BANG.

I've decided to change my mind of going to that Early childhood thingy course. Ms.Aljunied's sister took this course and she said that it would be a very tedious course. ))): So... I'd go for a course, a chinese version of Mass.Com + Media course. :3

I wished that things would only get better, life would only be a spectrum of rainbow, Shari would be a girl that everybody loves. I dont know if i'd only proceed in life. Not letting myself regret in anything I do or decide. Just like how I'd not regret loving all those whom I've chose to love, especially my dearest boyfriend.

Will the things I do hurt anyone? Will my words make anyone feel bad? Or is it that nobody cares about what I do or say and I'd never be an impact on anyone's life. Will anyone really love me, regardless of who I'd become. I dont know. I guess, its time for me to just be someone ordinary. Be the quiet one and hear what people say, listen to them speak from the bottom of their hearts. Tone down and stop being the one standing under the limelight. Will this be better?
Will I still be me if I decide to be like this? I dont know.

Okay, its time for me to go watch the F1 race now. Hope that I can get some pictures there! (:
Not in the best form now. Sickly me. ):

BYE.
<3>

OTHER's LIFE LIKE SHIT. MINE LIKE HEAVEN!

^~^ Im working hard for my o's and had decided to aim for a course at NgeeAn Poly. A course which I think named "childhood and education something something.
Entry requirement :
English : 1-4
Maths + Humanities = 1-9 each
2 other subject which Im choosing Mothertongue(which I've got an A) and Accounts( Im improving) (((:

Yay! haha. Had both basketball and volleyball games today. Nah, I wasnt feeling good at I sucked at both sports. Anyways, there wont be any Volleyball game 'cos the court is gonna get locked up soon and we have to book it at $20/3hours. :l Dumb rule. Nevermind, there's always Sentosa.

Right, I'm still feeling good, so Im gonna go watch programmes on the tube and go to bed.

BYE EARTHLINGS!
I LOVE YA' ALL!!!
XOXO
`SHARICHONG

What a Sunday ._.

Yesterday was yesterday. Today's gonna be over. Tomorrow will be a better day( I hope ) 

My cell didnt ring/vibrate much today. ): What happen to the days where I text till my finger cramps? Arghs. ]: Texted XiangLin to ask him something, he didnt reply. BiBi studying. Fei dont know what happen to him never reply me. I didnt reply Zehao cos I cant think of anything to reply. ._. See see see... Life is such a bore.

Exams approaching really soon. And I feel bad, for not studying hard for the past few years and now I have to tax my brain till its crying for help. 

Tuition as usual, except that my dad stayed home and not drive us to the tuition centre. We had to cab down there instead. Im so fucking pissed now. I dont know why.

And to that fucking whore, I dont give a fuck about what you say. Although I'm pissed with you. I shall not say anything more. Say whatever you like okay. Go ahead and tell everybody what you know. I just hope that your fucking mouth would rot and you'd burn in hell. Or you'd meet with an accident later on or tomorrow. Never mind. I take back my words. You'll go to heaven and get mocked at,you bitch (: 

My boyfriend is a nice guy. So go away if you want to bitch around. Or you can just call or text me personally. 92272911. Text me and tell me who you are. I'd be glad to know why are you such a bitch.

Okay, Im going to have my homemade kimchi fried rice cooked by my younger brother now. 

God bless me that I wont get poisoned. Haha. It'd be a blessing if I manage to survive till tomorrow. Oh-well... ._.

Right, gotta go!

BYE.

With lotsa loves,

SHARI.

WHAT HAPPY DAYS(:

So... Everyone turned up on thursday but I somehow just got " off-formed " ))): Sigh. I dont know whats wrong with me larhs! PMS. As usual, I was the one who left the clique earlier and stuff. Do you know how lonely and boring it is to go back home by yourself? I know that I'd be wasting other people's time if I ask them accompany me home lurhs. Walau, Im such a troublesome idiot. Went up to bandroom during MT lesson instead of the library. I dont take MT already what... Gossipped with Jasen. Really SIAO one lorh now. So many weird combinations. Tsktsk... Im looking forward to bandcamp(((:

Then cheekyboy and I attended that English Workshop thingy yesterday. Hmph, so much for making me angry, AGAIN ))): Nevertheless, he always have weird tactics to make me smile again. SHIT, Why cant I just hang on for a little while more. Everytime also fall into his trap. ARGH... XiangLinkorkor text him and ask us down to ACTIVE. Play only lorhs... Haha. In my skirt only. But I actually dont care much. Hah.

Yes yes. I went down to ACTIVE today and found NOBODY THERE SIA! Was so fucked up in the beginning. The weather's fucking hot, nobody's there and I looked like a dumb ass there ))):
Till 1/2 an hour later, DANNY YEO turned up, then BENBEN turned up, then XiangLin korkor came. (: Yay. I've got company!!! -_-lll cheekyboy came super ultra late lurhs. Kept waiting and waiting))): Suck arhs, lost to some army guys in basketball. Play what full court sia, make me look like some idiot who dont know how to play. )': The boys like supermen, fly here and there. So happy seeing them playing. 2 of the Tchoukball player came, Jian Xiong and Bruce arhs.(if i rmb their names). Daryl, Rachael and Nicholas Chin was there also(:

Hehe, Ride on the bicycle with Xianglinkorkor. So shiok :P Went to buy drinks at the market and struggled back to ACTIVE. :D I love being them, awesome guys. <3

Jiawen came the latest. He come, I go. Now the 3 musketeers can do their show... HAH. Their good guys lurhs. (: And damn happy lurhs. Got so-called praise by JianXiong. " You can play well one, its just that you're lazy. " hehehehehehehe.

Should I join the Bishan Youth Interest Beach Volleyball team? I reckon that my parents would allow))): Its like a obvious No-No. Sigh. Why cant I do a sport I like?

Yes yes yes... Im back home and trapped. :l
It has been a long time since someone(except cheekyboy) had talked to me. I miss the time where everyone texts me and calls me to talk to me. ))):

To: Handsome boy(QuinFei)
Hey, I think you'll read my blog right? (: Dont be too upset or anything alright? Never ever repeat what you did for ***... Move on dearie(: Remember? We have a major exam to face.
And the super chio girl you're gonna have after your exams. But dont forget me arhs. I'd still be here just right for you(: This is just a phrase you need to go through. It'll be over soon!!!
JIAYOU HOR! I'd stand by you de [: EVERYONE LOVES YOU! ._. hahah. See you in school dearie! (:
LOVES,
SHARI.

BYEEEE~~~

MUACKS.
SHARICHONG.

I LOVE EVERYONE.
My boyfriend.
My Xianglinkorkor.
My EVERYONE~ <3

BAH BAH BLACKSHEEP, HAVE YOU ANY BALLS?

Im a black sheep which goes " mehhhh...mehhhhh "... Lol?

" Shari Chong. One more time I see you in your microMini skirt, I'd send you down to the bookstore to get a new pair of PE shorts " <---- This is what I get almost EVERY accounts lesson. The usual " change your skirt " thingy. -_-lll I just dont understand why they must be so "jeh-gao" with the uniforms. (:

I seriously am stupid you know? Sigh. Dumb shit. I only know how to eat, play, shit and sleep.

Baby bought me a new dress :D H-A-P-P-Y !!! Its was a surprise gift though (: Had some Korean cuisine at Far East. I love KIMCHI FRIED RICE. You know, those kind that is super moist with kimchi and egg yolk? Heh heh. I LOVE THOSE! THEY ROCK MY TASTE BUDS! Yummylicious(: Im craving for more! Someone, bring me there and I'd love you!

Yay, beach volleyball "appointment" tomorrow. Yay Yay Yay!!! (((: FUCKING HAPPY. I need something/somewhere to vent my stress! (: I think I should take some photos to show how happy I am. WAHAHAHA(((:

What to do after O's?

a) Go crazy and get arrested
b) Go on a holiday eg. Taiwan, Aust?
c) Kick some ass in the bandroom and make our little juniors cry during bandcamp?(just joking)
d) Feign death and scare people

VOTE ARHS! VOTEEEEEEE!!!

(: Xianglin's back in Singapore. Fabian still trapped in CAMBODIA. Shulan very happy in TAIWAN. Haha. I hope I get PRESENTS! Which I highly doubt so, 'cos what they do is bully me >.<

I think I like Balls.
hahahahahahah! :D

YAY!!! (:

BYE!
`SHARICHONG.
WITH LOVES.
I LOVE WYC AND STUDYING(:

P/S : Mr.How thinks that I miss him. HAHAHA. Okay, fine. i do :3

Mid-Autumn festival (:

A typical Sunday. :l

Sunburn is making my shoulder burn. What am I talking about. Its painful... ))':
Stupid boyfriend seemed to be uncontactable. WEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...

Had tuition in the afternoon, back to mummy's place and waited for good 'ol dad to drive us to Junction8. [: I got two new bras, one new boxers shorts and a pair of red pumps! YAY!!! :D
I LOVE MY MUM [: (not 'cos she buys new things for me)

I guess MAF* has nothing to do with me cos I no longer carry a little paper lantern and walk around the garden. I've outgrown that. Its more to staring at the tube and text-ing.
XiangLin's off to Malaysia. Everyone's going outta town and enjoying themselves while I've to study like nobody's business ))): ARGH.

I wonder if there'd be any robbers in M'sia. hahahhahhahahaa.

I miss baby. ))):
He's having his F&N paper tomorrow, I hope he's prepared be'cos I know he can do it(:
YOU GO BOY! (: LOVES.

BYEEEEEEE~
LOVES,
SHARICHONG.
I LOVE WYC.
ROARRRRRRR!!!

New friends found

Yet another blasting day!!! (((:
I'm burning... Sunburn, something which I thought I'd never get. But YAY! I got it. Haha, I guess wearing a tank-top can help me see my new tan better [:

Waited for XiangLin to finish his work and met him&co. at ACTIVE again [: Haha.
Found new 3new friends(: haha. And will be there again on thursday to meet them! (:
DannyYeo didnt come today, awww.

Haha, smellyboy joined us after his tuition. He's addicted to volleyball too!!! hahahaha.
Yay yay yay. I love him. POL ( Power Of Love ) hehe. He's my superman. HAHA YOU'RE A LOSER! (: DANG. SHIOK ARHS!

Must practice hard to set better balls ready. I think I suck now. ))): Daryl and Rachael came down too. haha. HAH, DARYL... :0 So long... Everything also so long. Leg long, feet long, hair long, body long. HAHA.

(:
OKAY,
im off to bed. BYE!

(: loves,
SHARI.
I LOVE WYC.

Heavenly life

Happy Bandsmen

Happy Birthday Beccajiejie(:

SmellyWellyBoy

Jo,David

Shari & TWO Josiah(s)

Oh, band.

Forever adorable, Da-jie,ZhangXin

Crazy Kuku, Kimberly

HandsomeBoy, QuinFei

Welfare, DrumMajor,Librarian

Many photos! :D
It has been a long time since I posted this number of photos in an entry. That's 'cos I really got no time to do it and I didn't use the computer as often anymore. :l

Argh! Suck, exams. Haha. I'd study hard and play harder(: ROARRRR!!! :D

TUESDAY :

Received a text from XiangLin asking me to go down to ACTIVE to look for him. I brought Taiwanboy, ChunYu and YuChen down with me. Played BEACH VOLLEYBALL. OH WELL!!!
It had been such a long time since I've played beach volleyball in the actual court. Thanks to the new court in ACTIVE :D YAY!!! AAHAHHAHAHA, SHIOK ARHS! Changed into Mr.Fabulous's (Fabian) shirt and FBT. Headed right to the court and BINGO, SHIOKNESS! Met new kakis, DannyYeo from Whitley and Melvin from CAT high(quitehandsomearhs)

WEDNESDAY :

Xianglin's having exams, Mr.Fabulous not free. Shulan back in Taiwan. -_-
YuChen, Fei, TaiwanBoy and I ate at the coffee shop opposite Bishan CC. HAHA, chicken rice. I had my kueychap which sucked. I still prefer the one at LOR4 (:
Yuchen, Taiwan and I stationed ourselves at Bishan CC after argueing where to go. HAHA. TAIWAN WON CHINA AND SINGAPORE!!!
Played many 3-3 with KCP-ians. HAHA, We won all, despite having ME inside. AHHHHH,SUCK.
ME LEH!!! Basketball idiot triumphs KCP-ians. Not till a Catholic guy interfered, blocked a girl's(me) ball, and another flying pig who came flying towards me when I jumped for the ball. SUCK, my butt still hurts.

YESTERDAY :

8Hours of volleyball straight! HAHA. VERY SHIOK ARHS. Found back the passion for volleyball.And I got my baby influenced too. HAHA. YAY YAY YAY YAY!!! :D LOVES.
SHIOK ONLY.

Im having aches everywhere ): Scratches, blue-blacks and aches. haha. But very SHIOK!!! Really! Waited for Taiwan under Fabian's block, went for MOS burger with him and Xianglin.
Initially, we planned to watch Make It Happen but due to time wasted here and there, we missed it. Suck, Xianglin went for his exams, half heartedly. haha. Shopped around J8, saw kingsley,Daryl,Aloysious,K-kong and bird. haha. And a dress which cost $40.00. I cant afford ):
We went to Far East after that. Man, its such a torture!!! i saw 3 dresses that I wanted so much.And again, I couldn't afford anyone of them ]: I shall go try the Korea cuisine next time. Haha. its suck when you have no money ): SUCK ARHS! ))): Can cry already. $$$ give me $$$!!!

im so tired now. I cant load the friendster page. Suck! Oh...And Hougang Daniel left me a msg saying that he misses me. HAHA. It had been such long time since I met him, shall do so soon. (:
XiangLin's going to Malaysia, hope I get something. :P hahahaha! Hope nothing happens to him and he'll be safe back in Singapore, in a piece. (((:

I LOVE MY WYC, MY SUPERMAN! (:

BYE!
`SHARICHONG.
SUNSHINE.
LOVES.

I think xianglin is a pig -_-

I think that xianglin is a pig.

Im a little more happy now. I think... And yes, Xianglin is still a pig. I stayed at home today. Irritating weather. heh heh heh.

xianglin is a pig.

Yes,

BYE~
LOVES,
SHARI`
SUNSHINE :3

i think i'll bang myself against the wall.

It feels weird without Smellyboy's special ringtone filling up my room, his text with all that mushy " i love you "s making me feel bliss. Aww man, life suck now. Yes, right at this moment. ]:

He's 18years old now, but he's grounded at home with his phone confiscated. Im feeling " What The Fuck " now. Damn. His mum, cut off all the connection from the outside world. 'Cos she thinks that everyone is out to harm his precious vulnerable son. :l Oh well, i think his mum hates me. Haha.
I'd buy her a box of mooncake when its time. :3 I hope that helps. But on a second thought, I guess not. His mum dont eat mooncake. SHIT.

I was out( again ) yesterday. Wandered around at P.S, went to Raffles City to grab some Chippys and then to ToaPayoh to meet Fabian. Roar! Hang out at the so-called rooftop garden at my block.
Man, I think I can live forever with this kinda life. *not those kind where my boyfriend gets into trouble* Fabian's a great friend, Smellyboy's a great boyfriend. What is there to ask for?

The phone call during midnight gave me a heart attack. Well, shattered heart too. Totally heartbroken, disappointed and helpless. One promise broken, two person's trust broken.
I dont know whether to feel angry or whatsoever. To me, its not only about your health. Its also about the promise you made and the trust I put in. What can I say? You know I love you and would forgive you for whatever you do. But have you ever wondered, How upset and hurt will I be? Obviously, NOT. If so, we need not be so miserable.

Any idea how helpless was I when I learnt about what happened? I had to seek help from Fabian and I couldn't control my own emotion. I felt practically Useless. Of no help to your at all, not even a bit. Lucky for you, there's always a Fabian, a Xianglin, awesome godbrothers of mine to talk to me so that I'd not make any harsh decision against your acts which totally ruined my trust. How I wished I'd trust you like how I did. All the acts and events only breaks the trust.

If only there's something to build it back. If only... ... You'd think that it actually not a big deal. But to me, it is. It is everything to me.

I hope after this lesson, you'd learn. And stop all nonsense. Its enough. Its time for you to grow up dear, its really time to do so. If not, God knows what I'd do. If you need a bigger lesson to teach you, I'd be the bitch to let you learn.

I understand that you feel stressed and pressurized by many other things too. But that doesnt mean that you can do other things and use this as an excuse.

I love you dear, you know I do.
So please, be someone who deserves everyone's love.

MEOW.

Hi. Meow.

I've been out for 4days straight from Friday till today. Friday was beccajieije's birthday party, I attended it with my dearest Kengkeat. I went home quite early 'cos I was dead tired. Spent my Saturday babysitting my brother. Sunday studying and today, half studying and playing. Wow.
I've got a B3 for my maths in my Term3 progress report. How 'bout that? A 9 to a 3. (: Imagine I get that for my O's. I'll faint. :o

Uncle Ho said that he'd get me anything if I get 7 for my O's. Its mission impossible to me. Thats like 90% A1's and 10% A2's.

Oh well. (: Fabian Meow-ed when I Weah-ed this afternoon. Meow. I think I like cats. No, I love them.

I love grassjelly. I love my boyfriend too.

Yes, I love everything. I think I love my homework too.

Homework's cooler than basketball, myself and any other thing.

Yes, Im crazy, I think I am. HAHA. Errrrrrrrr...

HAHA.

BYE.
`SHARI