SHE IS SUCHA BITCH

L**A HO IS A FUCKED UP BITCH.
Im doing this out of my anger and considering how she's sucha whore, this is just the beginning.
Alright. Gotta get going.
So long sucker(LH)

It does matther, does it?

Its just some basic respect and I got NONE of it. Not once, not twice but everytime. What did I do to deserve this? Or what did I do that is not enough to make you treat me better?

I am back

ZhangXin&ME(:

2E2

katrina,kelly&ME!

4E2

"Daryl,feed me"

"haha,Bignose"

ian : " Cannot act cute"

In cab

As usual, they're still taller

BOLLYWOOD

Welcome to GrassrootClub

A1!

Give me a hug

KISSES

Weihow,Louise

(: Once upon a time is enough

Horny boys & Gossip

Hello people. I'm back [: Working at this stupid shop suck. There's nobody patronising our shop and that bitch doesnt allow us to sit down at the counter. And there is seriously NOTHING to do there! ._. Dumb fuck. Stand there like an idiot and wait for people to come in, ask you question then say byebye, I'd consider and come back. They wont come back one lo. Dumb. This kind of managing method no wonder no business lurhs, then hire so many people kill flies together. ._. Aiya, never mind lurhs, my family aint supportive too. Whatever.

Prom night was great(: Everything's fun! Haha. Photos from my phone!

IM LIKE SO DAMN FUCKING HAPPY

I AM FEELING SUPER ULTRA MEGA HIGH NOW!!!
I GOT A JOB!!! A JOB!!!

Hello you green monster!

Hello Teddy!

Shulan and his "fried Rice"

fabfab ._.

Grandma like camera

So do I!

Baby and his not so long tongue

thou shall never argue with Ms kim

Peichun to GuangYang

Happy birthday Angeline

I think I'm dating a pig rather than a human.

I seriously think so. ]: There's nothing to do in a Sunday except to sleep,eat, sleep,eat. My life damn pathetic lurhs. No $$$ = No life. Go anywhere also cannot, this one cannot that one cannot. Jialat.

Anyways, baby,Shulan,Fabfab& I went to Angeline's birthday party yesterday. Gotta give her a lunch treat soon. :3 Reached there at around 4pm as she told me and show me someone 'secretive'. Bahhh, I still thought whats so special, oh well, as predicted. Then helped her maid to start fire and bbq food for the boys. I bet they ate alot of otah, 'cos its nice :D But it was damn awkward, serious, super awkward. Anyways, I'm still very curious what the guys got for her. :3 Was like outcast-ed yesterday. Lucky baby & co. was there. If not I go awhile then go home ready lo. Daddy came to fetch me home after cutting the cake. Baby,shulan,fabfab went off soon after that I think, they were watching this soccer match. Errr, Arsenal - Man Utd. Ooooohhhh yes!!! Ronaldo. Haha. *drool*
Only no.7 caught my eyes in soccer. Haha. In basketball, of 'cos is 14 lurhs. HAHAHAH! Quality time spent with baby and his friends :D I CAUGHT 3 FISHES IN FABFAB'S PHONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh yes. HAHA. Right. I've got nothing to do now. We eat when we're hungry, sleep when we're sleepy, love when we're empty. What do we do when we're bored?

BYEBYE!
S.C.D.D

*hope I get the job :3

Miserable

Bahh, finally! Went for two job interviews today. :0 One at RafflesCity another at NgeeAnn City. This Ochacha teafe was good, they sell some green tea thing lurhs. Will be informed soon I think. :3 Super hoping I'd get this job! Second interview... Ahhh, suck arhs. After filling up the form, " huh? You're sixteen? I thought you're much younger.Sorry" *laughters* BASKET! YOUR EYES KENA STAMP ARHS?!?!?! !@#$%^&* DONT WANT YOUR JOB ARHS!!! ))): ANGRY!!! )':

Met up with Alex,Shane and Geraldine. Went to cineleisure for Neoprints. haha, super long never take le lo. ._. Saw XiangLin korkor there. But I saw Ivan before he tapped me and I notice him. HAHA! IVAN BIGGER SIZE WHAT! THATS WHY I SAW HIM FIRST. Then text you NEVER reply one! Still ask me talk to you. ))): Where got korkor like that de? Want other people dont want own sister. ))): Go corner cry ready.

Super angry with WANGYICHENG today. Damn gay one. Say want accompany me go for interview, then bloody hell, keep sleeping. Dont why so tired one la! Call whole morning and afternoon arhs, NOBODY answer leh. Walao. Damn fucked up lo me. >: Everytime like that make my blood boil. One day arhs, I dont say anything. Then off my phone, dont let him find me. See how he feel. Sigh. Never mind lurhs, maybe I just meant nothing to him thats why. Somemore people say i never spare a thought for him. My fault. my fault.

Nehmind. At least he went to Somerset and look for me. Actually makes no diff lurhs, I also going home ready. But better than nothing lo. But compared to the initial plan? forget it man. SIGH!

Going over to Angeline's house tomorrrow for BBQ. Her birthday on Sunday. I dont know whether to get her a gift now(Limited cash) or wait till I get my pay and I can afford something better. :/

Sigh. Why like that one? No money = Fucked up life.

YES, IM LEADING A FUCKED UP LIFE! YAY! ._.

BYE!
S.C.D.D

I don't know how should I be feeling

After much thoughts yesterday night, I couldn't help but lost confidence in myself. Why'd things developed this way? Was it 'cos of me? 'Cos I'm not understanding enough and kept suspecting things that I shouldn't be? Or was it the way I chose to run away when a problem surface? Why'd I bother to actually get frustrated about these kinda things? I just wonder why, its all b'cos. I Love You

But I just cant base on a I Love You and continue making you miserable. )': You cant force someone to have the same perception of things as you. Ever wondered how insecure I'd feel if you didn't answer your phone and I don't know where the hell are you?! NO, YOU'D NEVER EVER KNOW. I'd stop being sarcastic to you. But when will you ever stop hiding the truth from me and tell me the truth and let me have trust in you. Its partially my fault, b'cos I'm the one having difficulties to trust, not you.

Should I really just let the matter rest and not bother with anything you want or wish to do from now on? I think I should, be someone who doesn't seemed to care or respond to anything that's happening. Yes, I'd be like this. I'd act as if, if the whole collapsed, its none of my business. Now, don't blame me if that really happens b'cos the environment and people caused me to be so.

And, What's the point of carry a phone when :
1) You don't ANSWER YOUR PHONE
2) You don't REPLY MESSAGES

The above 2 points just defeated the whole purpose of having a phone. )':

Yea, I'm sucha bitch/sore loser/whatever b'cos I rant about those things all day long.
Maybe one day, I might close down this blog and NOBODY on Earth would know what I'm thinking, and I'd keep EVERYTHING to myself till I die.

F.Y.I : Obama won the election, (I think)

BYE~
S.C.D.D

I'm tired of being myself.
I'm starting to hate who I am

* Sometimes, I'd just so fucking jealous when I see sweet couples and they never seemed to have any problems. Sigh.

Rain rain go away

Back at Moonstone Lane after fetching my brother from school. Bahh, he stinks after playing basketball, just like someone. HAH. :D Cross word puzzle is the latest trend now, my brother and maid seemed to enjoy crossing out words they found. Its quite a good past-time actually. The weather's so good till the 3 li'l kitty cats are lying down randomly, swaying their long fury tail, big round eyes staring at you 'cos the living room is dark.

I'm thinking, if the team would want me back. Considering what happened before and we're not in good terms anymore. )': Maybe this is just a guy's thing and I'm not good enough for it. That Manager thingy? I don't even are to think of it anymore. I'd just let the guys run it. :/

Bahh, I'm seriously in need of a part-time job lurhs! ))): HELP.

BYE!
S.C.D.D

Downslope-ing

Counting down to two Mcqs left. Kissing O'levels goodbye, will be freed from books and studies for just this li'l while and fate will determine where I'd land. :l Sounded so optimistic. Damn.

Go check out Xiaxue's latest entry about how she rant about those INCONSIDERATE smokers. Just inconsiderate ones.

Part-time job hunting now ))): I'd keep myself very occupied this holiday and I'd not find time to quarrel or cause friction with anyone, against anything. Go back for band practices, band camp, basketball training(if any), work, rest.This might work to numb me for all I know.

Maybe I'd try going to the POP this friday. Didnt actually remembered until Alex told me. Wth. ._.
Bahh. Downslope-ing in progress.

Things go UP & DOWN. )))': Heart plunge down to the bikini bottom ready lo! Gek sim arhs, my ah ma everytime say. :l

Sigh, What's a psychiatrist for? Oh, by the way, randomly, the tv programme said that you can quit smoking by hypnotising someone. I wonder if its true. Hmmmm.

Anyone? Someone? Tell me, how to open up, face yourself and not hide from someone. Say, if you dont have faith in that person? Ya, I know, PUT FAITH IN THAT PERSON LA!!! How I wished it was easy work man.

Shit,
Im going to think it over, real hard.

BYE... :l

loves,
S.C.D.D
*ShariChongDingDong

Superficial

Yes, life as it is. O level's coming to an end with only Social Studies and 2 science MCQs left.
Then I'd be free from books and stress, for a li'l moment of 1-2months. :D Hooray.

Love life's in a mess. Damn.