Wednesday, April 30, 2008

I cant help but write another post, cos I've been keeping too many things inside me. And I'd like to type it out in chinese cos I think I can express myself better with chinese words. Sorry to those who cant read chinese.

我不知道你们有没有过这样的经历 : 一个你很关心,在乎的一个好朋友,对你说 ;


“没有人关心我,你也比较关心你得谁谁谁。”


听到这句话的时候,我心里是超难过的。如果你要这么说,


那你是在暗示我说我不是人吗?


你这样说,不只让我很生气,也让我感到超伤心的。一直以来那么关心你,担心你,


换来的只是一句,没有人在乎我。


这样说对我公平吗?我不是说你对我不好,其实,你对我是很好很好的。


但是你要知道,这个世界上也有很多关心你,爱护你的人。


看到你这样自暴自弃,所有关心你的


人都会很失望。现在,我只要你知道,你的脾气需要收敛一点点。


不要这么容易就被激怒了,这样对谁都没有好处。


我也当然会记得你对我说的一切。也许是我的问题,这一切都是因我而起,


如果我会照顾好自己,并且也不要那么多管闲事,那事情就不会变成这样了吧。


或许,我不应该那么耀眼,我应该做个平凡又不显眼的家伙。

Yes. Im damn upset now. ))):
Super upset. )':
I feel like crying out loud, but there is no shoulder here for me to lead on. I felt like as if I did something wrong.
BYE. ily.
Hello, Im back from a tiring day.

Geography and Maths P1. Both paper were relatively easy, compared to past years'.There were more sec4 work in both the papers and I somehow manage to answer most of them. Although I think I will still fail maths but I think I wont get single digit this time.

So, after the papers, I went off with Khujian,Zethow,ZuoYang and WeiLoon. Went to the basketball court infront of Blk 54. The sky was already getting dark as we approach the court and yes, it did rain. But we decided to ignore the rain as we cannot hold our temptation because Wangkang,WeiLoon and co. were playing till we start drooling. So, the rain didnt actually stop us until it got really really heavy till we cannot tahan. ALL WET!

We strolled to the hawker at Lor4 and ate Ice Kachang there despite the rainy weather and our wet body. WenJing left because she had to go off for tuition and there, one person less ): The other guys went to play again leaving me,kimberly,weiloon and Rick behind. Joined them soon after that and we started playing again.

Lady luck was indeed smiling at me today. The oh-so-impossible thing happened to me, I shot quite a few balls and am very happy. But the really nice shots ended up to be a fault because I didnt run out and in again. Crap. And my feet got stepped millions of time today, till now, it hurts. And WeiLoon that violent crappy ass went crazy and aim the ball at me, who happens to be his teammate. Of cos I had to block the ball and now, I injured my right wrist again. :3
Went on and continued to play and play. It was damn fun today. (: Im starting to like/love basketball and am very happy to play with my schoolmates :D And I can shed some weight off by monkeying around for so many hours. HAHA.

Not long after we enjoyed our "basketballclique" time, Khujian,ZuoYang and WeiLoon went to watch Iron Man. Yongzhang joined us and more fun-ness. :D But soon, MORE and MORE people came. HUANN came with his honey and her honey's brother. Then comes the irritating girls and outside ppl. Ben and xiaodi came too...

Anyways, sorry guys for walking away without saying bye. I wasnt feeling well and am feeling

very upset. 大球就好嘛,为什么要弄到要打人。Walao, sandwich between them, 手心是肉,手

背也是肉。Dont know what to say to them so I just went off cos both side didnt bother to listen to me. F**ked up. Each one play each one de la. -___- sigh. I hope nothing happens and they will live happily ever after. When the stubborn meets the stubborn meets me. :0 Not forgetting all the other strangers who came in to play and I had to withdraw myself outta the game because they were seriously too scary!!!

Im feeling very sick and tired now. Damn weak now ))): And Im hungry but I got no appetite to eat. The only thing I ate today was IceKachang and drank a few bottles of lemon tea. I need to start drinking plain water instead of sugared drink. If not I'll get very unhealthy.

My wrist hurts, my back hurts, my knee hurts even more. Luckily there is no school tmr. ):
If not I think I'll die. I think I should ball more often. It kind of make me just concentrate on something and not stone and let my mind wander.

Sigh, time to really really really wake up and stop dreaming or hoping. Face the music, the world aint changing because you are upset, people wont bother if you're upset. But, i just need someone to talk to. It seems like there is no one that can really really understand me. Maybe its the way I carry myself. I guess that I'd just withdraw myself from all other stuff. Concentrating on toning my body and ace-ing my exams.

I seriously have NO idea what Im doing now. zero. I just want to study hard and be just a ordinary girl that you can find in the middle of Bishan. And not the girl who is like sunshine, spreading warmth to everyone, laughter and sometimes let them have a good laugh over my stupid actions. Its difficult being a strong sunshine girl. I guess Im just not up to it. I'll retreat and be a girl where nobody would even want to bother.

Bye,
im off.
ShariChong.

*but I promise, sunshine will be back once she's well again.For now, there are clouds blocking the sun and sunshine just cant penetrate through.*

Tuesday, April 29, 2008

After studying for a couple of hours, I couldn't get anything into my head. I'll maybe go to bed, sleep till twelve wake up, and study again. :D BYE.
Both chinese paper today :3
I twisted my wrist whilst doing paper2. Luckily it wasnt serious. Phew. Went for lunch with Kenneth,Daryl,Grayson,Benjamin,WeiLoon,Huann,Mick,
Jupjup,Zhipeng and Yulyta at FoodJunction. Stayed there for quite awhile, Huann,WeiLoon,Ben&co. went home after that.
Bus ride-d home with KennethKong. Thats what I did for today.

): Im really going crazy and stuff. Its damn upsetting for me. Everyday, everyday I think of you, I miss you and hope that I would receive a text from you. But it seemed so impossible because you didnt even reply the text I sent to you. Looking back at my previous posts and savouring every moment we spent together. I was damn upset arhs. ))): Heal my heart, make it a better place.

Why cant I get this kind of stuff off my brain. Stupid. WAKE UP WAKE UP! SHARICHONG WAKE UP! ))): Com'on, shari, walk out of this circle of darkness and be the sunshine girl that will warm everyone's heart okay? (:

Wait for the little sunshine call SHARI.
she'll be back soon. I hope.

BYE.
SHARICHONG, ily.

I no longer have the confidence to commit myself into any relationship.

Monday, April 28, 2008

* Give me your links please. I've lost some. ): sorry, My bad. *
Finally, MYE started.
Kudos to all paper today. I know how to do 85% of all 3 papers. Needless to say, Listening compre was f-ing easy. Its like, you dont have to listen to the passage to know that answer.Its like so obvious. I studied only TWO chapters for social studies, guess what? Both the questions I attempt was what I studied. THANK GOD FOR THAT SPOT ON QUESTION. English P1, Q1 : What is Singaporeans' favourite pastime, explain why it is so favourable. :D *eye emitted light*
What came to my mind first was LOTTERY!!! :D I think this is a smart ass answer. But I doubt I can score higher than 20. ))): SHIT.

After the last paper for the day, went to hang out with ZuoYang and company. Actually I wanted to catch a movie, Angeline initially agree but as usual, the plan backfired. :0 Yea, went to FoodJuntion with Zuoyang,KhuJian,Ben,ZetHow and co. Crapped and walk all the way to KhuJian's house where I decided to go to some other places :P haha. They got caught by the DM and was punished to do CWO. -_- Reason? Didnt tuck in shirt. CRAP. HAHA. :D

Mother Tongue paper tomorrow.
P1,P2. Gotta score an A.
And the exam hall is freaking warm and very very humid!!!
): I was perspiring throughout the who exams period -__-

Right. No more complains.
Let me study hard and get it done over with exams,
they are getting on my nerves. Dammit.

BYE! (:
SHARICHONG,
ily

Sunday, April 27, 2008

Tired of this stupid life.

26.APRIL.2008
One of the best-iest day.
Granddad,grandma,Mom,Dad,littlebully, Emilia and I went to AhYat abalone restaurant for brunch. (:
They ordered the $48+++ set lunch. :3 YUMMY!!!
- Appetizer
- sharks fin
- Abalone
- Noodle
- Fish
- Melon thing
- Dessert
It was simply wonderful :DDD
And a complimentary plate of fruits :D

:3
Meet-up was a blast with those few lovables again.
Geraldine, Alex, Joshua, Mos, Springsfield & me (: I lied to that stupid godbrother of mine that Im not going because he woke me up from my beauty sleep. Ass. Then he lied back to me saying that something cropped up at home and he could make it. ASS! But...I really miss them arhs!!! Those times in NCO camp. :l I really miss those days like nobody's business. ): sigh...

Okay, back to that awesome meet-up. So we met and walked around aimlessly...Finally settling down at superDog. (: Springsfield,Joshua and mos said that they wanted to go to the washroom but they came back with a birthday cake. How sweet :3 Played around and everybody left cos Geraldine went for lessons, joshua gotta go home, so does springsfield but I dont know where Mos went. HAHA. Alex shopped with me to find cookbooks for my grandma's present. :D Home-d after that. Stayed at my beloved grandma's house (tpy) and had a very gd night rest. :D

My paternal grandma and maternal grandpa's birthday falls on the same day.
TODAY (((: I spent my morning with my maternal grandpa and grandma. Mom,dad and little bully went to KL. I went for tuition after lunch with them and after tuition met Emilia, to get present. Went to Novena then Liang court after that Clarke Quay (: Tired. And we went to a chinese restaurent at SAFRA(tpy) for dinner. (: Again, shark's fin and all good stuff. But its wasnt as good as Ahyat abalone. Their service and food there kindda suck :l Cant be compared to Crystal Jade,Ahyat or laobeijing. :P But the branch at Chinatown is nice. Mouth's restaurant.

Exams are starting. :l Ass. HAHA. Well. study only. (:
Hey, good luck for your exams yea? Although you didnt reply my text but yea, jiayou (:
Guess alex was right, a clean break is what you want. Oh well.
TIME TO MOVE ON GIRL! STUDY HARD (:
A better guy will come along *self-console*

WAY TO GO SHARICHONG...
GOTTA CHIONG MY STUDIES NOW!
BYE!!!
SHARICHONG.
ily.

MUACKS.

Saturday, April 26, 2008

300th post

Here, my 300th post. :D

Best improved, SHARI - 23/25. :DDD
Yay. I love maths.
Stupid Ms.Ngiam, ass-ing short fuck.
9/20 for biology. One freaking mark also dont want give.
Answer correct WHAT!!! >: BITCH.
I should have studied for my chemistry test ): 1/2 more mark to pass.
Chinese, needless to say, pass.
POA, uncertain. But im going crazy over it :l
Physics, doing revisions now... Clearing my homework.
Geog? Passed my test, as well as social studies.
yea.

After class, went down to the canteen, played with Kings's DS lite. :DDD IM A RANK A FASHION DESIGNER! Borrowed Eunice's PE shirt and off I went to the BBcourt :3 But Eunice is damn small size and that shirt looked so obscence on me -__- nobody noticed that I guess HAH HAH HAH. So, we split and play. It was a super uneven distribution of group members lurhs.

SHARI : benjamin,khujian,haiqal(backed out), yy, wL.
Grayson : wangkang,Daryl and one lowersec guy
rest belongs to kim and wenjing.

Grayson's team dominated the whole game. ):
I felt damn useless lurhs! WeiLoon came in and I got stepped on my feet and got "hugged" by him. After that, I dont know who I touched, my whole palm stank. ))): haha. Ball got confiscated, off I went back home.

Slept till now and Im watch a horror movie called COMA. DUMB KOREA HORROW SERIES.
Im so energetic now. :l
Jacky you tall ass. HAHA.

OKAY! IM GOING TO WATCH AND SLEEP.
BYE
I LOVE YOU!

And Kimberly, there's always me here for you. (: ily honey.

Thursday, April 24, 2008

study.

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

:D
Mutations, variation, fun-ness, reflection, CME-ed, eat, sleep, laugh, enjoy, studied.

There's this cute ass who came to our school, from SAF vocal dont-know-what thing. They sang and stuff, he sang like a gay but hey, he's cute. HAHA! Samuel I think. Not Samuel GOH, definitely NOT. Haha. Studied with kennethkong after school and went home.

LIFE'S SO BORING.

Was msn-ing with xinheng and Francis just now. So funny. Xinheng was asking me how motherly will I be and how many children would I like to have next time and who will be my ideal husband.

My Ideal husband :
- Rich ass.
- Above 1.7m
- Acceptable looks
- Stamina
- Responsible
- Funny.

This is all I can think now.

I would love to have a football team. :D But I think my cervix will tear and my vagina will probably be as big as one baby's head.(just joking). 3 or 4 would be fine I think, twins preferbly.haha. I would really love to pamper my little assy devils and love them like how I love a hamster. Give them shelter, education, $$$ and everything and anything they need. Yes, Need. Maybe I'll satisfy their wants too. If Im happy with them. I bu shuang then dont give. HAHA! :D

I'll try as hard to satisfy my husband in his every needs and be a hot&sexy housewife. I want to be presentable so that my husband WOULD bring me out for parties and outings. Let others get jealous till they DIE. HAHA.

Yea. Thats like so not possible for me!!! Yea. I LOVE FAMILIES! :D

BYE.
SHARICHONG

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

Mr.Goh isnt in school today. He went for a dont know what workshop but nevertheless, he is still Mr.Goh, he still gave us the test. Smart ass. HAH. Slept throughout many lessons today... I did my tuition homework with Mrs.Foo. She's super kind and nice lurhs!!! (': She taught me how to do my work and everything in her own free time. If she was my maths teacher during sec1, I would probably ace my maths. PROBABLY, yes.

Kennethkong is a lovable ass. :DDD I LOVE HIM. He's the sweetest guy in class and he's very caring. (((: He accompanied me too with MrsFoo and he did his work, we went to chemistry class together. :D After class, K.Kong, grayson and Daryl and myself walked together towards J8. Daryl went to join "michaelJordan" for dinner and K.kong, me and Mr.Irritating ass walked to J8.Bought XAVIERCHONG's present, cake and my dad picked me up to go home.

[[[:

I love you.

BYE,
SHARICHONG

Monday, April 21, 2008

SUP! :DDD

MEET UP WITH THOSE FEW IDIOTS WERE AWESOME!!! :DDD
Haha, Okay, they are NOT idiots. But they are my loved ones!!!!!!!!
Alex,JoanMarie,Yirenkorkor. YAY! They rocked half of my day, and Yirenkorkor bullied me YET AGAIN. Kudos to Alex who got bitten by me. HAHA. Watch out arh you, I bite!!! And the blue black on your arm tells you too! :D Who ask you to bully me in the train... :l CUCKOOCUCKOO. HAHA. I went off earlier leaving Yirenkorkor in the care of two GENTLE ladies. AHAH, yes. Back home early. I still haven think of the perfect present for XAVIER CHONG. DAMN. Boxers? stationaries? NO $$$ ready ))):

HAHA. Okay off to rest now. R.I.P
Woots.
I texted you but you didnt reply, what does that show? you dont care?

LOVES,
SHARICHONG JINER

Sunday, April 20, 2008


Some photos I dugged out. Hadnt been taking photos for quite a long time. BUT FEAR NOT! IMMA MEETING ALEX TMR! :DDD Photos!!!

Haha. STUDY STUDY STUDY ONLY. (:

GOTTA GO TO BED NOW. (:

BYEEEEEEEEEE.

ily,
SHARICHONG

Saturday, April 19, 2008

Yesterday was quite a blast. Quite.
Test all the way... ): I studied so hard but my mind end up blank when I see the test paper. :l
And I officially broke down after POA supplementary class. Damn stressed ))):
Sigh... Basketball-ed with many many of them. Kimberly, Wenjing, WeiLoon, KhuJian, Yongzhang, Wangkang, yok, grayson, Yuchen, QuinFei, Aloy and all. Too many to name all, really there were 20 of us. As usual, me, the shortie, will get push and banged around. Aloysious came crashing down my back, Yuchen step on my leg, Junwen banged me and I went flying. HAHA.Fun-ness, Weiloon played violently as usual and he was dripping wet. *smellysmelly*
Scratches here and there, bled a little. But it was damn fun I must say. HAHA!

Im named after a pokemon : Oddish. -__- adorable right. HAHA.

Okay. gotta go out now. (((:
BYE!
Im so looking forward to meet my honey(s).
I LOVE YOU GUYS.
MUACKS.
SHARICHONG [[[:

baby, you're still not talking to me.

Thursday, April 17, 2008

Life is indeed very very boring. ):
Surprisingly, I studied all the way in class today. Maths was not like how it was last year, I did my work, listened attentively and love the class. English was only about presentation, nothing else, I passed my vocab test. I endured 3periods of POA and did all questions given. Did my chemistry test and finally fell asleep. (: Did my physics work for the first time ever. Mr.Gan was shock when I sat down beside him, asked him questions and do the work he gave. (: I think I will own our vector test (: YAY YAY YAY!!! :D

Studied with Ian and ShiQuan in the canteen. And hey, its quite effective. We learn from each other's mistake and solve questions together. But I went off ealier because my dad came and we fetch Angeline home. I just love that darling girl of mine. :3

Here am I, home-d. Mentally tired. Breaking down soon. I miss you. ))):
Are you serious about liking me... ): Its so confusing. :l
Okay, Im going to rest soon. (:
BYE,
SHARICHONG,
ily.

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

- WeiLoon,Benben and me ----> Library.
- Praised by Weineh :D
- Met yirenkorkor for lunch, soon joined by benben&Weineh.
- Yirenkorkor& benben turned out to be long lost friends. :DDD
- Met clarisse with yirenkorkor to collect tickets for his band.
- Yirenkorkor's junior are gays. >.<
- No cute guys around.
- Yirenkorkor sent me home for the first time:D
- I LOVE MY DEAREST GOD-BROTHER.
:DDD

Okay, off to bed.
BYE,
SHARICHONG, ily.

Its 6month worth waiting?
Or am I too naive?
Maybe he doesnt even like me.

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

I survived the Geography test,
Did not fall asleep in POA class,
Ace-ing my chinese again,
Passed my Trigo test,
Vasuki came to school today. :l
Went straight to band room after school today, although band practice stood down but its still open to ALL BAND MEMBERS on tuesdays and thursday to study and get help. Went there to watch our SYF video, emo-ed myself in the piano corner in Mr.Gan's homeroom. ): luckily, I didnt tear. Freaking upset ))):

Whenever it rains, I'll get emotional. I dont know why :l After solving a super difficult trigo ques, we locked up the band room and went home. Mr.How sent me&angeline to the sheltered block and off we went home. I hate crowded places, especially crowded buses. They are always so smelly and everyone will squeeze you like nobody's business. ): Not to forget that the stupid banglahs are always so noisy and they would stink. Some wont even button their buttons and show off their dense thicket of chest hair. Disgusting shit. I dont know why lurhs. But our "foreign talents" are always so freaky. I suspect that they dont even bathe, eeewwww.

I was feeling so giddy in the bus when I was talking to KengKeat. ): Coughing like a crazy woman didnt help to make me feel better. Im still coughing and my nose is block. Hurray, Im sick again (: I hope that I dont have to go to school and I can stay at home for the whole day to sleep like a pig.

Chinese compo test tomorrow. B O R I N G.

I need money, I seriously need some. Im broke. I have no money left. ))):
I've got no time to go to work but would anyone hire me even if I have time?
-_- Who wants a short ass to work for them. HAH!

OKAY ALEX, I ADMIT THAT I AM SMALL! HAPPY?
SO MUCH FOR SAYING TILL I ADMIT IT.
HAHA. YOU TALL ASS. :D:D:D

I got this fetish for sports/uniform guys. DAMN, im abnormal.
I love boys in smart, cool uniform.
I love them when their in FBT shorts and half naked too.
Tall ones especially. :D

okay, im off.
Gotta go crazy again.
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE,
ily,
SHARI

Monday, April 14, 2008

2 free periods in the morning. Borrowed a book from the library, How to hold a crocodile. There's hundred and one HOW TOs in the book. Im going to learn the Hand Sign and the Morse Code.
. ._.. .._ = ily

A = ._
B = _...
C = _._.
D = _..
E = .
F = .._.
G = _ _ .
H = ....
I = ..
J = ._ _ _
K = _._
L = ._..
M = _ _
N = _.
O = _ _ _
P = ._ _.
Q = _ _._
R = ._.
S = ...
T = _
U = .._
V = ..._
W = ._ _
X = _.._
Y = _._ _
Z = _ _..

6months.
Can I wait for 6months? :l

I dont know what to say.
But Im really very mentally tired.
Im lost. Really lost.
Beccajiejie dont want me,
He dont want me.
Everybody doesnt want me ):
I feel damn lonely.
Im like an unwanted child.
All I can do it cry.

Sunday, April 13, 2008

you are my sunshine,
My only sunshine.
ily

I text you but you didnt reply.
I think I understood already.
I had already stepped onto the point of no return.
Prove me wrong baby.
Guangyang secondary school band : Certificate of Merit.
Marched out, salute, took the cert.
Its over. I marched back to where my band was, I broke down when Rebecca came hugging.
Best DM award went to Joshua. That slacker in NCO came who goes around disturbing people.
I didnt recognise him immediately. It took me quite awhile to do so. HAHA. Congrats!!!
As you guys know, DEYI and TK own the outdoor display yet again.

I sat down in my room, staring into darkness. I didnt sleep, I couldnt. All I did was stone. Till this morning. And im freaking tired now. Speechless. Im sure GYSB will shine again in outdoors in the next coming 2years time. They will.
GYSB, I love you. Thank you for all the effort put in and the time we spent together. You're drummajor still love you guys. Study hard and jiayou alright? WE ARE ONE BAND.

Thanks for those who came and support. And those encouragements from my honeys,dearest,brothers, alumi, teachers, REBECCA, and others. Thank you all. You're all my love ones. Beccajieje, I love you. Thank you.

OPss got silver, after their many years of not participating. I think.
Their drumline was awesome. That guy, (last row, 3rd from the left)*from my view, was the best in my eyes. Yes you. you cute ass with a red sash playing the snare. I'll never forget you.
ily.

Now, everything's over.
I'll have more time and everything.
Study. Mid-year's coming.
I think I'll catch some sleep before my tuition starts.
Bye.
LOVES,
SHARICHONG

Im still missing you.
fond memories of both of us.
you're my awesome.
I miss you calling me your love one.
iloveyou.

Thursday, April 10, 2008

2 more days.

Wednesday, April 09, 2008

(: To that idiotified son/daughter of a BITCH/BASTARD(58.185.36.238 ),

I dont care what you know about "the two" who broke up or how you know about it. But to me, you fuckingly dont know anything. You DID NOT even identify your fucking name, how on earth would I know who are you or what did I said to you. Why would I even bother to go and listen to how you defend yourself? You fucked up moron. You, come to my blog like one big dumb fuck and tag using a stupid *****. WHAT THE FUCK YOU WANT? YOU IDIOT.

YOU WANT TO SAY ANYTHING, USE YOUR FUCKING NAME YOU DUMBMORON.
FACE THE FACT THAT YOU ARE JUST ONE BLOODY IDIOT WHO SITS BEHIND THE COMP AND TAG ME LIKE THAT. GO AND REFLECT ON YOURSELF YOU FUCKED UP ASSHOLE. IF YOU WANT TO FIND TROUBLE, PUT DOWN YOUR NAME, NUMBER AND EVERYTHING. I WILL SETTLE IT WITH YOU SHOULD YOU HAVE ANY PROBLEM WITH ME. idiot.

(: And thank you, you've just motivated me to be more hardworking and shine my band.
Thanks bitch/bastard. There's nothing wrong in participating in an assessment you fucker.
Go fuck your whoever or anything. FUCK YOU.

yours SINCERELY,
SHARICHONG.

You better own up before I curse your whole family, trust me I AM capable of doing that. Dumb fuck. I hope that you get ram by a lorry tomorrow.

Tuesday, April 08, 2008

]: Im freaking tired and unwell.
The weather did not help. It didnt.
I passed my vectors test. 15/25
The highest was 19/25, I thought that I would score better but because of some careless mistake I didnt. POA test, gone case!!! ): Even Daryl didnt know how to do it. *cries*

Chinese test : 30/40(:
I still dont know my 统一测验's result. >.<
Every lesson there's test.
Luckily that we got our health check up just when we are having socialstudies. (:
The same old backbone problem thing. 1 or 2 more degree positive, I'll be send for check ups @ hospitals. Awww man.

I really really detest those bastards like D***D L*W C***N Y**G.
Basket, I really must help her 出气 lorhs. If not I die also cannot close eyes. ))):

Chemistry practical was extremely dangerous today!
All the heating and mixing, boiling and everything...
When I was heating one of the solution, I was dazing and didnt notice that the solution was oozing out. Finally it splattered out and my hand got scalded. ): Its still red now and it hurts. Time to apply some burnt oilment. ]: **PAIN**

Tomorrow, GYSB will be heading down to the National stadium for a run through.
Pray hard that their Drummajor WILL NOT destroy the whole thing. ))):
SYF's just round the corner. 4days. ))): Shari, you can do it.

I WILL!!!
BYE,
SHARICHONG,LOVE YOU!

Monday, April 07, 2008

What a time to get sick. ):
I dont know how on earth did I caught this cold.
Im feeling horrible.
Sore throat and a freaking blocked nose.
This morning when I spit out my phlegm, it was reddish brown.
I hope that it wasnt blood. Because it tasted like it though. ):
I cant breathe properly, my head's spinning, eyes closing and tearing.
I think I looked like Im a dying person. ))):
Ewww. ):

My ezlink card got "detained" in General office.
The dumbass OM went for a meeting and didnt conduct the detention session.
I wasted a freaking good 45-60min waiting.
Damn it. I was just late. I didnt commit anything serious offences.
Fuck the school's idiotic system of confiscating Ezlink cards.

]': My heart still skip a beat when I think of you, I'll still blush when I think of how you used to disturb me. Nobody had ever tease me like how you did. What I could do only is to stare at all the stuff that reminds me of you. The places we went, the bus rides, the jokes and all silence moments we shared, the photos we took. ]: Is there any problem that surfaced? That made you sounded so lost in your personal message. Follow your heart my dear. Only you yourself know what to do and how to do it. Im sorry that I won't be able to be your someone that can tell you how. I hope I am. But...): I dont think I will be/can be eh? Im waiting for you to talk to me.
ily.

Alright,
gotta get some rest.
BYE,
mblt. loved.

LOVES,
SHARICHONG

Sunday, April 06, 2008

Still feeling very sick. ]:
Dont feel like going to school tomorrow... :l
My knee hurts. Head's spinning. Oh well. Shari's sick.
But Im still going to school tomorrow. No MC for me. Damn it.
STUDY! Should I forgo PE tomorrow? ):
Confused, tired, sick, unwell.

Off for dinner.
Bye.
Shari loves you.

WORLD PEACE. ROCK ON threesomeRFS(Rebecca,Fadhil,Shari)
Dang. I've been feeling very very very unwell this few days. ):
I feel like there's a ball of fire burning in my throat and FIVE big balls of cotton stucked in my nose. I couldn't sleep at night at all.. :l panda shari. HAH HAH HAH HAH HAH.

Freaking tired. ):
Maths,
Biology,
training.

One more week. Just ONE MORE WEEK.
SHARI CHONG, Endure. ENDURE.
Yes, I can.

Sick shit.

BYE,
SHARICHONG.

Saturday, April 05, 2008

Practice was awFUL today. Not awesome at all.
Darn it. Im a loser. I felt that my thumb nearly dislocate from my whole hand. :l
Shit. I tell myself, SHARICHONG,you can do it. Overcome your fear, please.

YAY! I collected Kengkeat's present. :D
HAH, Im part of this present to, as he requested. Ha Ha hahaha.
Enough of nonsense. Bye, off to do my work. I love math and biology now. :D
Training afterwards. Wish me luck.

LOVES,
SHARICHONG.
ily

Friday, April 04, 2008

[: Crap. Rehearsal was AWESOME today :D
GYSB, I love you! You guys are the most awesome bandsmen I've ever seen!

Right, Physics was as usual, Social studies was about blackjack and magic :D
BIOLOGY! (: A SUPER GREAT SENSE OF ACHIEVEMENT. I can answer all question that Ms.Ngiam asked. Err, almost all lurhs... :D
I think I will pass my trigonometry test. I got the whole of Q1,2 correct.That secures 13marks. And thats the passing mark for my test, over 25. HAHA.HAHAHAHHAHAH! :D

Head straight to band right after school and had rehearsal with all uniform groups.
I really think that today's rehearsal was MUCH MORE better than ytd's.
[[[: One BIG blueblack/scratched wound on my knee.
I THINK I COMPLETELY RUIN MY SEXY LEGS. :l

AND,SOME PEOPLE LIKE "HER" DESERVE TO BE SMACKED AND DIE.
DAMN IT.
]:

Alright, time to dig my head into my bio notes. Gotta reach school @ 7am tomorrow's full dress rehearsal. IMMA GOING TO GIVE MY FULL SHOT! :D Here I come.
GO SHARI, GO SHARI, GO SHARI!!! :D

Loves,
Bye,
SHARICHONG,THEAWESOMEDRUMMAJORETTE!

Thursday, April 03, 2008

Chinese oral :

miss leong : 你会自残吗?
me : 不会,我没有那么无聊,因为我怕痛。
miss leong&me : *laughs*
I LOVE My Band Lovables Terribly lots.
Yea... MBLT. Haha. Im going crazy, crazy over you. :l Where is the usual old SHARICHONG?
Err...somewhere lurhs.
But you're still in my heart boy. You are, till now. Yes, till now.
There used to be a hole in my broken heart, you, filled up that hole and made my heart a whole once again. Now, when you left, you left me with a bigger hole in my heart, making it a HALF now. ): ily.

2periods of mathematics,2periods of english,3periods of POA,2periods of chemistry.
I MUST ACE MY VECTOR TEST TOMORROW. I WILL...
AIMING FOR A FREAKING 90%, if huanni can ace her trigo, I will ace my vectors. (:

Stupid lightning warning caused our band to have no opportunity to practice even further.
Luckily, I didnt get strike by the lightning. But the rain was a disaster. :l I got wet though I was indoors. One more wound to add to my collection [: 9MORE DAYS ONLY.

Damn it. Im feeling shitty now arhs.
I feel darn useless after listening to what Mr.How said to the whoole commitee.
Indeed, I am not a good drum major. Im sorry GYSB. Terribly,horribly sorry.
This not so awesome drummajor will do her best to give the band everything and anything she can. Trust her. She will if she can.
Anyhow, her life is not only about this. Its about everything and anything under the sun.
Just because, I AM SUNSHINE.

(: KENGKEAT'S BIRTHDAY COMING UP! (: YIPPEEE.
Got his present and Kingsley the GREAT GUY helped me picked it up. ( I hope that he didnt forget! ) HAHA. I LOVE LOW KENGKEAT, HE'S ALWAYS MY NO.1 UNCLE :D LOVE YOU!
Commendation day rehearsal tomorrow. I hope that I wont screw up. Wish me luck.

BYE,
LOVES,
SHARI.

p.s : I still love you.

Wednesday, April 02, 2008

I CANT CONTROL MYESELF

IM FUCKINGLY LOSING MY CONTROL NOW. AM REALLY LOSING CONTROL. I CANT STOP THINKING ABOUT YOU. ITS ALWAYS YOU, YOU AND STILL YOU. IM FEELING DAMN FREAKING USELESS NOW. I OUGHT TO CONCENTRATING, NOT THINKING ABOUT YOU. But I i just cant...i cant... ]: Im really losing myself. I miss you, i really miss you so.
I felt so bad and awful during today's free period. I thought that things will be just fine if I just carry on with my life and time will let everything fade away. But I'm wrong, it somehow didnt work this time. The longer the time drags, the more my heart ached. This is a horrible feeling, really very horrible. I just kept looking at that little "rice-in-the-tube" hp strap. With Ian&Kingsley joking with me, I cant help but keep slipping into my own little dimension where there's only him. Kingsley caught me tearing and asked me to stop thinking about it.Somehow, I cant. I told myself that I can, I really thought I could... ... ...

With so many things happening, I tend to stone and tear whenever I have nothing to do. I would just stare blanky into space and tear, if not, cry. SYF'o8 is just next saturday. ))): Next saturday that is. Yes, 12.April.2008,3pm,HwaChongInstitution. Guangyangsecondaryschool, band #1.

I am going to give all my best. ALL.
But I got to conquer my inner most fear.
I can do it.
YES,I CAN.
I hope so... ... ... ... ...

BYEBYEBYEBYE,
LOVES,

SHARICHONGJINER.
I still miss you.

Tuesday, April 01, 2008

Cotton candy, cotton candy, cotton candy. I LOVE COTTON CANDIES! (:
THEY ARE ALWAYS MY LOVED ONES.
Bought cotton candy ytd and brought it to school.
Ate it during geog and Huanni thought that I stuffed REAL cotton into her mouth. HAH.
Finished it up during POA and Ian,Kings ate my finger along with the cotton candy. -_-lll
Eeeeeee,Ian ee.
:l

Went for chemistry practical, lucky I did.If not MrsQuah will screw me downside up.
Mace training was great. [: I love you Fadhil. :3

Daddy had been picking me up from school since ytd :/
No activities after school. ):
Sigh...

ALRIGHT, HAPPY APRIL'S FOOL DAY.
BYE.
YES,SHARI IS A FOOL.

[:
SHARICHONG,
ily.

its 1st of april today. if nothing happened one that tuesday,it will be the 4thmonth.
:l ily