POSTING RESULTS OUT!!!

Yes, posting results are out and it was extremely early when I receive the text @ 6.08AM! Here's what they sent :

MOE: SHARI CHONG, you are posted to NANYANG POLY, NANOTECHNOLOGY & MATERIAL SCIENCE (C50) under 2009 JAE.

I am happy that I got my first choice but honey didn't. He got some weird ass course call Manufacturing engineering. Oh well, at least we're in the same school. [: And we're in the same block. (: Both engineering courses. This is call 无鱼，肉也好。

He actually wanted to appeal for nano tech so we went all the way to NYP. And I freaking got lost there and look like a dumb block. THEN, kengkeat came to my rescue (: Yippee. Called dessybreasy too but he was doing his project. :3 So nice to have friends there!

As far as I know, Honey, Me, Angeline and Martin's there. Wonder who's going there too. Hopefully not some people I DONT WANT TO SEE. Ya la, I know not everyone want to see me but ya lor!

Right. Went to shop for my clothings but ended up only buying one top. Amazingly, I spent my blue note just like that today :0

Mac - $5
Topping up honey's EZ'link - $5
Top - $20
lunch - $10
honey's taxi fare - $10

Status check :
Family - 9/25 [ My dad got pissed off by me this morning ]
Romance - 13/25 [ Felt better this afternoon ]
Money - 15/25 [ Spent one blue note today ]
Studies - 15/25 [ Got into my first choice ]

Okay, BYE!

♥s,
SHARI

This morning is CRAP.

One week passed and I seriously didn't see any sort of improvements that you said. Doesn't that mean that I don't have to stick to what I've said? Gotta think of this issue seriously.

BYE.

Updates!

Why do people get cranky when they get old? Sometimes, they are just DOWNRIGHT unreasonable. Take for example : My grandmother told me to order a kg of dumpling for Saturday's gathering and I did it immediately after she said. And then now, she changed her mind about ordering it 'cos of some reasons or so. She said that I shouldn't order it in the first place and blame me for doing what she told me. Besides that, she kept whining and whining like nobody's business, saying that I always do the opposite of what they say and blah blah blah. ._.
N0w, that is not fair okay.

Enough of whining. Today suck. No, everyday suck. Life isn't getting better >:

Let's grade my life now :

Family : 10/25
Romance : 8/25
Money : 20/25
study : 12.5/25 (Not studying now)

BYE!

[: Back from mummy's birthday celebration. Mummy's 37 years old already! Oh my, so fast. A few more years down the road, she'd going to be 40 and me, 20. Time seemed to pass so quickly, too quick for us to stop and appreciate what's around us.

And... We went to this lil shop called GRILLED HOUSE or something for dinner at TPY Lor4 Blk 92. Its a new shop I supposed 'cos it doesn't seemed to have everything in their menu. But the service was good. When I whined what the lobster bisque was too salty, he changed a new one for me, FOR FREE! :D So unexpected. But I still finished my share and uncle shared the extra one with granny. Everyone said that IF they put in more effort in decorating the dishes and serve it hot, it'd be WAY MUCH BETTER!!!

OH! Did I mention that there electricity trips? For like 2-3 times? HAH. It was kinda exciting though. :D We had complimentary desserts too.

So that's mummy's birthday (:

p/s : BARRY GOH! I don't take CLB okay! And I aced my mother tongue, which happens to be Chinese :D

(See this? He's cute right?! Alex pettyfer. ^w^)

TATA~
Much ♥s,
Shari☺

Look at him enlarge his nostril. Eww.

He's gonna eat me >.<

♥

:3

>-<

Check us out :D

"Student"'s the theme today (:

Let's end it with the sweetest photo (:

Went out with Honey today. And ended up taking up MANY MANY photos! [:
HEARTS HIM MANY MANY :D
♥s

BYEBYE~
Much loves,
from - ME !

Today's better than yesterday but I still got pissed by some things. ._. I think I need some photos for my blog. Gotta go snapping soon!

Went to Honey's place for dinner just now and met his big brother for the first time. It was so different from the photo I saw at their home. He was so japan-ish and he stood out from his family, like totally. His girlfriend was there too, kinda awkward to see her there ._. 'Cos she's like everywhere. Or maybe it was just my imagination.

Had their family photo taken and... I WAS INCLUDED! Haha, so fucking happy. I'm so glad that his parents didn't dislike me. And his mum gave me a BIG angbao. [[[:

Right, I gotta do some shopping for more clothes. I need a new wardrobe for school! (: Hope I don't expose myself too much in school. BAHH...

Praying hard that the posting result won't disappoint me :0

BYE!
With many many ♥s.
ME.

新年快乐。祝大家，牛运亨通。大家身体健康，万事如意，心想事成。

今年的年过得真不爽。都没有那个feel，整个人是没精打采的。最惨的是，自己的男朋友都不管自己。
你说说看，哪有这样的啊！从除夕开始就这样，扫本小姐的兴。每次都这样的，只要一遇到节日，他都会弄我生气。没有一次是能让我开开心心的过节，真不知道我做错了什么。总之，我想谢谢肥兵和舒岚。幸好还有他们两个开导我，不让我真的会发疯。今天过年，我不说一些不吉利的话。今天吃了韭菜饺，希望能长长久久。

祝大家永远快乐！

拜！

如果我离开新加坡，你们会想我吗？

My life is so fucking messed up now.
For once, I don't feel like celebrating CNY ( except for that excitement to collect AngBao )
Fuck. I'm having all the negative thoughts I can think of. FUCK life. Why are there emotions?
To fall in love, feel blissful, get upset then get hurt? If its this case, I rather be a cold blooded human. Then, I don't have to care about everything.

p/s : How would you feel when your only love thinks that you're psychotic and wants to heal you with a random psychology book?

并不完美

感觉，距离好远好远。我想，我们不可能回到以前开心的样子了吧。咎由自取。妖怪只能怪自己，为什么不能好好放手，把自由还给你。

如果。
我不要那么执著于感情的事，不要那么轻易地接受爱情，这些是就不会发生了。
不知道为什么，每次听到你那不在乎的声音时，我心都会痛，还有一种心沉下去的感觉。
如果。
你要自由。 我给你。
但是，
那代表，我会放手。
因为，
你根本不懂我。
你是我第一个像这样交往的人。
没想到，弄巧成拙。
可能我们的感情没有我们想象中的那么完美。
时间到了，我们就会各自离开。
只要你说GameOver， 你就会得到你要的自由。
我真得很想相信你，不知为何，我就是做不到。
看来，我不是那能陪你度过一身的公主。
我可能只是一个路过你生命的路人。
但是，我很高兴我能陪你走过8个月的路。

我真的爱你。

Why not just go to "history","show all", mark me and hit the "delete button"?

该是放手的时候了。原来，一直以来，我都错了。

人物：我跟他。
地点：新加坡
时间：长达8个月
问题：彼此的空间，信任，安全感。

错了八个月，该是时间放手了。

我的爱让你窒息。 我不想再做你妈的。 我累了。

以为我对你爱会让你感动，原来，我的爱是你的负担。

对不起。

我会放手的。

不想再做你的问题，不想再让你的朋友生你的气，不想再拖累你。

哇靠！我现在是超无聊的。没有人陪，整天在玩PSP，玩到我都变成了高手.>w<

今天,没事做嘛,那我就在跟一位朋友聊天。事情是这样的 ：
*就叫我的朋友“甲”好了。

甲：喂，好久没聊天了。

我：嗯，对啊！你都死到哪里？

甲：哈哈，最近交男朋友啦！没空理你。

我：重色情友。算了。怎样，男朋友对你好吗？

甲：好好好。不要嫌的话，当然好。老样子啦，不是吵架就是不说话咯！

我：好就好。不要嫌弃太多啦。吵架后，感情会变好。

甲：是就好咯！吵完后就各自去睡觉。谁都不让步。

我：两个倔强的东西。真是的。

甲：什么嘛！我好歹也是个交过很多对我好的男生的“好货色”啊！

我:那你去找以前的男朋友好了。要求那么多，去死啦！

甲：也是。可是我就是喜欢现在这个嘞！很有feel你懂吗？可惜的是啊，我有时真得很讨厌他做的事情。不知道为什么，他就是喜欢气我，骗我。

我：习惯就好。反正你那么笨，被骗的时候，你也不会发觉得啦！哈哈

甲：我就是讨厌人家这样对我啊！奇怪耶！

我：那我帮不了你了。自己保重吧！送你四个字，“习惯就好”。

甲：好啦。知道了啦！不闻不问，不听不看，不想不骂。这总行了吧？

我：那不会分手算了？

甲：不知道，看他怎样咯。

我：笨。

甲：我就是这样啦！好啦，不说了。拜啦！

我：好啦，祝你幸福啦！傻妹。拜！

如果你是“甲”的话，你会怎么办呢？年纪轻轻谈什么恋爱嘛！
哈哈！哎哟！我自己的感情事都处理得不好，怎样帮人？

拜啦！
♥

哇靠！球比人重要嘞！

17 (:

Yes, I got SEVENTEEN for my O's. I know that seventeen isn't a very remarkable score but its still a miracle for me :D I thought I'd get a 21 or 23 cos I'd probably flunk my maths. I got a FIVE for mathematics! Can you believe it? Being a 4years straight F9 student, I got a FIVE. YAY YAY YAY!
Oh well, for that super little time I studied, I'm satisfied with a 17 (:

I'm so hoping to get into the same school as honey ): Our first choice is the same, hope that the system or whatever can put us together. :3

BYE!
I'm turning 17 soon,
Another chapter of my life is unfolding,
More challenges, more demands.
What lies ahead doesn't matter,
What really matter is that we have each other.

ily WYC♥

Try this nice lil brownie @ Curry Favour [:

Getting my O'level results tomorrow, 12th of jan, 2009. And I'm feeling damn nervous now >.<
I hope I can do okay okay, not thinking to score well. 'Cos I know I screwed up my whole exam.
I doubt I can sleep tonight, even if I do, I'd have nightmares. My dad say that he'd bring me to DUBAI if I cant get into a poly. WTF?! DUBAI? Like some middle east country... How am I going to survive there? SHIT la. SHOULD HAVE STUDIED. Ya la, see, now regret. WALAO.

Okay, never mind. The future's not our's to see.

HOPE I CAN DONT GO TO DUBAI. >.<

I'm craving for Sakae Sushi but I've got no money ._. Damn sad right? ))): I want leh! Aiya, never mind. I'd have it next time.

P/s : I hate people falling asleep when they are on the phone talking to me. So irritating and honey does that ALL THE TIME! So damn angry!

BYE,
this is a hapy post I think. ;)

♥ya all!

爱你的那一个，伤你的那一个。谁才是你爱情中的伯乐。
最爱你的人，是最伤害你的人。
我现在都明白了。
如果不爱，那就永远没伤害了。
那我不想被伤害，就代表我不能再爱了吗？

爱与害。

听人家说，人的一生，有1/3的时间是花在等待的。 但是我觉得，我人生的1/3不是华在等待的。换句话来说，我把我2/3的人生花在等待。怎么说呢？应该说是花，还是浪费？不知道。我也不晓得那些时间，花得值不值得。

UPDATES

My Ideal Date :

1. My date to be very sweet and wake me up in the morning with his sexy voice
2. Chat with him till its time to bathe/whatsoever la.
3. Wear what he prepared specially for me. ( Like a first present of the day )
4. Open my door and see him waiting for me at the outside the lift, giving me the sweetest kiss.
5. He then hold me hand and take me to a restaurent I like,(namely, CURRY FAVOUR!)
6. Then the restaurent should be quiet and we'd sit in the corner booth, listening to nice music.
7. Order my fav. food w/o being told, after ordering, present to me my fav. flower (:
8. Chat happily with me whilst eating, take plenty of cute ass photos!
9. Pay the bill( VERY IMPORTANT! ('cos I got no $$$)
10. Bring me to watch a horror movie and hug me tightly :3
11. Take a neoprint and kiss me in at least one of the prints ♥
12. Go to park/garden where its windy.
13. Hug me tightly, sing me my fav song(s).
14. Kiss me like you're my prince.
15. Send me home :3

That would be my super ideal date(: I'm so easily satisfied right? (((: Yes I know.

I'm like way much cuter than him right? 'Cos he's a bad boy and bad boys are NOT CUTE. See, although I love him. But sometimes, he does things that fuckingly pissed me off. Still I love him,SHIT! I'm weird right? DUMB SHIT, if this is not called love, then I don't know whats love.
Ignore the post below, I typed it out off anger. Of 'cos that was what I felt. ._. I seriously am so ironic. Well, I'm weird that's why. I cant wait to pounce on my brother's PSP, I have none you know? NONE! Sucha bias family I have. HAH. Never mind... The smarter one always gets what they one. See, the stupid one(ME), dont even have a gameboy. ._. What I ever had was a lil shooting game that was given to me by the macdonald cashier.[ I was eating happy meal ]. See? Blame myself for being so fucking dumb. I cant even afford one gadget by myself. Yet, my brother got his PSP on that day he said he want. I know la, WTF WTF. I feel so unloved lor! FUCK LA! FUCK FUCK FUCK! NOBODY LOVE ME! Nbccb, I'm sucha vulgar, unwanted, unlove, stupid girl.

Okay, enough of whining.
BYE!

P/s : Dont think I ♥ you then you can bully me okay.

I'm so fucking cute. ._.

Am I such a pushover? One day, I'd give up and no matter how much things/people meant to me, I'd insist to leave. Because I'm not born to get promises to be broken, not born to be SCREAMED at, not born to be someone who waits forever. I'm tired of waiting, what is this? Just what did I owe you in my pastlife that I have to wait forever?! I dont think I deserve any of this. A sorry that carries no sincerity doesn't count. Maybe I'm just not a girlfriend material. Suck right?

Be prepared, I might just explode b'cos I CANNOT TAKE IT ANYMORE.

It suck to be me.

Uh, suck. What a waste to spend my day rotting at home. I don't want to make dating a chore, I really don't want to. Sigh. Suck man. Horoscope said that my love luck is going down slope. damn sian, 'cos its kinda accurate. ]: ARGH!!! FUCK LA.

FUCK THE DUMB HOROSCOPE FOR BEING SO ACCURATE.

BYE.

Finally can get to go out after like, uh, so many days? YAY!!! :D So after me and dad went to pick up my brother, my dad sent me to Bishan MRT station. Then have to wait for honey to come :$ Then we went to Shaw House to eat Pepper Lunch, honey's favourite! :D I had Rib-eye steak and lemonade while honey had pepper steak and root beer :3 We actually wanted to eat some japanese food. But it has been a long time since honey ate Pepper Lunch.

I think we both walked the whole Orchard today. ._. My legs are damn tired and pain now ): Actually can take bus or train one BUT dumbdumb honey tricked me to walk there when I was having stiches. ]: Damn bad right?

Then we met Huanni and Darren around Far East. HEHE. Return her her money then started walking again! ]]]: DAMN SIAN LOR!

Planned to walk to Cineleisure and take our very first NeoPrint. I haven't take any neoprints with honey yet. So depressed about it! Sigh, so I forgo my time&chance of taking neoprints and accompanied him to NUM to look at his sandals. He end up buying Nothing! -_- Wasted ah!
Never mind, as long as Im with him, everything should be okay. Saw Ashley Chua there with her dearest. ^~^ Then went home after that.

Yet another day. I gotta thing of something to make our date more interesting.
Any suggestions? :#

For now, BYE!!!

♥for my honey(WYC)

TOODLES!
SHARI♥

MANY ONLINE SHOPPING

好久没有做onlineshopping了。前天买psp games，今天凌晨买衣服和。。。不能说。哈哈！
太爽了！~ 昨天跟妈出门，买了个小皮包。Raffles City有一间专卖日本商品的店，里面的东西超口爱的！可是也好贵哦。本来想买鞋的。该死的，没有我的size！怎么可以这样啊！可是那个ABC的男店员还蛮可爱的。跟我说话时还有点America slang，他会说中文耶！可爱可爱！可是没比我的蜜糖可爱啦！我最爱蜜糖了！

真是的。一大清早就要被念。超不吉利的耶！算了。

好啦。拜啦！
♥To ya all! [:

D-I-S-A-P-P-O-I-N-T-M-E-N-T

Updates.

Yet another MAJOR disappointment. What? Am I asking a tat to much?
1. promised not fulfilled
2. You ask,you get answered but you still want to do things your way.
3.Nothing similar to what I was told.
So much for me hoping a change.

Oh well, somethings just DON'T change huh?

p/s : sorry for being so damn harsh with my words now, I'm freaking upset and pissed.

I am so totally hoping to cry everything out to someone. It seemed to me that there's no one I could cry to. ]: BOO.

FUCK HOW A HUMAN MIND WORKS _l_

* Guess all that hunt for all your likings GOES DOWN INTO THE DRAIN.

YES, I SUCK! SO WHAT?!

Updates yet again.

I've decided to go low profile and shut my trap.
'Cos I'm sucha control freak.
Getting away from ya world full of likings and interest.
Bingo, there you go. Nobody would ever interrupt you.

Yes, I ought to think of how immature I am.

IT IS ALL MY FUCKING FAULT.

FUCK THIS 'LIL BITCH RIGHT HERE.

pointless.

爱情？

Things change, people change, LOVE CHANGE.

我再也没有把握说爱。失去了信心，失去了信任，更加失去了我对你的一切。我好彷徨，好孤单，毫无助。我不想后悔，我不想崩溃，我不想对爱失去信心，我不想失去你。我跟美满爱情，感觉，距离好像越来越远。直到我受不了后，我就会悄悄离开，离开这个让我伤心，受伤的地方。独自逃到一个没有人认识我的地方。好伤心。我的心好痛好痛，仿佛是所有的东西都不能弥补的痛。

我快要窒息了。

快，救救我吧！

把我从人生的低谷里拉出来吧。

我不想受伤了。够了。

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL.

I hope that everything will be fine and everyone will be blessed.
I had a really bad start for the year. ):
I hate myself, I hate life.
But I love WANGYICHENG♥

BYE SUCKERS