*drum roll*...

LETS WELCOME SHARICHONG BACK TO THE BLOGGING ARENA!!! :D

Okay, after that angry and fed-up post, I would not blog about my dad anymore. Its a waste of time being angry and stuff. No doubt, I get angry very often. But I'll try my very best to keep myself cool and sunny for EVERYONE(:

I've been injured constantly this week. I dont know that is it me that is weak or Im just damn unlucky :l My grandmother said that the more friends I have, the more injuries I have. Why? Because my injuries were all caused by my friends :D Tuesday was Mr.Michael Jordan(aloysious) whom easily pushed me on the ground and I slided like for 1metre, with a very loud screeching sound accompanying it. Ta-da, both legs bleed(: Yesterday was YuChen. He is definitely stronger than Aloy because I flew a distance before landing on my left knee. Which after that bled again(: Two days in a row. And my fourth finger hasnt recover, I also found out that I've got ten dislocated fingers. HAHA. (:

I just came back from training and BiBi kept insisting that I have to go home because my dad said so and Im injured. Oh ya, (: I twisted my left knee too! (: Hooray! Now, I can use the handicap toilet anywhere I want with a relatively good reason(:

And and and...
FEI,
Thank you for accompanying me when I need you, for listening to me when I want to talk and encouraging me to stay strong. :D Your sexy manager will give you the best welfare next time. *you know what huh. :D* Great DRILL MASTER I have :D ! Go #9. JIAYOU!

I hate people lying to me and I really hate it. But I'll try to forgive and forget (:

BYE(:
`SHARI,
SUNSHINE :D

Harlem Yu's concert was a BLAST yesterday night. The view from my seat was superb and everything was just nice and happy with people I love around :D I chatted on the phone with BiBi from 11+pm to this morning 6.28am. Am freaking tired and I only slept for an hour plus before mummy and little bully woke me up :l Not pretty already! No, wait, I never was. HAH.

Tuition shit again. Mathematics is getting onto my nerves and I think I'd never grow to love maths AT ALL. Keep falling asleep after I finish my work and little bully keep insisting that I shouldn't sleep. DAMN. He doesnt know how long did his sister not sleep.

Went back to 58Moonstone lane, took my shoes, my confirmation slip and timetables. Grandmum cooked some beef hor fun and I gobbled my share. Dad, I hate you. Yes, the forever biased you. You and your boys and better than girls theory and what should girls do that guys do not need to do. You shout your fucking lungs out at me just because little bully washed his and your bowl? What kind of fucking reason is this? Guys SHOULD NOT do housechores while girls should? I am your daughter, NOT YOUR MAID. Stop treating me like on and stop threatening to slap me. I had enough, you make me feel that I am NOT your daughter AT ALL. Even grandma and aunty said so. ITS YOUR OWN FUCKING PROBLEM THAT YOU SPOILT YOUR SON. NOT MINE. Dont vent your whatever anger at me whenever you feel like. I felt that running away from you that instant but I didnt because I wanted to save your face from my cousins and others. FUCKING MORON. You're making me hate you. IDIOT

Kimberly,

Honey, its still not too late to realize that that stupid sea creature is lying or playing. At least you saw his true colour and all. You still have me, or at least HIM or wangkang or even Yuchen. We are all here for you when you need us and stuff aye? Stay focus on stuff that are more important and stay with us. (: And thanks for your awesome branded top yea? That stupid boy sure is happy to keep looking :3 I LOVE YOU HONEY(:

BiBi,

Sorry for the disappointment today aye? ): I didnt know that it could affect you that much. SORRY! I hope what I did after that did help in soothing you eh? I love you. :3 Next time, my treat okay? Till I save up enough cash then I bring you there. HAHA. My turn :P Thanks for everything and anything you did, for the sake of yourself and I. (: You dont have to give in to me everytime, I dont wanna be spoilt :3 I love you.

HEY!!! :D
Today is one of the best day I had this week. :D Honey got rid of that freaking bastard and BiBi brought me to DOZO for lunch. :D It was damn expensive lurhs! lucky I changed outta my school uniform, I cant imagine how embarrassed I'll be if Im in my uniform. :O Honey lent me her Burberry top and it was really awesome. Except that it just fitted too nicely till it was a little obscene huh... HAHA. And that mini skirt that BiBi often complains about. :x Nonetheless, he didnt get angry. :D BiBi, I love you :D The bill was definitely more than $85. The restaurant was empty and there was only both of us inside. kinda romantic but very taxing to eat there with so many waiter and waitresses looking at you. With one Indian waiter teasing me, I had a tough time eating. AHAHA.

Mango sorbet was served, followed by the starters which included scallop.duck liver( I dont know how to spell) and smoked salmon with avocado. (: Then came the soup, mine was seafood bisque and BiBi's mushroom soup. After that was the main dish, I ate King Prawn and bibi ate a sushi platter which was so cute that he cant bear to eat. AWWW... :D Dessert was alright lurhs, warm chocolate cake for me and green tea creme brulee for him :D iced mellow apple melody for both of us as drinks and there :D AWESOME LUNCH.

:DDD HAPPY ONLY!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HUANNI AND SWEEHAN :D
BOTH SIXTEEN READY ARHS!
:D LUCKS FOR MT O's :D

LOVES,
`SUNSHINE
SHARI :D

Mum and Dad got all fucked up and they are both keeping their eyes on me.
Why are they caring out of a sudden and they show their care using their very own special way.
I dont get it, really dont. VP wants to see my mother and I left the parent letter on the ledge of the bball court. Ms.Aljunied called mum and mum called to scream at me. Of all the students, why does the VP wants to see me and my mum. Okay, I am stupid. Because I am stupid. Is this reasonable enough for you? You daughter is a stupid girl who failed all her subject except for her mother tongue which she useless scored only an A2. Happy to hear that you got a dumb daughter? Stupid girl who only knows how to agitate you two and make your blood boil. Look at your son, potential straight A's student. Yes, pamper him. Till he doesnt even dare to go anywhere by himself despite being a P6 pupil.

" If you dont fare well for your O's, you dont even think of going anywhere except for a poly/Jc.You can stay at home and forget about furthering your studies. I'll confiscate your handphone and you'll take care of all the housework and be like a maid "

WTF?! You treat your daughter like a fucking maid when she dont fare well for her exams?
FUCK. Not even allowed to retain. What the fuck is this? If its like that, I'll consider the offer of going to Australia and stay with Aunty and study there. I wont want to stay in this fucking family and get this SHIT. NO WAY. I know Im selfish to have this thinking but I cant only say sorry for those who love me. I cant tolerate this anymore. NO.

Tuition today again, even though today is Vesak Day. I obeyed my dad and went to tuition, I did my work, extras too. I didnt talk back to him and behaved myself throughout. What I asked for is actually a 3hour breakfree from him. He didnt even allowed. Can he spare a fucking thought for me?! I hardly enjoy time with my friends and he's doing this to me. Giving me only ONE effing hour to get together with kimberly,Yuchen and Wangkang. Whats more, you followed us to where we went after my meal. WTF you want? Cant you even let me enjoy a mere 3 hours? What kind of father are you? I HATE YOU. I really HATE you. Literally hate. Do what you want before I blow up. I cant tolerate ANYMORE. Go control your little son if you want to, get away from my life. I dont need a father like YOU.

Sorry Yuchen,kimberly and Wangkang ))): I had to go because of that idiot. ):
I'll see you guys tomorrow alright?
Honey, pasar malam tomorrow :D
Then movies at my house ? (:
Yea, see you.
LOVE YOU.
MUACKS.
`SUNSHINE
SHARI

BYE FUCKED UP LIFE.

Just as I thought that MY life is alright at this moment. JUST AS I THOUGHT ):
My today is ruined. R U I N E D.
Tuition and tuition, scolding and scoldings. When will this ever end? Why does daddy keep threatening me and be so unreasonable? We hardly see each other each week and all I get for coming back home is all this SHIT from you. WHY? Can you answer me? I didnt mean to shout back at you but seriously I CAN NOT TAKE IT ANYMORE. I dont want to even quarrel with you. But why is your temper so bad? Now I know why mine is. ): Cant figure out why cant I chill and relax tomorrow since its a holiday. Do you have to throw all tuition session straight into my face? YOU KNOW I DETEST MATHEMATICS! O level mother tongue is approaching. Why cant I stay home and revise my chinese. I have plenty of room for improvement. PLENTY. My teacher said so too. Yes, wait till I get back my results huh? Then you'll get your chance to whack me, scold me and do whatever YOU THINK is right. Not thinking for me. You do what you THINK is right... THINK. Dont make me hate you again Daddy. I dont wish too. Stop flaring up for no particular reason. At mummy especially, she's tired at home and stuff. Dont add to her stress. I know you have your problems but still, dont take it out on me/us. Stop threatening me. Stop it, I'll explode and you'll know what kind of daughter am I.

DAMN IT. LIFE IS A BITCH.
我很累。我厌倦了这种生活。我为什么要活在这种压力里？ 就因为你们把我生下来？

把我生下来就用威胁和这样对我的权利吗？

那么我宁可不做你的小孩。不是我任性。 使我太受不了这种生活了。

好像解脱，挣脱你们对我的专制。 不要再用"父母”这两个字来压我了。

我会崩溃。

BYE.
KEEP OUT OF THIS STUPID GIRL.
SHE DESERVES NOTHING.

Thank you Yitseng for talking to me(:
you're such a dear. And I sure miss you.
Take care! You're always like a big brother to me :3
Comforting your sillygirl huh(:

Lazy sunday morning.

Baby called me and woke me up and 9am. Naughty boy. Very naughty :3
Right... What am I gonna do today? Such a boring sunday and Im trapped at home.
I really want to just go out and chill with my friends. I miss them so much. Especially Kimberly and 枫 and my awesome drummajors.

Oh ya. YIREN哥哥, Im sorry that I couldnt make it to your concert ytd and yes, I deserve to DIE. ): Really very sorry. You know how poor my results are and stuff. I wasnt even allowed to go anywhere else. :l Sorry. ):

HAH, baby mistaken ALEX for a guy just now when he read the tags. He asked me am I very close to "him" and I was practically laughing my heads off. How cute huh (:

Im missing my godbrothers and other super close friends. And Im terribly sorry that I had to cancel off our dates at the very last minute. You know, time is really not enough and I really really am very sorry! 哥哥们，我好像好想念你们哦。

:D I think I'll be off to bed arhs. :P
IM A LAZY PIG.
(: BYEEEEEEE!

`SUNSHINE
SHARI

Eh yea.

Hasn't been blogging for a short period of time. Now that my brother is asleep and I can sheepishly use his lappy because mine was nowhere to be found. :l Damn it. And I dont want to use my uncle's computer, I dont know why, I just DONT WANT TO.

Okay, life's fine and stuff. Little ups and downs definitely. Im trying hard to help my friends out there who's facing some problems that I used to face but had overcome it already. Thats right, balling is still my love and Kimberly too(: Not to forget my little baby that Im still trying very hard to keep his identity. Haha.

Talking about love. Its damn freakingly complicated and I've given up trying to know its real meaning and stuff. I am and I will still be blinded by it.

爱情，真的只需要水和面包吗？

只想要简简单单的爱着，

好难，好难。

两个人之间，往往都把信任看得太简单了。

一方要肯相信，另一方得让人相信。

只要其中一人产生了不应该有的怀疑后，

彼此间的信任将会完全瓦解。

轻的话就只是斗斗嘴，

严重的话就闹分手。

最近，一个好友因为它的另一半不信任他而吵了架。

男方因为很爱她，所以只会默默地让她骂。

就因为信任，两方都搞得很不高兴。

在一旁看他们俩的我，心里也很难过。

想帮他，但是又怕她。

Okay, off to bed now. BYE(:
1week. (:
Loveyou.

`SUNSHINE,
SHARI

AYE YEA(:

Back from training today. :l Couldnt stay later to watch their 5 on 5 with ZetHow and co. ):
BUT!!! I TRUST THAT OUR TEAM WILL WIN! WILL!!!! (:
Training today wasnt smoothe sailing at first due to late comer and stuffs did our punishment and I dont know how many rounds we ran because I was sub-consiously running till my knee was in pain then Kimberly stopped me. If not I think I would finish running with those guys. :D Please, dont be late ever again without valid reasons okay? Thanks honey for stopping me, if not, no one will ever know what will happen. :O

I did my first ever basketball training and it was simply S E X Y! :D I think I did improve today compared to the other times when we play. (: Shooting was damn fun! 3/5 (: DAMN HAPPY(:
Did lay-ups too, quite tiring arhs :l There, I ended my training when they were having the break before the "friendly" match.

OH. HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEILOON(: * thanks for shaking me till I got so freaking dizzy:3*

Tired. But doing stuffs with the whole team was really very enjoyable. Like everyone achieving what they want, what ALL of us want. It was quite productive I think. I think(:

Two new members : IVAN and SMALL KHUJIEN(darren's brother)

(: So cute arhs small khujien. :3

Yupp. back at home now.
Gonna bathe, eat, watch tv and sleep.
Turning in early tonight I guess.
Intensive mother tongue training tomorrow!
SIAN! keep doing chinese paper. Dont want A1 also difficult lorhs ):

The team supports one another. They encourage and praise, they teach and we learn.
Just so these people are so angelic and I love them (:
* Thank you YuChen ge for helping me twist back my thumb*
^^ It doesnt hurt that much already.
Thanks!

:DDD

BYE!
SHARICHONG
LOVES
`SUNSHINE(:

GOOD GAME(:
BALESTIER HILL GOT OWNED(:
7-1 HAH. TRASHED.

Yes. It was a 5 on 5 friendly match. One girl in each team, me and another very very small girl.
She was not moving around and I felt like a crazy woman cos I kept running away and stuff. Oh, I was suppose to mark her. HAHA! I scored 2 points! They excuse they gave? They cant mark me cos Im a girl. @#$^&* You give me this crap when someone actually pushed me down onto the floor and I gave way by saying that I fell down by my own. PUI!!!!

All of them, got marked by me,grayson,darence and Wangkang. I manage to own them for a little while by snatching the ball. Haha. They got owned by the lousiest player in 楓! :DDD I feel so proud of myself today. YAY YAY YAY! (:

Yes, training tomorrow. :3
i hope that my knee dont give me problems like how it did these few days!
YAY!(:

I know that things wont really be the same.
Blame it on me. Its okay. Afterall, its me. Sorry friend.
I hope that it will soon be over aye?(:

LOVES!!!!
SHARICHONG,
`SUNSHINE.

(: Love you.

DANG):

I should have had listened to the doctor and stay at home to rest. Instead of going to school, get myself tired from all the PE exercises.DAMN. I though I was having a great time these few weeks and now. BUT, I'll not get very upset over it and wont let it affect me or my team. Like HuanNi said, pointless to get upset over things that doesnt concern me. So... medicine? Later...My butt is stucked on the floor now and Im lazy to get up.

Went to look for jerseys today. MAN! It was damn expensive! The cheapest, according to Hammy was $30/set. With each of us buying 2sets, the team will then have to pay $960 in total.
The most expensive one was the HK brand. DOS, it cost $40/set. But the thing is, we can customize it(: Kinda worth it right? It includes, a jersey with prints and a shorts. Still, its expensive. Bus rides to and fro Queensway was tedious. It was bumpy and so unstable. I fell asleep in the bus twice. On kimberly's lap and leaning on the bus corner. My father again, lied to me >.< Failed picking me up from school ))):

Guess what? Today is one of my UNLUCKIEST day. My uncle was sleeping soundly in the room whereas I had to wait outside the house for my grandfather to open the door after his work. I waited like for 45mins ))): TIRED!

OKAY, BYE(((:
Im going to eat my medicine, watch TV and sleep(:
HOLIDAYS COMING! WOOTS.
TATA~
SHARICHONG`SUNSHINE!
I love you baby. (:

:3
Im officially down with a bad cough and flu :O
The clinic was packed with people and it seemed like I'll never get to see the doctor within the next hour. Indeed, I waiting from 11am to 1pm just to see the doctor and waited another 15min just to get the medicines. I went into the room, my family doctor smiled at me using his trademark smile that will make you feel that the wait was worth it. He's kinda cute though :D
He looked into my mouth, my nose and checked my breath and stuff. He prescribed many medicine for me ))): Now, I've gotta eat medicine. 03.04pm(out for medicine)

03.11pm,

Back from the torturous medicines. ): I had a hard time swallowing all :l
MIGHT CAUSE DROWSINESS.
Haha. I've got one MC for tmr. But I had decided to ditch the idea of skipping school because I miss my peeps and there's PE tmr!!! Although Doctor Lee said no physical exercise or vigorous stuff. IM STILL GONNA PLAY(: Yay, thats me, SUNSHINE!

HAPPY WEAH-ING(:

BYE!
LOVES,
SHARICHONG#2.
<3 I love you sweetheart

stone taught me how to fly,
love taught me how to be,
life taught me how to die,
so,its not hard to fall,
when you float like a cannonball.

I've been pretty lucky these few days. (:
With that limited edition Iverson#3 band that Hammy gave it to me :3
I've also been very very happy with the clique that I always hang out with now. They are very nice people and they dont make people feel bad(((: Lets see who do what to me.

My dearest captain,LongMao :
- super nice to me
- trust me as his secretary
- protected me from "harm" in the court
- pamper his team member and really loves them

Darling vice-captain/coach,Hammy :
- Laughs at me
- pinch me
- scolds me
- pamper me
- sends me to bus-stop or home if he can

Tall honey,Yuchen :
- Taught me rules and stuff about basketball that I dont know.
- block me from whacking him by sticking out his hand to rest on my head
- Think that he's tall and can bully me! :3
- VERY TALL AND LAUGHS AT ME!

Meanie kick-ass, KhuJien :
- Made 7th May 2008 Happy WEAH day for me.
- Buys breakfast and drinks for me always(((:

Short but muscular ass, Grayson :
- Laughs at me))):
- Flash his muscle and nipples

curly wurly, Rick :
- Lent me his skates
- Disturb and laugh at me
- taught me how to shoot

sugarette shooter, Kimberly :
- Taught me how to play
- Encouraged me
- Loves me
- Laughs at me

MVP, siti :
- practiced with me
- motivated me

Mr.耍帅, ChunYu :
- ACT COOL!!!
- bully me :3
- great counsellor

"8"CPR, Fei :
- Act fierce to me :O
- Super wants CPR from *******Y
- Nice ass(:

CrazyMonk, Weng :
- cool shit
- incredible strength and skills
- Singapore's next top monk(:

innocent chap, Edbert :
- gentlemen
- Not so gentle-man(:

blackcute ass, XiaoDi :
- Caring kick-ass cutie
- Shy

coolio, Tony :
- Dirtyminded *tsktsk*
- Emotion-less(:

Overall, everyone in team loves each other(: They care for the team, the mates. I love them.
Super loves. We laugh together, eat together, train together, drink together. I hadnt felt such closeness for a very long time.

To : captain HO(longmao)
Im sorry if I had made you and her quarrel or make her feel upset:l

枫，已成为我生命中的一部分。团队里的每个人都好照顾我，他们很关心彼此。就像一个很温馨的家庭一样，让我觉得，在他们的身边，在大的问题都显得毫不起眼。尤其是在两个队长的带领下，我相信，枫，会攀上最高点 枫，你要加油！我会永远永远得挺你们！好爱好爱队里的每个人。

LOVES,
sHari(:

Hey guys. (((:
I didnt blog for the past few days cos my dad took my lappy and I went to my grandparent's house to stay :D Many things happened lately.

1. Team formed.
2. Exams are over
3. Im getting sick and tired of whats bothering me.
4. I've found new kick-ass people who shared common goals.

枫 is finally formed.
Captain : 15,Darence Ho YongZhang(龙猫）
Vice- Cap : 14,WangKang(Hammy)
TeamManager/secretary/welfare : 2,Shari Chong

With these awesomes :

3,XiaoDi's brother
4,Rick(curlycurly)
5,Grayson
6,Darren(KhuJien)
7,ChunYu
8,Kimberly(honey)
9,QuinFei(fei)
10,Edbert(bert)
11,Yuchen(高的）
12,Tony
16,xiaoDi
17,Siti
23,QuinWeng(weng)

Here's my team(: LOVES.

I've been balling for the past two weeks. And Im super tan-ed now!
Sunburnts and stuff.
Yes, on friday, boyfriend came down to play with us and he skipped school!
haha. (: Talked a lot and he taught Longmao a lot of stuffs. I guess that did boost his confident of being a captain.I HOPE SO.

Team formed, trainings, jersey and admin stuff. (:
And our very own target for studies,
EVERY TEAM MEMBER'S L1R4 must be lower than 20.
(: We train and study together. That makes us, the kick-ass players.

I LOVE 枫! :D

GO CAPTAIN(: LOVEs.

YAY YAY YAY.
Im moving back to my grandparent's house temporary!
I miss my room and my bed.
And I DONT NEEDA WAKE UP SO EARLY TO GO TO SCHOOL!!!
:3 Isnt it wonderful?

Gotta go!
My brother's bothering me.
BYE!

LOVES,
SHARI.

And yes, you are still in my mind. I dont know why...

TEAM FORMING TOMORROW.

THE USUAL CLIQUES WHO BALL @ TPY LOR4's COURT

PLEASE BE THERE TOMORROW(:

DARENCE AND WANGKANG WILL BE THERE I GUESS.

TEAM NAME : 枫

ITS JUST A TEMPORARY NAME.

(:

PLEASE BE SERIOUS IN JOINING, IF NOT, DO NOT DISTURB.
THANK YOU!

Oh. BALLS. HAHA.

YAY, Longmao and Hammy had decided to form a team.
Hooray! Super happy. :3 But the thing is, they want to play serious 24/7.
Then I'll be left out because Im the biggest NOOB there.
Sad right?! heh heh. But damn happy cos Hammy and Longmao call me TeamManager.
HAHA. YAY YAY YAY!!!
I want Jersey no. 2.
LongMao taking 15 and Hammy* taking 14.
Cos I dont like his favourite number, 13. :l What a number.

That was what happened ytd night while we discuss. MIGHT form team tomorrow!
haha. Then I'll learn how to really play basketball, like a BOY.
YAY. happy.

LohKengKeat. Stop making me feel stupid by calling me dumb dumb.
:3 If not I dont love you anymore. :O
HAHA. Faster come and meet me lurhs. Selfish boy.

Balling wasnt as fun today.
BUT FEAR NOT!!! Tomorrow will be a better day !

Okay, Im off to sleep already.
Am super tired from all the jumping, shouting and getting knocked.

WangYiChen,
Eat regularly please, dont be a stupid boy and stop choosing food.
Eat! :)))
HAH. Hammy is HIM.

BYE!
`SUNSHINE

YEA MAN! :D Balls.

POA paper kicked my ass again. Accounts is not my forte, never once it was. Yea, BIOLOGY paper 1, completed in 15mins time. Started doodling and playing with my pokemon till the end of the paper. :3 NE quiz. IMMA SENIOR BUILDER!

TOA PAYOH LORONG FOUR. AGAIN (((:
What do we do there? BALL!!! :DDD
Lady luck was again smiling at me. I really cant resist the temptation to stop balling. It has became part of me. :P

AND!!! IM PART OF THE PACKAGE! :DDD

- WangYiChen(Wangkang)
- DARENCE HO YONGZHANG( Chinchila,龙猫)
- SHARICHONG ( SMART ASS hamster )

YAY. hahahahahahahahahahah!
So much fun today. :3

Two ah-pu-neh-neh thought i was going to rob them today. :/
I was walking behind YiChen and was swinging my hand, thats when my hand accidentally hooked on to the plastic bag and I was DAMN embarrass! LongMao was suan-ing me there asking me why am I trying to steal their bag of stuff. BUT I AM NOT!!! ))):

SUGARCANE with LEMON! (: loved.

HAHA. WANGKANG CHANGED HIS NAME TO WANGYICHEN.
So, bye WangwangKang. hello WangYichen.

Im getting confused. Because now, there's YUchen and YIchen -_________-

JINER IS THE BEST CHINESE NAME.
YAY!

BYE! :D
`SUNSHINE

Im trying my very best to be the sunshine that everybody loves.
But sometimes, I just cant be me. My past are still haunting me.
I tell myself, Shari, you gotta do it by yourself, dont hurt people with your terrible past.
Yes, I will stand on my own feet, solve all problems by myself.
Im not trying to be a loner. But I just dont want to depend on others.
I had enough of being a weak bitch. I GOTTA BE STRONG.

:l I'm home from tuition.

My father is really getting more and more ridiculous. First, he complains about my clothing and now, he's forbidding me to even play basketball. Which father on earth in the right state of mind would forbid their daughter to exercise?! Its really getting into me, he and his I - AM -ALWAYS - RIGHT mindset is driving me NUTS! Damn it.

Maybe YZ is right. Being a boy is far better than being a girl. SAD. I think I'll be a handsome boy if I am really a boy. HAHA. I'll be like FAR MORE HANDSOME than a lot of guys :D That is how cool I am (((:

BYE.
`SUNSHINE

Hey there :D
Life had been a bitch for quite a long time. But it turning for the better now I guess and I hope so. I felt that I've been feeling way much better than before, with all encouragements from the basketball clique, LohKengKeat, My stupid godbrother(s), my NCO porks and others. I realised that, hey! Im actually more fortunate than so many others. Thus, I'll try my very best to help those who needed help just like me. What those people need is just a push and there, they'll soar.

Mum and Dad went off for work yesterday, leaving little bully at home for me to look after. :0
Brought him out for lunch at around 11+,12pm and met Mr.FakeBoyfriend(LKK*). Had a relatively long talk with him and realise that my behaviour sucks. HAHA. He left my house after an hour or so then Mr.HoYongzhang finally deliver my specs to me. (: HAPPY!

Man, height issues. Why are all people concern about height? THERE IS NO WRONG BEING SHORT OKAY. :3 I've given up on arguing with people about height. (: Thats what Yongzhang said and I think its reasonable. Let it be, I shall accept that im small,short,fat and round. (: Thats me, SHARI.

I didnt manage to join their basketball game at night yesterday cos of some reason which Im too embarrass to talk about. HAHA. :D But I heard that the game was fun and many pro-ed people went there. Darence got elbowed and stuff, so did WangKang and others. I was also told that most of the ballers were as tall as Yuchen but much more fitter! :P WOOTS.

Friend,
you're not alone. Please bear this in mind that you'll always have us,your friends around you to care for you. Dont attract dark clouds towards yourself, I'll help you clear as much as I can(: Cos Im sunshine. Each and everyone's sunshine. Dont be selfish. Open up and let others help.
At least, I will. Erase those bad memories and move on. I told you, life's like that. But Im here to help you through your darkest time. I can be there to listen, to advice but I cant help much if you dont wanna help yourself. So, stay strong my friend, you will always be protected by us.
We are just a phone call away, you know who you can turn to. (: Take care.
`sunshine.

HAHA.
My ambition for this month : MODEL.
No, not that kind that does catwalk on the runway but those who pose for products and photoshots. :3 Come come come, who need a child-like model?

159cm, 44kg.

haha. Which children fashion magazine needs me? :DDD

Okay, Im just joking, I'll never be able to become a model. NOT EVEN ONCE IN MY LIFE.
Because I am born naturally short and am F A T :l Haha. I cant be an air stewardess due to my height and my face. ARGH. I dont even think that I can get into any service line if I get my ass out to the working world. I would bury myself somewhere then no one knows I am there. HAHA. Be those silent hero who help people.

Sorry, this was supposed to be a Chinese entry but my Dad took my lappy. Im using my pretty aunt's one now. Im not familiar with her lappy. :l

DARENCE HO, IM USING A COMPACT LAPPY NOW. AGAIN, THANK FOR DISFIGURING YEA?! (((: Com'on, train yourself now. Before its too late. GYM SESSION YAWL!!!

Okay, new info.
Modelling is a very dangerous job. :l
YongZhang just spammed me with a whole lot of scary info about modelling.
DAMN! :DDD

Yirenkorkor on the line now.
Go talk to him ready. :D

CIAO~
I LOVE BASKETBALL.
`SUNSHINE

7.20pm

Just woke up from a short nap and Im still blur because I think that I hadnt sleep enough.
If I continue to sleep any longer, I can forget about sleeping later on. Actually, I can still sleep
but I needa wake up to reply messages.

English P2 and Chemistry can kick my ass, like how they usually does. Shall not elaborate least I
go mad and rant non-stop about it. Me and my laziness. KICK ME. :3

I COULD NOT control myself yet again. I cant resist the temptation to play AGAIN! Argh.
I've been craving for BALLS! Basketballs. Went to YY's house with Kimberly to borrow her ball,
went Rick and Huann went to kiasu-lly "chope" the court. Yes, the usual balling blah blah blah.
Kimberly taught me a tactic to shoot in the ball. And yes, it worked. I've been named the MVP for today! (: YAY. star player! But not for long because more and more MVPs came. WangKang,MichaelJordan(aloysious),YongZhang etc. But I still manage to shoot in because they
didnt delibrately block me. Thanks guys! AND AND AND AND AND...

DARRENCE HO YONG ZHANG

This GENTLEmen, "K-ed" me with the ball. I turned my head and what I saw after half a second was the ball flying towards my face. "POW!", " OUCH! ". The feeling was like errr...
A million of WTFs popping out of my brain. >: My specs was badly dislocated and my face was disfigured and there is now one blue-black and 2 little triangles.

Yea, thats the summary of what happened today. And yay, Im a star today! (((:
What I got in return? A big gigantic blister underneath my toe. :l It hurts and the skin is dropping out, revealing my pink flesh. (:

Oh ya... I OWNED Jiawei bigtime today :3 Although is nothing to be proud of, I still feel happy. This proves that there is someone more useless than me :3 THANKS!

7.39pm.

Mr.Ho yongzhang just text me saying that my specs are treated and can be worn again.
HOORAY. No more blindness.

Oh basketball, you got me so so so f*cking addicted. :3
I NEED MORE BALLS TO SATISFY ME.
haha.

In the next post, I would PROBABLY write something cheena. HAHA.
OFF TO BED AGAIN.(ithink)

7.44pm.

The hamster in my room is freaking noisy, he stone, he bites the metal cage, he eat and shit at the same place. He bites like nobody's business and it sure hurts.

BYE.
LOH KENGKEAT, you're loved.
I LOVE THE BASKETBALL CLIQUE(:

My heart sank as I saw it break.

Yes, I did went out today and Im back at home now.

I guess that I should really give up on MBLT which I had been struggling to do so. And now, fate had assured me that is either I give up or I'll hurt myself. Why did I come up with such a conclusion? This is why :

I've always hang that little hp strap that bears his name on my cell. And regardless of how many times I used to drop my phone, nothing seemed to happen to it. The litte tube with a small rice lookalike thing which had your name on looks fragile but its not. Like how I used to see our relationship. Although it may looked hopeless and everything because both of us simply dont have the time to,everything etc. But I had always believed that we both will be strong and brave through all times we have, hard ones especially. In the end, we still end up going separate ways. Just like what happened to the hp strap just now. I dropped my phone when I was looking at all our photos in my phone. My hand just slipped at the very first photo we took at PotongPasir station and the little tube thingy just break.The solution that dripped on the floor somehow resemble my tears that flowed down next. I wanted to just use a small brush and brush up the glass bits incase I get hurt. But I wanted to find that small thing which bears his name and keep it. So I used my hands and start looking for that thing on the pure white tiled floor, its so difficult to find something white on white floor. And there, I felt a glass bit piercing through my knee because I kneel down to search for it. That was how I woke up and decided that I should really really move on.

Okay, this is how I am going to get over this relationship and stop behaving like such a troublesome and irritating person who rants about how much I miss him etc. Though I'll still miss him and stuff, I'll keep it to myself, let the feeling fade. (: I'll find another guy wont I? Its okay to stay single I guess. I thank those guys who's always caring and worrying about me. Like LOH KENG KEAT, my all time naggy fake boyfriend. (: Although he bullies and disturb me all the time but he's always there when I need a shoulder to lean on. No doubt, he's still my best love(:

Time to go study and chiong(:
BYE.

SUNSHINE COMING BACK! :D

Its 1st of may today.
HappyLabourDay to DarrenYeo.HAHA. Im so mean. HAPPY LABOUR DAY TOO ALL!

To Kimberly(my dearest honey),

Thank you for all this few months and I really felt that you had been such a kick ass friend. The time we spent together suddenly increased like a GAZILLION times. Since the day we went out with Zuoyang and WeiLoon till yesterday's basketball game at Toapayoh, you're awesome (: Not forgetting the times where you came to my house to "study" and watch movie. Horrible ones.
Its really very nice having you around to joke with and everything. And those basketball tips you always give me cos Im a freaking basketball retard that always break the rules. HAHA (:
ily honey. (: Good luck for your exams. You can do it girl. Im waiting for the next ball game.


Okay, Im up early in the morning.
Gotta study now and maybe i'll be out later.
BYE!