Sorry/Thanks, Neh Mind/Welcome.

Sorry for being your bitch, thanks for the day, neh mind for not caring, welcome for forgiving.

Chimology much? Nope. He understands it.

After the "downs" came the "Ups". Very high "up"

I didn't know what I did or what I think would affect bab so much, I forgotten that bab has been tolerating and trying too. I forgotten that I'm not the only one who's contributing to this r/s. I forgotten that bab has his soft spot too. I forgotten that I told myself that I'd be a better gf.

I really hope I can overcome this emotion obstacle. Because I know, in that split second I reveal that "aura", I'd hurt you. I'm sorry. I've been using the past as my excuses for too long, I needa get out of that shadow. I need to move on. I need to, I have to. Baby, I won't be so selfish anymore. I'd get used to it, I'd learn the way you do stuff. I hope I can.

I'm suck as a girlfriend.

I'd learn to compromise you more sweetass.

On a happier note, baby,Rico,Pearlyn and I went for Dim sum for dinner and Soybeancurd. Baby must be jealous that Rico's gf lets him chat with any girl he likes, go out like nobody's business. But baby...too bad. You're mine, you'd always be. I'm damn selfish. I can't share you with anyone, I can't get enough of you, how can I share? Over my dead ass.

Love max.
♥

P.s : For those who doesn't love themselves, go read ZHIYAN's blog. I linked him. Its kinda meaningful.

Body Swtich

Kop this ^ from Zhiyan's blog. Look what he did to us.
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P.S : Jiale said that the "Body Switch" photo made him lost his appetite, which I think sounded rather impossible 'cos he needs like 3sets of food to satisfy his tummy. LOL

FML, again.

Just when I thought things would get better eventually after baby's back. The truth is, No! And it got worst instead.

To know the fact that your boyfriend is back in Singapore and he's just a phone call or a text away but he has totally nothing to talk to you about. The feel is super max sucky!

Sigh, it just made me felt as though I'm the lousiest gf you people would ever find. :/

真的事要是去后才会懂得去珍惜吗？

FML

Yes, baby is back from Taiwan, me happy happy... But things didn't turn out the way it is supposed to be leh. Sigh, those good happy endings isn't my thing, AT ALL. :/

Was hoping a nice day spent with bab. Things just didn't go the way it is supposed to be since beginning. Oh well...My bad. Me lousy gf. Suck madly.

Ate lunch at bab's place, then...did nothing but looking at them Cs away and took a 'lil afternoon nap. Waited for 2weeks just to take a nap ._. Sigh...Just when we wanted to go to J8 for tea, his brother asked him to go help him do his stuff. FML! :/

So, I angrily decided to go back on my own. But the fucked up SBS88 took like 15-20min to come! WTF, they even drove past me. Bab called to ask if I wanted a ride home. Of course NOT! I was angry okay?! Just was damn pissed off. I 好不容易 waited for 2weeks leh! wtfwtfwtf...

As usual...Text neh reply...call neh answer..Oh, 'cos phone was in the bag then brother kept him busy. I'm sucha lousy gf hor? Ya lor ya lor!

Sigh, FML today la okay?

Thanks for the Chocolate and jellies you bought back from Taiwan. Slight disappointment leh. Totally not as what you told me. :/ Neh mind...neh mind...You come back can liao...No present neh mind neh mind.

BYEBYE.
I'm going to KBKB to myself now.
再见。

P.s : I rather miss you than get all upset about everything.

TODAY IS THE DAY!!!

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Yay max! Bab bab is coming back tonight! And I'd be able to see him tomorrow! Goddamn happy now! 2weeks, 14days= 336hours= 20160min= 1290600sec!

And. Michael.J passed away already :/ Mr.King Of Pop. Heart attack while practicing for his World tour. Felt kinda 可惜. I remembered...when I was still in primary school, Mr.Lim, my volleyball coach will play MJ's songs during trainings. Sigh...memories shall be it.

I miss bab bab.

Hope to see him real soon!

BYE!!!
MUAH♥
LOVE MAX

13

YES AH!!!

Bab bab will be back tomorrow night!!! HIP HIP HOOORAY!!! I miss him sooo goddamn much can?! Almost everything I do, I'd think of him... )': Miss him so much :/

I'm dead tired today! ><><

After resting for like an hour or so... Xavier Chong came back and dragged to out to get his webcam, mine too. Shit man, I want to change my notebook ): Damn tired know today? YAWN!

TIRED MAX!

Bab bab is still not online yet >< Whats wrong? He usually gets online at this time...WHERE ARE YOU BAB?! Miss you! I've got a plan for both of us! Teeheeheee. (: YAY MAX.

I'M SO HAPPY TO KNOW THAT BAB IS COMING BACK SOON!!!

BYEBYEBYEBYEBYE~
MADLY IN LOVE WITH YOU!!!
MUAH!♥

12

本小姐的voice became sooo goddamn sexy now~ Woohoohoohoohoo...

First time singing with my poly classmate neh~ But no shiok enough leh! Like not high! HAHA. Only myself go crazy >0< HAHA.

Wakao~ I forget to bring my ez-link card today neh! Luckily the receptionist is kind enough to let me in. Teheeheee. The more I sing, the more I think of bab bab. I'm so used to singing in bab bab's arms )':

Baby, I miss you neh~

School holiday is gonna extend for another week! (: That means I CAN SPEND MORE TIME WITH BAB BAB NEH~~~

HOORAY!!!

Bab's touching down on Friday night! I feel so bad that I wont be able go 接机. I've to tahan till Saturday then can see him neh~

I'm mad tired.

BYE!!!
LOVE MAX
MUAH♥

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Post deleted 'cos I find it so effing childish. Forget it, if he insist that I did him wrong. So be it. No use arguing over things that won't help at all. Oh well. I can only say...I'm penniless now, 'cos I've spent all my cash on that 2miserable Hello! card(: And whats more, me no have allowance during holidays! (: How great.

BYE!

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不能睡的痛楚，不知名的愤怒。
不能上诉，只能安静的痛哭。

First Time Out With A Girl!第十天

Yes! And SYAFIQAH's the lucky one!!! HAHAHA. So far this year, I've never been out with any girls...HAHA. See Syaf, I love you right? (:

We went to Fork & Spoon. ._. Ehh... She said that she's gonna meet me for lunch but she went there and drink Chrysanthemum tea! >w< We went to J8 'cos she wanted to go shopping! Ended up chatting and stuff. She came to my home and watched Beverly Hills Chihuahua. Felt kinda great to have a girlfriend by my side(:

Baby, thank goodness that there is finally internet connection over your side. I miss ya! ):
Hope that you'd be back by Saturday & I'd be able to go out. I miss you!!! I had your favourite drink today. The more I drink it, the more I missed you! :/

LOVE MAX!!!
Bab bab, Take care of yaself!
♥you!

第九天

There you guys go. Photos from Jonathan. Pathetic 3 only ):

Saw those two siao ding dong wearing some "formal" clothings? It was sooooooooo funeral! HAHAHAHA. That was maths tutorial extra lesson(: Lookey at the teacher! So peace-looking!

Im going out with Syaf tomorrow! I bet we're gonna snap and snap away! (:

* EEK! I look so fat amongst all the girls! Can you all put on some weight please? >< Bab bab was online just now. I missed him sooo much. He promised to marry me! HOORAY!!!

Love bab max!
(:
Nights world.
Me loves you!
MUAH!♥

Common test!

I'm putting my common test time-table here, incase I forget >0<

Course No. Subject Date Time Venue

EG1302 Maths 29/6 1400-1530 LTQ9
EG1321 Chemistry 30/6 1630-1800 LTQ11
EG1323 Physics 3/7 1630-1800 LTR1
Eg1324 Mechanics 1/7 1400-1600 LTQ9

8th DAY!

BABY! You've been outta Singapore for 7days! T~T

I miss you so f*cking much... ): You being there for a week means you'd be back real soon! Thats how I confort myself. The longer you're there, the faster you'd be back(:

Bab bab, I'm a good girl here in Singapore ya know? For the whole week, I've been to nowhere to have fun. I went to school on Monday and Thursday to do my school work. And have been going out only with my family(: I neh anyhow go out and party or do anything that will 对不起 you oh! Rest assure, I'm yours!

Right. I'm up at 7.51am today(: Read a really sweet text from bab bab that he sent me at 7.44am. Love him soooooo much! LOVER BOY, I MISS YOU!!! ):

Okay okay...Accompanied mum to Dr.Teo. Yay, little baby boy is growing very well(: Im so excited about the coming baby brother(: What will mum name him? Can she name him Zac? HAHA! Zac Chong sounds weird. I'd NOT let my mum name him "Paul"! Cos Paul will bully his siblings! >< MUAHAHA.

After that, we took a bus ride to CityHall. SHOPPING!!! For baby's stuff. We bought soooo many things! Robinsons rock socks! EEEEEK! The 'lil mittens are so adorable! Teeheehee. I'm gonna get the "I♥mummy, I♥daddy" mittens & bootees for my baby brother(: I wonder if they have a "I♥Sister,I♥brother" one. THAT WILL BE SOOOOO CUTE!

Went to Soup Spoon for lunch. Nice(:

I still like school better. Holidays are CRAP!

Okay.
Gotta ring baby up very very soon(:
BYE♥

I love you baby.

第七天

Digged this up while cleaning, SPOT ME~

Just remembered that I was sitting on Ms.Sharifah's lap

CamWhore after cleaning. >W<

MUAH!

I miss baby...alot. :/ My vocabulary is very limited, I cant describe how much I miss you. ><><><>"< I bought nothing but a bowl of Laksa... SAD ME. I have to live with a pair of canvas shoes and my "lao ya" slippers! ):

Back home...WALAO...Disaster man!

Now...My room is officially NOT MY ROOM anymore. I was just ordered to clear everything out of my room. Sigh. I sleep in the hall, my clothes are in my grandmum's wardrobe, my books are in my "mum's room". Where do I stand in my house? Yes, everywhere! I feel so inferior now. Im 17 but I dont even have a space called mine.

Photos yesterday are with Syaf and Jonathan. Will post after I received it from 'em.

Till now? Tata~
Im gonna go rest and watch the tube.
* Im thinking of getting an E63. should I?

BYE!
I love WYC!
Muah♥

Just finish chatting with bab bab on the phone. Thanks to bab's suggestion, I bought this hello card that cost me $9 and let me hear bab bab's voice for 33min20sec (: Yay me for being able to hear bab bab's voice and soothe my heart a little. Sigh... [:

Right. I passed my math test again. Haha. Although its only 11/20 and Jiale got 19/20, others got at a 17/20. Its good for me. For a person who didn't studied Amaths and failed all the way in my sec school life. I'm happy cos I passed...BOTH OF MY MATH QUIZ(: I know still very lousy la! But... Im contented.

And yes, Mr. Lim Jia Le was late AGAIN! This time...a shocking 4hours! ._. I rang him up at 10.23am and he's still in bed. Then...I called him again at 11plus to see if he left house already...but...he was still sleeping!!! !@$%^& He only met me at 2pm. KI SIAO AH! He must be damn tired from all that training. If not he wont pig till so late *&^%$#@#$%^& GET RID OF THAT HABIT PLEASE!

Right, and sorry to Jiale. Cos he didnt learn anything from me. Shit man. I felt like a loser )':

BAB BAB!!! I miss you ): MUAH. Take care of yourself okay? I love you!

* Happy birthday to Jonathan(: #$%&^% ZhiYan bought a bottle of Jim Beam for him. WHERE'S MINE!

Bye loves!
♥

UPDATES

Baby...I'm going to bed already(: I'd try my best to look for a prepaid card okay? I love you! And I miss you terribly! :/ How much I wish that I'd be able to sleep in your arms. Nightnight. Its DayFIVE already. ): I still have like 7 more days to go before seeing you. Sigh...

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RICO JUST TOLD ME THAT THERE IS A PREPAID CARD I CAN USE TO CALL BAB BAB!!!
YAY! Phonix card... Before I forget, I must go get it!

Sleeping early tonight. There's math lesson tomorrow! And chemistry revision.

BOO TO ME COS I CANT GO TO TAIWAN!!! )':

Love max bab bab.

♥

Zac Efron, Cute huh? Right, I've been damn obsessed with him after HSM. He's so cute!!!

窦智孔, Taiwanese! He's kinda hot ya know? Like Wooo~ Just watch him take off his shirt and ya'd know~

Alex Pettyfer! He's goddamn cute too. I like his bod too!!!

小天！HE'S LIKE THE ULTIMATE HOTTIE!!! HEARTS!

Nonetheless, MY WYC IS STILL ZEE BEST!!!
No matter how hot are the other guys, they still cant be compared to my bab bab. (:
I ♥ him the MOST!!!
YAY!!!

*That incident should be forgotten. I'd just take it as a misjudgement of people. :/
friends? 7years? AND AND AND...Nothing happened to me. No he didn't do anything like raped. ._.

第四天

Baby, you got your prepaid card already...Thanks for making an effort to call me even when you're outta town(: I appreciate and love you lots! (: Hope ya having fun holidaying in your hometown okay? I love you! love you! Love you!!! MUAH! [:

:/ But I miss you terribly! I miss your hugs, I miss your kisses! I miss you 无时无刻 caring for me! Can I fly to Taiwan to look for you?!

>:/ And to Mr.D, stop harping about the subject will'ya? Fine, its MY fault. Happy?

Babbab, I love you!
MUAH.
♥

My Classmates DID Rock My life.

Wait wait wait! Before I say anything, can you guys wish Happy birthday to JiaLe silently in your hearts? The more birthday wish a birthday boy gets, the easier his birthday wish would come true(: So, let's wish JiaLe a VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY EVERYONE! Thanks!♥

P.S : I texted at him @ 12.00 - 12.01 am but he didn't reply me lor! Sigh. HAH

And...I'm in school now, listening to babbab doing his Role Play Project ._. Lol. School's so quiet! Haha. 'Ve been at bab's place for the whole week. (: BEAT IT!

Right, like in my title, my classmates(some) Rock my life. (: RML.

Let's start off with the SWEETIES!

♥ Syafiqah - She's the first in class who have been to my home! And she cares alot about me! Hearts her! You guys should check her out, she's quite a chick herself.

♥XinHui - My hubby in class!!! Haha, she's damn cute know? Even guys from the other course wants to know her. Powerful much?

♥YanHua - She cares about me like how an elder sister cares for a baby sister. Not to mention that she really takes care of me in class! Heart her much much!

♥ShiYa - We don't talk to each other very often but sometimes when I'm feeling down, she's offer my a candy and give me a mega watt smile! Sweet? Yes!

See? The girls in my class are damn sweet, they love each other like how they love their family. So seldom that I get along with girls well. Haha.

Right, guys...guys...guys...

♥LimJiaLe - He owns me in ALL msn games(includ.the Reversi yesterday), he listen to me crap away when I'm down, he gives me advices, he's my audience, kinda like a big brother. *Say happy bday please* He likes to say this to me "Can you please Shut Up?" HAHA. Aiya, he did RML. *JiaLe is single, he's goodlooking. Girls, $10for his E-mail* Caution, Might Ignore you!

♥LimJunHong -He craps with me ALL THE TIME! He lectures me in his Tagboard, he WILL do ANYTHING to bring down my huge ego. But AT LEAST he's there to kaobeikaobu when I'm feeling down...AH HAHAHA. Girls, go get him, make him get over his shadows. HAHA. POUNCE ON HIM GIRLS!

♥Fu ZhiYan - You people should go to his blog! HERE He encourages me, he dedicates his post to me, my name appeared in his blog at least TWICE. He made me feel good about myself, he boost my morals! If you guys want to help me thank his Mr.Goody goody, Give him an iPhone or be his Girlfriend, I'm sure he'd dote on his gf! SUMPA!!! He's up for grab!

Basically, these are the few who I think really dote and loves me! Or rather, who I really LOVE,LIKE,CARE, WHATEVER. They turned FML to RML. LOVE 'EM.

Anyone who wants me to blog about them, feel free to tag me. I like to read blog post that are dedicated to me, thus, I blog about them first. [: LOVE YOU GUYS!

BYE~
*flyingKiss*

x0x0,
Shari/clara/whatever.

第三天了。

对啊！第三天没有你，通电话只会让我更想你，不通电话我又不爽。我还真是麻烦！他妈的。为什我不能出国啊！如果能出国就好了！宝贝啊，没有的保护，觉得超没有安全感的~ 好想你！！！

我觉得，现在的男生越来越不能相信。先生，本小姐是看你伤心，失恋，才安慰你的勒！要不是看在我们多年的交情，我才懒得理你！你竟然这样对我！本小姐是对你超失望的！他妈的。把人家的好意当垃圾。你算哪一咖啊? 妈妈屁。不要让我在碰见你！

大家，多亏了D先生，我不会再轻易去听你们男生诉苦了。 拜托，诉苦是用嘴巴的，不需要毛手毛脚吧？本小姐有男朋友的捏！就算是没有男朋友，你也因该尊敬一下女性朋友吧？本小姐只给你一拳，已经是便宜你了。算我倒霉。他妈的你！7年的交情，到此为止。王八蛋！有钱了不起哦！本小姐，不 希 罕！ 对你彻彻底底的失望！我不是鸡，你要寻开心，就去Geylang。不要来烦本小姐， 靠~ 浪费本小姐宝贵的时间！

宝贝！你快回来安慰我啊！

拜拜！

p.s : 现在是12.28。佳乐还没来！本来约好十一点的。佳乐，时间观念不好哦！

I miss you bab.
♥ I need you~

宝贝

在台湾，玩得开心吗？第二天了。依然很想念你，没有你的日子，还真难过。好想听见你的声音，好想看看你。好想念躺在你怀里的感觉，好想念接吻后的余温。

宝贝，你虽然没有漫画里男主角的帅气，但是，在我的世界，你最帅。你没有流星花园里，道明寺那么有钱，我不care。因为你给我的，是别人永远给不了的。对啊。很多人有的你没有。我不介意。

因为。。。你有世界上任何人都没的。 那就是，本小姐我的心。

第一次，你不在我身边两个礼拜。

我知道自己有点夸张。可是，我就是这样。

人家常说，一日不见，如隔三秋。我们两个礼拜没得见，那时等于。。。隔了，42秋捏。

好想念你。

看到的话，至少传个简讯。

爱你。

What Do I Hide From The Most...

Emotions

You tend to laugh and joke around when you are with everyone, but you feel lonely and empty when are all alone. you cry alone when you have stress and problems. you often have many problems that are bugging you, but you never show them out on your face. you are not as cheerful as they thought, but you just don't wish to spoilt the mood of everyone, hence you hide your emotions inside. you are just a weak human with feelings afterall.

I can't deny this.

Baby...I'm still waiting for you to contact me...I miss you.

第一天

宝贝现在因该还在飞机上吧。两个礼拜。 从来没有对任何人出国有那么大的感触。看着他踏进闸门，眼眶就泛泪了。幸好有他哥哥在旁边，不然我一定会飙泪！宝贝啊，你一定要照顾自己。你昨晚又发作，你不乖！十二点多跟我说要睡了，你哥跟我说你凌成三点多才睡！一定是太累所以才会发作！本小姐看你今天出国，才没有骂你！你就知道！讨厌啦！我好想你。真的好想你。宝贝啊，宝贝。记得打电话给我哦！我爱你！爱你爱你！

机场真是漂亮捏! 可惜...每次我去，都是去送机，接机。好久没搭飞机了。我跟哥哥去T1接Rico。回家的路上，想了很多事。总之，谢谢哥哥送我回家。刚开始，只剩我们两个的时候，觉得有点尴尬。过后捏，开始聊几句。不管开多少玩笑，还是开心不起来。

真的好想念宝贝。

Love you bab.

Less Then 24 Hours...

Look at him,forever making stupid face! ♥him.

Indeed :/ At this time today, bab would be in Taiwan already. And me? I'd still be in Singapore, looking at his photo, hoping that 12days would pass soon...

Baby, please take care of yourself when you're there okay? (: I'd miss you...alot. Hope you enjoy your 2weeks there. DON'T LOOK AT OTHER GIRLS OKAY?!?! You can only have ME in your eyes(: Love you! MAX!!! ♥ Bab bab...

Our term break doesn't seemed like one. !@#$%^&

17 & 60

Grandmum and Me(:

Yes, I know I look damn fake! >.<>.<>.< Yes, she took care of me very well, thus, me, the irritating girl is so healthy, alive and kicking(: So...Yea, my grandmum(:

I Suck Max

Yesterday was amazing. Serious, it was almost like a dream come true. I'd sound damn dumb soon, so if you cannot tahan my dumbness, DON'T READ ON!!! >.<

Bab's family brought my out for dinner at Clarke Quay. And I have this weird(great) feeling inside me. I cant describe it. You know? Walking along Clarke Quay, me in his arms, the lighting and everything? Sigh. I swear to everything on Earth that I didn't have this feeling AT ALL. Its like, I am the most fortunate girl on Earth! :3 Sigh. What's better is... We went into this rather posh japanese restaurant and ate our dinner(: WALAO EH! The sashimi there was A W E S O M E!

Today's Ms test SUCKS MAX!!! Bab brought me to Far East. Thanks bab. But sorry to make you angry. Blame it on my stupidity. >.<

Die Shari Die! >.<

SHIT MAX!!!
3more days!
Bab bab don't go!

Am on the verge of breaking down >.<

:/ I don't know what to say. My eyes are damn puffy now, probably from the tears this a.m at 1. I've yet make any decisions. Maybe I should. Give a chance to free him or/and myself. He doesn't seem to bother anyways. If this is called love, then I'm the biggest loser , I mean it. I just feel that I suck being someone's girlfriend. I'm never good enough for anything. I sound damn depressed now. I am. But neh mind, I'd continue to be happy in class now!

Waiting for Physics to start one. Shit man, I feel like dying. >.< Should I or not?

Life's like crap! Everything seems to be much more important than me. See how small/insignificant I am? Im sure!

Why Can't Cherish The Last Few Days

I don't know what's happening. I just don't feel right and everything everyone does seems to irritate me alot. I'm feeling damn lousy now, do you guys sometimes have these feelings that the whole world owes you a living? The feeling is like wtf. >.<>.<

BYE LOUSY WORLD

Updates(again)//

I don't understand. Why the fuck would my own mother talk to me like this. I've found out terrible things, things that I really don't wish to know. Set aside all the crap biasness and all, you fucking LOOK DOWN on your own bloody daughter. Yes, you're pregnant, you have mood swings and all other craps. But I'm still alive. I don't know where the fuck I've done anything wrong! When I do something for you, you don't even bother to say thanks, that's alright. When I make a slight mistake, you make it sound as if I've commit crimes like murder or what ever fuck.
Yes, I can't think, I'm fucking immature. Please DO NOT think that I'd follow your footstep, I fucking WILL NOT. This is not the time when YOU are in poly. Com'on it has been 20years!!! 20years of evolution. Don't tell me that when YOU are in poly, everyone wore jeans and t-shirts.THAT'S YOU MUM! You. Not me. Now, in my time. Not EVERYONE has to wear jeans and t-shirt. Fine, you said that I shouldn't dress too revealing when Im going to school, so I stick to t-shirts and shorts. Reasonable? Okay, occasionally, I wear mini skirts. But its alright isn't it? When I have hab sessions, I wear jeans. But you can't fucking restrict what I'm gonna wear when I'm going out! For instance, I wore a Cotton On tee and a MGL shorts to J8 with em yesterday. What's the first thing Mum said? Why must you wear till like this? Quoting from my dearest Mum, "You can wear your shorts and mini skirts when you're going out, preferbly not to school".
It just sounds damn irony! This is a small matter, I know. But it is just this kinda small matter that makes me damn FUCKED UP!!!! :/

Conclusion? I wish I have NO family, AT ALL!

1/5 of the class, GIRLS ONLY!!! xD

Syaf sweetie :3

Forever cam-whoring during tutorials. Tsktsk

Right, enjoy the snaps! (:

During tutorials, We'd just cam-whore. And with Syaf only! 'Cos Yanhua keep resenting take photos with me >.< Damn sian can?!

Bab's leaving in another week's time! :/ He won't be back in 2weeks leh!!! WHAT WILL I BECOME WITHOUT YOU!!!! WAHPIANG EHHHH!!!

I doubt I can tahan not calling him but Mom will kill me if she find out that I called overseas ): Any solutions? Msn-ing is out 'cos his grandparent's place doesn't have internet connection :/
Shit man! TAG ME FOR SOLUTIONS PLEASE!?!?!?!

Common test next week! Cp, Material Science, Mechanic Quiz! ): I think I'd fail all...! Anyone can please force me to study?! PAUL!!! HELP!!!

BAB BAB BAB BAB!
I LOVE YOU! MUAH MUAH MUAH!!!

UPDATES//
I'm not trying to rude or whatsoever. But sometimes, I just hope that everyone at home can just SHUT THE FUCK UP! I know its damn disrespectful but walao eh. Its a weekend it damn it! There is this serious biasness going around. My brother can stare at the damn fucking screen for the whole day and they said nothing, they fuckingly kao bei kao bu when I turned on the notebook for just 3 hours. WTF! I don't have my room anymore where the fuck you expect me be at? Dear old grandma, you done with your preaching? Enough? You guys don't let me out during weekends, my room is no longer mine. You still want to fuck me up by chasing me away from the living room and wants ME to clean up the room? Thanks a plenty huh?

Bab bab bab bab bab!

SHUCKS MAX!

After dragging myself off my bed(mattress), I reluctantly went to bathe and got ready for school. Made it in time. Walao, Junhong commented that I seriously don't look nice in jeans. Wth~ Damn sadded can?! ): First time in the morning then got people like that say...sigh!

I don't know leh but somehow I was feeling a little down during the experiment. I swear that I didn't do it on purpose! Snapped visuals with the girls and Paul claimed that I look damn moody. I PMS MA!!! >:/

Walao, Maths is the WORST of ALL! I WAS DAMN DUMB TO GET FUCKING PRANKED BY PAUL , MINGYANG , AMOS & CO! Damn sian can!? Stupid Jiale still video it down! Neh mind, I had my share of revenge xD I pinched Jiale's neh neh till he moaned :D

MINGYANG!!! ORH BI GOOD!!! NEHNEHNIPOOPOO. KENA SCOLDED FOR NOTHING !!! :D
Who ask you bully me >.< Haha, Poor mingyang got accused cos jiale was giggling then Dickson Lee thought that Mingyang disturb jiale. xD So poor thing... :/

Dang. CP damn cui ready! ): So sad now. Sigh!

BAB! LOVE YOU ♥

8more days!!! )':

You're My Superman

I don't know where to begin. But I seriously realised that bab is really the nicest boyfriend I got and I'd ever get. Yes, I'm damn slow to realise it now. I know...All along I kept thinking that I've give in alot and all those crap. Everytime bab does something wrong, I'd flare up first, not thinking whether he has his reason or whatever. Oh well, sometimes...He does deserve to get scolded! >.< Nonetheless, I still love him! (: Thanks bab, I really really didn't mean it. It was my bad. No revenge ah! ♥

My baby is like damn good. He has been awesome all along but now...its like, I discover that he's one of the most forgiving man around me. Sigh(:

Went over to bab's home after school and ate dinner there. Had so much fun cuddling in his arms watching the tube. (: Just imagine if we stay together. Teeheehee. Love max!

To add on, we were talking about having siblings and stuff in Koufu. We as in mainly me and Paul, mingyang and Zhikai were the calefare! >.< Joking. And they kept harping about how easily I trust people and stuff and Paul's 防人之心不可无. HAHA. He's a very classic example of a fierce brother. Oh well(:

Gotta go to bed now, dead tired!
Yamehteh! xD
MUAH.

WANG YI CHENG I LOVE YOU! I REALLY DO!

9more days. SIGH! DOUBLE SIGH!

Baby dont leave !

Today is like...damn good. Teeheehee. Finally...Phew. I hope things doesn't change again and make me miserable. Mechanics is getting tougher by days, I can't do anything about it. A fucking question needs like one whole piece of foolscap paper! >.< Waste money only. Talking about it, eating mango in the morning is a bad choice. You'd shit like nobody's business xD

Material Science is crap man! Its turning into like Mechanics! SHIT MAN! AHHH FUCK! Neh mind, didn't listen also. WAHAHAHA.

Weishen! Don't be too upset okay? (: CHEER UP! Take care in camp!
ALCOTT IS DAMN FUNNY!!! xD

Baby... )': 10more days! ): I'd miss you terribly lots! If there's no connection there, I'd really cry myself to death! 2weeks without you leh! Walao... :/ Make sure you be VERY careful there hor...
Sigh... What to do without you for 2weeks of hols? Sigh...

Loves,
MUAH.
SHARI♥

P.s : Something very upsetting just happened. :/ I hope I can have more faith!

Was taken using Joshua's machine gun look-a-like camera. HO HO HO. Look super Kiam Pa(欠打)。Teeheehee. I like his camera but its damn heavy can?! :/ Kao, wasted. I look damn ugly in the photos ): So sad man. HAHA

Baby...Please don't leave Singapore okay? :/ I'm sure the school will approve it so that you don't have to go study overseas ): Don't leave me behind okay? )': Muah, I love you.

My back is gonna break soon :/ Super pain. I don't know what's wrong la but it feels like its gonna break! Maybe it's my period...But the problem is, I didn't experience this before! :/

Neh mind. The cut on my thumb split open just now. ._. FUCK MAN!

Gotta go now. I'm going to faint! WAHAHAHA.

LOVES, ♥
MUAH.
SHARICHONG JINER

I Looked Like A Piece Of Crap Today

Neh Mind

School had been rather mundane. C programming test can suck Jacob's balls! Damn it. I finished it first b'cos I can't do it...AT ALL!!! Shit man. Thinking skill as usual, can kiss me ass. xD

Wahaha, physics and Mechanics, I seriously didn't listen much cos I was trapped in cyber world(: No mood to do anything but will try to ignore that feeling. Actually, I shouldn't get so bothered about it, it's nothing much leh. This is like the first time I experienced this kinda thing. Aiya, everything also got first time ma! Like what Dickson Lee say... my "virgin" experience xD DON'T GET WRONG HOR!!! Teeheehee. [:

Weiyang is damn funny today, he's like damn afraid of tickles. When Jh and Joshua tickle him, he blush and whine like a little girl xD So funny hahaha. I'm like enjoying torturing him OH WELL.

Bab came to pick me up from class today(: I really appreciate him and treasure our time together(: MUAH bab! 本小姐爱你！

Hmm. What elective should I choose? Japanese, German or French?

I'm eyeing on Japanese but everyone is too...So? French? Bon'jour or Ohiyo?

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Much loves,
Shari♥

WangYiCheng, I love you.