Love

Finally!!! I got my butt outta my house after so long to meet baby (: Went to his house and ate lunch. Went out with him, Rico(Shulan), baby's brother&gf. She's like the first person to say that I look tall! Lol. Tsktsk, yes. LOOK tall. :/ Demoralizing leh!

Went to this Ice cream shop called " Tom's Palette". And yes! They have SALTED CARAMEL!!!
That fucking good okay? :D Baby& I shared 2cups. Haha. We ate : Chocolate stout+RosemarryApple+Rum&raisin+Salted caramel. YIPEE!!! Thanks ah Rico, for reminding me that I should avoid alcoholic stuff. ._. Anyways, I did eat up all the alcoholic ice cream :D Yay me!

I like baby's dad's car. Damn spacious you know? What that car called? Ehhh. "Estima" I think. Haha, the auto sliding car damn good leh. Haha. (:

Did have a great time with baby. (: You know I love you right? Haha. :D

Next up, medical check up [: Lucky no blood test. ._. Heng I'm from the engineering school, not health science. HAH! Health science people got all those weird test. Radioactive or some sort of weird test :3 GOOD LUCK HOR!

HHAHAHAHAHAHA.

P.S : Why does all drama's actresses get all the happy ending and all the things we, normal people cant get >:/

我也相当偶像剧的主角。

♥you baby!

ONLY WAY OUT IS TO ROT AT HOME

Trapped at home like forever. Even when I want to pick up my brother and go for walk, they gave all sorts of excuse just to not let me go out. I'm having my holidays, other people are having their holidays too. But why am I the fucking only one that has to stay home everyday?

Even a Primary school girl has more fucking freedom than me. I seriously don't understand. Next time I'm asked to pick up my brother, I'd refuse.

If that's the way they are going to ground me, by all means.

Fucking irritated.

Now I know how it feels to be a fucking not loved child.
Thanks ah.

Baby, I miss you ): I know it sucks to have a girlfriend who is like forever grounded. But you know how things are happening in my house )': Sorry baby. I love you. Everything will get better ain't it? (:

Love you

I now will give all of my love to you. I hope its worth it.

♥ya!

我决定了！！！

Yes, 是的！我已经决定了。决定当个坚强的女性！ 呵呵，吓到了吧？对啦！人家开窍了嘛，懂事了啊！我说啊，人就是这样，犯贱！嗯。不管以后怎样，我现在就想谈个轰轰烈烈的恋爱！骇， 我看我真是疯了。算了，既然爱上了，就爱到底呗！烦死了！整天窝在家里，哪儿都不能去儿。

哈哈。最近都在看（命中注定我爱你！）儿。所什么，后面都要加个儿。

好想看我的（花样男子）儿。哈哈！！！

拜啦！♥

Wrong decision?

Did I make a wrong decision? Why didn't everything turn out to what they were supposed to be ):
Tsktsk. Maybe I'm thinking too much. :/ Blame myself for being so naive.

A sorry contains no fucking meaning if you don't mean it.

WALAO!!! WHERE GOT PEOPLE SO EVIL ONE!!!

Wa, wtf. :/ The drama stopped at Ep14 and I can't continue!!! DAMN IT! MY ONLY SOURCE OF ENTERTAINMENT LEH!!! @#$%^

Tsktsk, why doesn't it happen in reality? ): Four super uber hot guys and one girl. Not only they're HOT, THEY ARE UBERLY RICH TOO!!!

)': Maybe if I go overseas then this kind of things will happen. HAHA! :3 The girl is damn shiok can?! KUA KUA!!! I really can't tune myeslf back to reality man. ]: FUCK THAT AWESOME PERSON WHO FILM THIS FUCKING AWESOME VERSION OF METEOR GARDEN! I'd give the jap one a shot. Haha. I'm so into it now. Tsktsk. :/

Anyways, SHOPPING TODAY!!! :3 Chippy's for lunch, then Bugis street for shopping!!! :3
Bought another pair of shorts and a super mini skirt. WALAO, ALL CHEAP DIGS YOU KNOW?! haha. Gotta go hunt again. New school new wardrobe what right? (((:

BYE!
♥

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

Cookie, my iDOG

Cookie flashed at me :3

Cookie wants to be AH-PU-NEH-NEH

Flashed all its light at me :O

Woken up early in the morning by my brother's music and stuff. Damn irritated to wake up like this. They conquered my room and terrorized me :/ Take me like a maid and made my life miserable. Tsktsk. I even have to sleep in the damn living room. )))': Poor me. Where got people seventeen years old already still have to sleep in the living room one?! F*** up.

Sigh. Life's no good at all now. :/

Stats :
$$$ : 4/5 ( of 'cos the more the better la! )
♥♥♥ : 2/5 ( I dont know why too )
Health : 2.5/5
☻☻☻ : 1/5 ( 'cos they keep wanting to FUCK ME UP )

OKAY, BYE SHIT!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME !!!

BIRTHDAY HAPPY ME TO!!!

YAY! [: I'm officially 17 now. 4 more years to my official freedom age!!! Yes, my dad is a total conservative, old-fashion guy. Tsktsk. I missed Yoga's concert today. ]: Walao, dad's enjoying life in Oman(DUBAI). He gets to live in a mini Villa alone and the rent there is only $5000, the company pays for his accomodation. Now, he's living with this Korean family and he gets to eat korean food for breakfast and dinner! :3 How I wish I get these kind of privilage. HAH! He say he wants to save to 500K before he actually comes back. Is that alot? Tsktsk.

Right, STRAWBERRY ICE CREAM SHORT CAKE!!! :DDD HAPPY!!!

Lesser presents this year ]:
- Got lotsa cash
- an iDOG
- a computer game - Fetch
- abalone
Still counting.

AZRI~ I'm waiting for yours to come!!! Robin too!!!

THANKS EVERYONE FOR WISHING ME! I LOVE YOU ALL!!! :3 MUACKS!!!

P/s : I didn't pester or kick up a big fuss doesn't mean that I am letting you do your way, I just simply don't care.

xoxo

Less than an hour more.

DIG THOSE DRAMAs!!!

<--- Jiawen

*The guy on the extreme left look like Jiawen*

'Ve been glued to the computer screen for hours and hours watching the korean version of Meteor Garden [流星花园]. Haha, was browsing through my movie/drama list and found this new drama. And found out later that Huanni's watching it too :3 She's a hardcore korean fan I tell you. Tsktsk.

BIRTHDAY! :DDD
]: I want present.

BYE!
♥
Trying hard to feel love again.
Hope that the chance will not be crashed by you my love.

Let hate be my name and suspicious as my game.
Too bad that suspicious-ness had gotten into me yet fucking again.
Please blame me for losing trust, distorting the facts and making you lost your best friend.

450th post

I've been getting up quite early these few days 'cos my mum was in the hospital and now she's discharged, I still have to get up early. 'Cos she's sleeping with me in my room. :/

Mum sleeping in my room = No privacy = No latenight text/calls/lappy usage = Boring ):

Sigh, When I get up early and finish doing everything then I've got time to go out, someone sleeps all the way through the morning and dash my lunch dream, how nice (:

Now my mum's asleep, I cant go out ))):

I dont know is it just me or it applies to everyone, I FUCKING HATE LIARS CAN?!

Not DISLIKE but HATE (:

Well, I got a necklace + sunflower + muffin for my V'day. Oh well.
Wonder what will I get for Birthday? Nothing perhaps, 'cos I'm not in school anymore, thus, friends are no longer forced to buy presents [: BYE!

Ask me out for dates please [:

BORING~

Woke up at 9am for nothing. :/ Too lazy to go get breakfast, how I wish someone would bring breakfast to my house :3

Bahh, SUCK LA! I rather go to school than spend the day at home and do nothing ))):

BYE.
I'm left with only myself to trust.

What a GREAT Valentine's day. :l First, I was woken up by my mum 'cos she wasn't feeling well and she needed something from the provision shop. Luckily, the provision shop opens at a very early hour at around six? [: So good right? Yes. So... I went down to get what she wanted, go back and Angeline call regarding the cake. Didn't go back to sleep and continue to do some miscellaneous stuff eg : Bathe, make beds, watch tv ._.

Went to Balastier plaza for mummy's check-up. Guess what?! MY MUM IS P-R-E-G-N-A-N-T!!!
OMFG! If everything goes out fine, which I hope so, my baby brother/sister is 17years younger than me. HA! Beat that man! [: My brother is younger than me for 4years and my coming sibling is 17years younger than me! WAHHH. (:

Maybe next time I bring my younger sibling out, people might think that I'm his/her mother!
BTW, my mum's in the hospital now ): Hope both mummy and baby will be fine. [:

Anyway, THIS IS THE WORST VALENTINE'S DAY I HAD IN MY WHOLE FUCKING LIFE!
I am happy to hear good news from mummy but something ruin the good mood FUCKING LOTS!

People get roses, chocolates, gifts, hugs, kisses and everything you dream of. But what I get?

A FUCKING LIE!

I didn't expect you to shower gifts and whatever. I didn't even expect you to get me a stalk of flowers. What a surprise huh? A LIE! And what's more, I gave you a chance to get honest with me, you CHOSE to fucking lie to me. What do you think I am huh? Gave you chances after chances, YET YOU CHOSE TO ABUSE THEM EACH TIME! WTF! Who was the one who said will chance and stop lying to me. Tell me people, do you preferred to be kept in the dark till you found out the fucking truth by yourself or you want someone you love to just come clean with you? ITS LOGIC WHAT!!! FUCK FUCK FUCK! Why must you do this kind of things to break my heart? :/

My heart was shattered to like, A MILLION PIECES!
FUCK MAN.
WHAT A SHITTY V'DAY!

EDITED/

I MET JOSIAH LEE @ J8 ALONG WITH ANGELINE :DDD
SO LONG NEVER SEE HIM READY & HE CLAIMED THAT HE GREW TALLER. (:
I think I'm taller.

Rules: It's harder than it looks!
Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag ten people. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real...nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

1. What is your name : Shari

2.A four Letter Word : SUCK

3.A boy's Name : Samuel

4. A girl's Name : Sheila

5. An occupation : Sex-pert

6. A color : Silver

7. Something you'll wear : Skirts

8. A food : Sukiyaki

10. Something found in the bathroom: Soap

11. A place : Sakura Thai-Chinese restaurent

12. A reason for being late : Shitting

13. Something you'd shout : SHUT THE FUCK UP!

14. A movie title : She's the man

15. Something you drink : Soup

16. A musical group : Sunshine girls

17. An animal : Snake

18. A street name : selegie

19. A type of car : Suzuki

20. The title of a song : Song for you

Duhhhh...Pray hard that school starts soon!!!

Shit man! I'm really rotting at home. )': Weah, all I can do is lie on bed and watch movies. Walao, tomorrow Valentine's day then I got no date ): I think I'm gonna spend V'day with my family. HAH!

Grandma bought a VERY BIG piece of fresh salmon from the market today [: Yay, sashimi later when mummy gets home! :DDD

I dont think I made nice soup :l Bahh. Anyone want to give me some V'day present? (((:
WAHAHAHAAHAHAH.

BYE!
I'm hoping for something cute, sexy and whatever la. AHHHHH.

♥

Goddamn it! Honey's phone just officially died infront of me! WTF@#$%^&* How come he can use it like a normal phone but it just get fucked up when I used it! Damn it! The phone HATES me!!!
Everything was going fine today till I got home. My god, my internet connection got all messed up, the phone refused to co-operate. FUCK ELECTRONICS GADGETS! Ha.

Great! Got korean food today AGAIN! ]: But this time, we spent more )': We ate super hell lots of food today! :DDD But its kinda disappointing leh, so expensive. Why are all the korean food expensive? TELL ME TELL ME TELL ME!!! ))): Weah. We spent $82.05 eating a BBQ set lunch for 2pax. No doubt, we ate till we nearly died ._.

We had :
10 side dishes
2 salad
2 plates of cold dishes
1 plate of potato noodles
1 plate of pancake
1 basket of veg
2 bowls of rice
2 big blops of collar meat/pork ribs
1 kimchi stew
4 cups of tea
1 cup of ice blended lemon tea

[: All that for $82.05, expensive right! Should have tried out Seoul Yummy instead. It's be much more cheaper. Anyways, I did enjoy the meal. Service was good. And most importantly, I ate the meal with someone I liked (: Yeepii me!

I shall save more money and eat MORE KOREAN FOOD!
I've found out that I love korean food more than anything else 'cept for honey's cooking :D

BYE!!!
♥

All excited for my b'day

Yay me next friday [:

Hope I get whatever I want :D Initially, I asked my mum if she can book us a chalet and the whole family can get together for the weekend but she said NO. ))): So sad. I thought for once, she's book a chalet for me ): Wanted to make use of this chance to introduce my friends to her but she pushed away the chance herself. So... Not my fault if she cant get to know my friends. Oh well.

Bahh...

BYE♥

ROT

I bet I've stay in bed for more 6hours today. B-O-R-I-N-G!!!

No life ):

Bahh, some people like me...Can just fire up an argument so easily :/

BAD SIGN. WEAH!

BYE!

Felt slighty better

I definitely felt better today. Phew [: Had super comfort food at Hansang Korean Family Restaurant. Spent a good $60 on the meal for 2pax. Bahh, no photos. Too busy eating, no time for photos :3

Had hotpot kimchi which incl. pork, kimchi, rice cake&ramen. Damn shiok I tell you! Its spicy enough for you to gobble down 2 relatively big cups of iced tea. Haha. Some one had runny nose while eating it. :D The rice is nice, I liked it (: It sticks together but its very Q. [: There are side dishes too. Compared to the ones I had at Far East, nahhhhhhhhhhhhh. Haha.

Damn, I'm thinking of eating that again ))): Maybe I should try the other restaurant. Seoul Yummy. I want fatty fatty stripes of pork belly being BBQ-ed!!! Im drooling again... ^~^

Yes, Jasen IS right. I'm fat now xD He say I sounded fat )': HE ALSO VERY FAT LOR!!!

1 month starting from tomorrow. I shall give myself a second to love someone and to be love by the one I loved. I feel happiness.

BYE♥
LOVELY LOVELY LOVELY!!!

BYE DAD!

Dad took this for us :3

Dad,Me,Grandpa,Brother&Mummy

B.B took this for us :3

Dad's not in town since 2.20am today. I was a lil upset when he's going away and I'm definitely going to miss him. His nagging, his whatever la. :l Had quite a great time with my brother at the airport yesterday. Took turns to hop onto the push cart for luggages, " Tokyo Drift-ed" at corners, slamming breaks at the most unexpected times, over-taking other carts. Warmed our shivering bodies just by exercising :D Right. Dad agreed to let me work(: Yayness! $_$

Was feeling a lil outta place without love surrounding me )':

Total BULLSHIT :l

Bye shitlife.

It's time to be a nobody.

My body is malfunctioning. :/ My digestive system got screwed and my mind is in a mess. Will I get some weird disease or whatever? Or is it just simply that I'm just having some digestive problems? I get dizzy and nauseous when I wake up in the morning, I feel hungry but I've got no appetite to eat, I vomit when I eat. I know I'm NOT pregnant, I can't be, my period still comes on time. [:

Still, my heart aches from time to time. Why hurt me so deeply when you have me and only repent and say that you love me when I'm going to leave. ): I can't guess what you're thinking. I think I did my part to salvage the r/s. Maybe I'm just not a good gf.

BYE.

Sudden heartbreaking sensation. I should pull myself away from you.

I don't know how should I handle these.

How should I manage a break-up like this? Never once experience this kinda break-up. It's so unusual you know? But what's irony is, I didn't resent what took place. Let's give myself another month to cool down and grow up. Maybe a little maturity can fix this and I am so fucking hoping that I can learn to trust him and he can learn to earn trust. It's all so weird. :/

My dad's flying off to Dubai tomorrow night. I might miss him, a lot. And pray that I can get all the freedom I want after he's there. And god bless him when he's there working hard for our family. And pray hard that I can get my DS that he promised :D BYE DAD! Will miss 'ya!

Aw man, mum's gonna move in with me and I'd lose my freedom to chat till dawn and surf the net till I fall asleep. Bahh.

So uncool.

Hope that school starts faster. :3

BYE!

♥♥♥EDITS♥♥♥

Got this fucking heart wrecking feeling inside me when I see sweet couples celebrating their anniversaries or monthsaries. :l Suck man, why don't I have at least one like that. ): Always the same old boring stuff, or sometimes only one text to end it. Sigh. Forget it. ]: Anyways, I won't be celebrating any of it from now onwards. Argh, fuck. Damn jealous of that stupid TanKahHo.
He got sucha sweet gf. At least he bothers to give his gf a memoriable monthsary. ))': I got none!
FUCK THAT!

*angry woman*

FUCK LA!

It's all over now.

I'm sorry.

All the best to you WYC.

Yet another lie

I was upset enough yesterday after going home from the funeral. Losing someone that dote and love you since you're a child.

What I get at night while chatting with you on the phone was how foolish I was last time. Why would I bother to actually trust you anyway? It makes no difference 'cos no matter how hard I try to believe, you'd eventually prove to me how much effort I wasted. What's more interesting is that you didn't even bother to confess to me, your friend told me. If not, I'd be kept in the dark forever and keep believing in you. How silly of me. This incident really changed my opinion of you, basketball, trust and our relationship. Till now, I still catch you lying to me, be it a big/small matter. I guess that's enough. I don't think I deserve someone who doesn't want to be truthful to me. It's a matter of time that we, separate and you, looking for someone who deserve your trust.
I seriously am very tired of these fucked up things.

I should had seen this coming.

Dreams are sometimes reality.

BYE

Working @ GoGo.

After honey and his parents picked me up from my house, we went to pray, to the bank then pray again and finally to Jurong point. Walao, JP is damn big, I didn't know where to go cos its so big ._. Went to banquet to get our lunch 'cos there's no time for us to spare already ]: His mum kept hurrying us. >.<

Working at GoGo is damn fun. :D There's still many to learn and ya lor, slowly :3 His brother is a very nice guy (: Ended up working throughout the night and was happy to have honey with me. ♥ him. Sam(his brother) sent me home and I got a good scolding from dad. F**K. Start working next week ready, at AMK hub. Come patronise me ah!

I don't know why but honey likes to act cute nowadays. Tsktsk. And, he likes it when I cosplay as a stsudent ._. Lol.

BYE!
♥s,
Shari.

HAPPY DAY OUT!!!

At mum's and dad's place now. Mummy wasn't feeling well 'cos of her asthma and there's this praying thing tonight. Ahh, Campus superstar is crap! Just take a look any Taiwanese singing competition. No business for Singapore's singing industries. No more Stephenie Sun and JJ lin or Ah Du. Aiya, whatever. I can't sing and I must admire those who dared to participate this competition and survive till now. Actually is none of my business. [:

Went out with honey today. To Far east then to Bugis then back to Tpy, we went there at the wrong timing. We totally forgotten that the whole mall doesn't open till late afternoon. So I had my breakfast-cum-lunch at this 'lil shop called Full house. Not bad la. At least there's something to eat :3 Gotta get back there again next time to get honey's T-shirts. Trained to Bugis and....

TOOK OUR VERY 1ST NEO-PRINT!

I was so damned happy that we can finally taken our neo-print after 8months +++ :D Got new shorts and a bag for school. The bag its only $15! Super good pick, you can always find cheap picks at Bugis street [: Honey bought his berms. AND... We spent so much today ]: Another blue note gone. THANKS FOR ALL YOU'VE PAID HONEY, LOVE YOU! MWAH!

Now for the bad news ):
Grandaunty passed away, was damn upset when I hear this piece of news. And it was so embarrassing to tear at the train station. Sigh. Hope she's happy and everything up there.
We've yet to visit her for CNY, the angels didn't even give us the time to say goodbye to her. How much she dote on us, everyone of us. Now she's gone, no more X'mas celebration at her house, no more everything. ): I'd miss you. ♥

Right, BYE!