAHA. SOMEONE GIVE ME A CREDIT CARD WILL YOU? HAHA. WEEE...

OOOO. AND THAT COLOURED CONTACT LENSE FASCINATED ME TOO! ): SIGH. I HAVEN EVEN SETTLE ON MY NORMAL LENSES...IM DYING. ANYBODY WANT TO SPONSER ME WITH UNLIMITED CONTACT LENSES? (: THANKS! HAHA. WILL DISCLOSE ME DEGREE WHEN I GET HOLD OF IT.

FOR NOW, BYE!

I MISS MY BABYBOY.
AND HOORAY! IM SEEING HIM ON FRIDAY (HOPEFULLY)
(: I MISS HIM SO MUCH! HAHAHAHA
DANG. MICHAELBOONLITAT. I LOVE YOU! (:
SEE YOU BABYDEAR.